Programmed culture is having a hypnosis kink, wishing you didn't, and (still) the topic of hypnosis being extremely triggering in everyday interactions.
Sometimes it is so hard to resist researching hypnosis and searching up hypnosis fantasies. I keep coming back to it and it is so embarrassing. Writing this for other people to see feels so exposing.
The research did originally help me get past the internal barrier to find the truth about the mind control abuse. But now that I feel more "comfortable" with it, I keep reading hypnosis fantasies I don't really even intend to live out. Like I said, it's embarrassing, especially when the mind control has caused so much trauma and pain.
Can anybody relate?
(I hope this is an okay thing to ask about)
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