#roin

flag id: a flag with 5 stripes, which are light yellow, yellow, gold, yellow, and light yellow. at the right side of the flag, a section of each stripe is a different color — 45% of the first and fifth stripes, 30% of the second and fourth stripes, and 15% of the third stripe. they are light grey, very light grey, white, very light grey, and light grey. end id.

banner id: a 1600x200 teal banner with the words ‘please read my dni before interacting. those on my / dni may still use my terms, so do not recoin them.’ in large white text in the center. the text takes up two lines, split at the slash. end id.

sarciogender: being a certain gender due to trauma recovery. this gender was once not (fully) felt and was discovered or restored through trauma recovery

[pt: sarciogender: being a certain gender due to trauma recovery. this gender was once not (fully) felt and was discovered or restored through trauma recovery. end pt]

opposite of caedogender for anon!

the flag format is based on the caedogender format, using yellow and white (bright, positive colors) to represent recovery. 'caedo' is latin for 'to cut', so i used 'sarcio', latin for 'to mend'!

one does not have to be fully recovered from trauma to be sarciogender; it can be used by anyone at any stage of recovery.

tags: @radiomogai, @liom-archive, @macchiane, @genderstarbucks

tags cont: @maggore, @dragonpride17

PT: Autiagender Woman /end PT

Autiagender Woman: a agender-feminine neurogender which can only be understood in the context of being autistic or when one's autism greatly affects one's agender-feminine gender or how one experiences that agender-feminine gender. This can include but isn't limited to: being disconnected from your feminine gender because of autism and therefore being agender, feeling connected to femininity but disconnected from gender due to autism, feeling fem while also having a disconnect from gender all together due to autism, being both autigender and agender-feminine, being fluid/flux/fluix between autigender agender-feminine, being unsure if their gender is agender-feminine and/or to which extents it's agender and feminine due to autism, feeling agender from autism despite having a feminine gender, having no gender identity but some connection to femininity due to autism, feeling comfortable with feminine pronouns/presentation and therefore identify has a woman despite being agender because it helps express that association due to autism, being mostly agender but a tiny bit woman due to autism, having a feminine gender through a genderless lense due to autism, etc.

Can also be called autiagender girl, autiagender gal, autiagender lady or autiagenderfem.

Term coined via combining autigirl, autigender, autifein, autigenderless and agender girl.

[IMAGE ID: A black infinity symbol with a horizontal line in the left loop and a circle in the right loop. END ID]

Meaning:

Infinity symbol: autism and the inifnite gender experiences autistic people have.

Horizontal line: everything part of gender that can be modified by autigenderness. Including but not limited to: gender fluidity, non-binary ness, gender alignment, genderlessness, being xenogender, etc.

Circle: everything surronding gender that can be modified by autigenderness. Including but not limited to: gender expression, gender non conformity, orientation, being intersex, masculinity, femininity, pronouns, gender hoarding, etc.

OCDgenders Masterlist Part One

[TW abuse, sanism, obsessions, compulsions]

Xumgender: the state of never being satisfied with ones gender, no matter how well it fits, due to self-doubt or identity issues. This causes one to compulsively search and seek out something that fits even better though one will never because of one's neurotype and/or because words will never be able to describe one's gender and/or because one's gender is paradoxical. This inability to find a "one true gender" frequent causes anxiety and doubt and can even cause the label xumgender to feel imperfect to the individual. This term is exclusive to neurodivergent people. It was specifically coined with people with anxiety disorders, OCD, and OCPD in mind.

O-gender: a gender that is affected by one’s obsessions.

C-Gender: a neurogender heavily influenced or defined by one’s compulsions due to their OCD.

OC-gender: a gender that is affected by both one’s compulsions and obsessions.

OCDgender: a neurogender which can only be understood in the context of having OCD or when one's OCD greatly affects one's gender or how one experiences gender. It is not OCD as a gender, but is a gender that is so heavily influenced by OCD that one's OCD and one's experience of gender cannot be unlinked.

OCDniac: an identity that describes someone whose queer experience is affected by having Obsessive Compulsive Disorder.

Obsecompridix: a gender related to being proud of one’s ocd and that pride affecting how their gender feels.

Obsic: A gender related to one’s obsession.

Vexillobsic: A neurogender related to one’s obsession with vexillology.

OCDBiting: a gender influenced by ones OCD and biting an ableist.

FluttershyOCDic: a gender related to Fluttershy and having OCD.

PinkieOCDpieic: a gender related to Pinkie Pie and having OCD.

Categohoarder: a genderhoarder microlabel for people who feel like their genders MUST be in some sort of order whenever they show them off (carrd.co, pronouns.page, etc.), it could be their color scheme, themes, alphabetical order or more.

Pattordean: a gender related to putting things in order or in a pattern. This can be connected to ocd compulsions and be used as a neurogender, but it doesn't have to be.

Loudheadgender: a neurogender where the noise in your head prevents you from understanding your gender to some extent. Only to be used by people who experience brain noise/ loudness in the head. So like ADHD, racing thoughts, OCD, BPD, etc.

StarlightglimOCDic: a gender related to Starlight Glimmer and having OCD.

TrixielamoonOCDic: a gender related to Trixie Lulamoon and having OCD.

OCDcompuliac: a fluid neurogender influenced by OCD compulsions in which ones gender identity changes when they speak what gender identity they have due to an OCD compulsion, whether permanently or temporarily.

PrettyBoyObsessive: a gender relating to being a Pretty Boy with OCD and breaking the stigma surrounding OCD were ableists sees you as a (ableist) threat but you having psychological facts to ruin them and their social life is your threat and you're not afraid to stand up others with stimazed disorders like NPD, AvPD, ASPD, BPD, PPD, OCPD, [etc] for an example.

OCDLOVERBOY: a neurogender influenced by a man/boy's OCD, often see as an monster and beliefs he doesn't deserve love due to his OCD due to trauma, but has found love and feels less like a monster due to his boyfriend(s)/Partner(s) loving him regardless of his OCD, and very supportive of him and understands every subtype of OCD, even POCD and loves him anyway regardless of his OCD.

ObsessiveYandere: a term for PwOCD and being a Yandere.

Ocdvictim: A gender identity influence by having OCD and being a victim.

OBSEURiA: a gender that is the embodiment of one's obsessive compulsive disorder.

OCDfreak: a gender related to having OCD and being a freak.

OCDrage: a gender related to the anger/angry symptoms of OCD.

Utapulsix: a gender related to the compulsion/having the compulsion to find, compile, and organize information.

Utafpulsix: a gender related to the compulsion/having the compulsion to find, compile, and organize information, as well as the actions themselves.

BoyCreaturaticFreak: a gender that feels infected, misunderstood, falsely framed, often see as a creepy, worn out, tired, weak, hurt, dirty, and disgusting, freak of nature, emotionless, lack of emotional empathy, feels like needles sticked in your back and barbed wire around your throat, and held down to control the person, which is all influence by ones OCD and influenced by trauma of having ones OCD be used against them to hurt them, often seen as a freak due to their OCD and society views on OCD, which one turns into being a freak into a positive thing and embrace being different, embrace being a Freak, as an act of self-love and acceptance of one's self. Deep down this gender is kind, loving, sweet, wholesome, deserving of love and care. This gender is both masculine and agender/nothing at the same time. It is also althuman. The gender is also held together by safety pins, sawing needles, hello kitty bandaids and the gender, also carries a stuffed animal wolf or a stuffed animal black cat for comfort and someone to call a best friend.

Dianeticsobsic: a gender related to being obsessed with the belief system of Dianetics.

HidingTraumgender: a gender for when ones gender are a hiding from one’s abuser, stemming from the paranoia of ones abuser, watching the user constantly, believing one's abuser would emotionally harm the user again & again, a fearing a never ending loop of emotional and mental torture, viewing ones abuser as emotionally contaminated and is paranoid regardless of anyone due to user's trauma and the user's OCD being used a sick “justification” for the trauma the user want through.

OCDtoxic: a gender related to chemically toxic OCD, OCD disolving in toxic chemicals, and/or OCD mixing with toxic substances.

OCDBEiNG: A genderabeing subtype. A gender connected to having obsessive compulsive disorder and being that of a being ; An OCDbeing.

Unrealobsic: an O-Gender related to one's obessions being based in unreality. This could be things like obsessing over the idea that one is not real. Or that one is not perceiving reality in the way it really is.

NoempaOCDic: a gender related to having OCD and little to no empathy.

Fearobsic/Phobiaobsic: an O-Gender related to one's obsessions being based upon their fears/phobias. An example could be being thalassophobic and having obsessions about the ocean. Or fearing the dark and having obsessions about it

BoyPOCDic: a gender that is a boy dealing with P-OCD.

Countiobsic/Numeralobsic: an O-Gender related to one's compulsive counting, or number-based compulsions/obsessions.

InsomniOCDgendrix: a gender influenced by ones OCD, it feels like OCD is their whole identity and gender. It feels like all it is is controlled by one's OCD. This gender feels scary, terrifying, "wrong", anxiety inducing, exhausted, and like an insomniac.

Anxiobsic: an O-Gender related to the anxiety one's obsessions causes them.