#poly heart

Thanks to my buddy Robert for inspiring me to make this t-shirt design! I love that it can both be referring to your partners or just WHOEVER you’re surrounded by. I like the latter because I’m with all of you <3 

This past weekend I met my boyfriend's (we've dated for 5 years) new girlfriend he's been dating for about 2 months or so now. Immediately could feel the connection and vibe between them, and that translated into a happy vibe between her and I. She's such a sweetheart! I loved to see them cuddle and seeing them both so happy.

Compersion all around! He had always thought he was set on just occasionally having a fling outside of our relationship, never having interest in actually dating anyone else until he met her. It was quite sudden to him to realize he wanted to pursue something with her, and I fully endorsed it and gave all my support. I had a few bumps here and there with some slight fear of being left but all of that has been wiped out. She has no interest in taking him away from me and I can't ever imagine her doing so now that I've met her.

After she left, I immediately told my girlfriend all about the happiness I was feeling so that she could share in the joy too. I already can't wait for her to come back for another visit! <3 Poly life has been an adventure and I feel like moments like this are the pay off. I keep catching myself sitting here at work with a goofy grin on my face from how lucky and awesome I feel. I had to share with more people I knew would understand!

Got my first tattoo!!!

Poly heart tattoo with the colors of the poly flag!!!

I know he would laugh if he realized I still loved him.

But I just want him in my life again. Not even romantically. Just there. As that person I could talk to. A person who I could sit in silence with and be completely at peace.

My heart is never going to feel full without him.