#permaharmed

permaDehumanized !!

a permaID where one identifies as being permanently dehumanized ! lwk real twin ...

Permademonized / Permavillainized : a perma identity in which one is / wants to be / feels they should be / identifies as being / is transitioning to being permanently demonized / villainized.

Very self indulgent, by the way. Anyone can use it, though.

@arterial--amalgamation

꒰ა ◟ ritsu or cinna ☆ he/it/bat

12 yr old vampbat boy , local punching bag & llittle brother ♡

i am pro - para , pro - consent , neutral - c , and radqueer - adjacent . my asks are open 2 anyone and anything !

transharmed blog , ttreat me however u like , but pls be mean 2 me ! handler is @reisakus . more iinfo under the cut ^_^

I experience psychosis due to ptsd (and maybe other things) i have bpd and aspd as well as autism, i am also a system.

Im radqueer and pro para + transid yada yada

i want to get worse. i want my hallucinations to be more vivid, i want my delusions to not be buried by logic.

Tell me my thoughts are true. That the dark will take me.

Lies or truth, reality or fiction, i dont know where the lines lie here.

send me an ask, ill answer anything

you are unable to tell what someone's experience or perception is, and so you can't be sure what truly is or isn't good for them

this is why consensual harm (both from the self and/or others) is beneficial.

I'm addicted to hard substances and have been since the chronological age of 13/14. i have no will to recover. which is normal, and most would disregard it as purely the addiction surviving. that's definitely part of it. but because people again can't understand the full experience of other's, then they wouldn't understand that I'm unable to feel fulfilled without SOME kind of active addiction, regardless of it's kind.

if i dont have an active addiction to fixate on, i feel unimportant, like i have a lack of identity, and would honestly rather just die. my aggressive thoughts also increase.

most would argue that is more harmful.