Thinking about how cute a forgetful partner is. Having them tell you whenever they do things so you can keep track.. Oh, baby, you didn't eat yet - come on, go get something. Did you take your meds? No, no, you need to drink at least another glass of water before dinner. It's even cuter if they come to rely on this system completely, and time becomes putty in your hands. It doesn't matter that they just got delivered a months worth of medicine despite still having half of the last bottle - mama hasn't told them it's time to take their meds yet, and she has all of their best interests in mind, so they can wait a little longer.

stalking and abuse is like the only thing I can get off too anymore

any tord introjects wanna volunteer for me to beat the shit out of them? lol. i’m feeling generous, i’ll go easy on you.

my love language is mutually assured destruction.

met a hot guy on a tttt server , handsome voice, hot accent.. fuck. He's a t4t fag, I may have a chance,, if only.. if only he didn't live so far. fuck my stupid tranny life. I want to force him to roid out, I want to hold him down while I do his T shots, I want to kiss up his neck. I need to hear him whine and call me slurs like tranny and faggot while I stroke his dick.. I need to teach him how to ruin me, how to make me cry on his lap. He's kind of like an annoying middle brother who is just made fun of and forgotten, and I'd be such a good older brother to him I swear.. I totally wouldn't force him to learn how to rape me that's crazy.. I need to give him the excuse of dht gel. Yeah, that'll totally be why I rub him off. I'm just helping him.. even if I kiss his thighs and bite his shoulders after. I bet his blood tastes good too, I wonder if he'd fight.. maybe he'd scream at me. Maybe he'd scratch me. I'd like that even more fuck.

bussing his lip and making him suck my dick abt it while he calls me dad. boy doesn’t even know we emptied our balls to the thought