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how to prevent paranoia episodes no glue no borax
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BEING ON THE INTERNET WHEN YOU SUFFER FROM PARANOIA:
Open twitter -> see a post from someone saying they're in my walls -> have a panic attack -> calm down and block the poster -> very next post is a gif of a shadowy figure and the words "this person is x km away from your location" -> close twitter and pace around my room with a knife trying to find and kill it -> calm down again -> open youtube -> see an AI generated thumbnail for some analog horror slop with big red text saying "Your family was replaced." -> Close youtube and cry -> calm down again -> open tumblr -> I have an ask -> my mutual sent me an ask telling me "they can see me" -> dissociate for 3 hours to stop myself from hyperventilating and sobbing -> come back to reality and block the mutual -> close tumblr and open discord -> have a conversation with some people -> say I don't like a specific character and get told "you will begin coughing in 3 days" -> leave the server and close discord -> kill myself
i wish i cud hire sum1 to just be on standby at all times to talk me down when i get paranoid πποΏΌ
i can recognize that iβm paranoid, but i still canβt get rid of the fear. my cat tore down my curtains and im freaking out,, idk
slightly more vent but only because i decorate my pages ( SLENDERMAN )
anyway i decorate them before i put the art on top anyway
@imblueker sea crit waterboy flambae evil stuff
i always get really anxious when i think 2 online friends type similarly because obviously theyβre the same person trying to gauge how i act around others to use it against me or isolate me from everyone else to ruin me im not crazy im not crazy
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me : *says one word*
my thoughts : . .
me : .. .
thoughts : ?^!#?<! YOURSELF. WHYD YOU SAY THAT. SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU'RE INSUFFERABLE. YOU SOUND FUCKING STUPID. LOOK AT YOU. LOOK AT THE WAY YOU TALK. EVERYTHING IS WRONG. YOU'RE WRONG. IT'S ALL WRONG.
I keep thinking about two years ago when I constantly thought someone was out to get me or I was being gangstalked. Lowk donβt know what I was on. Like I seriously was convinced I was being watched every secondπ«©
As someone plagued with paranoia since birth, I never appreciated the advice to βalways trust your gut instinct.β Because my gut instinct believes I am in constant, perilous danger. And when I am alone and trying to shake off the paranoia is exactly when that advice comes back to haunt me.
βAlways trust your gut instinct,β cries the man who has never known irrational fear.
The gut instinct is something to be examined, not trusted. It is telling you something. It is your bodies reaction to something your mind hasnβt fully processed. For some of us, the message is that there is a chemical misfire in our brain. For others, it is that danger lurks. In blindly trusting the instinct, you ignore its message.