Relapsed after 15 weeks clean :p

avpd culture is.... not liking the label avoidant?

avpd culture is being afraid to attack someone on artfight because what if your art actually sucks and the person receiving it hates it and ignores it? what if i get a part of the character design wrong? what if they dont comment on my attack? i also tend to avoid attacking friends out of fear i wont do their character justice or that they get an attack from someone much better at art than myself and ignore mine.

Avpd culture is reading into simple questions so deeply that you get nauseous when answering them, and feeling stupid when it turns out to have been nothing

AvPD culture is the fact that I used to have a really good and close friend that I considered my sibling, but then I was honest to them about one (1) part of my identity and they called me delusional and said I was “stuck living in fiction” and proceeded to ghost me when I tried to text them at all after that. So now I’m never starting new friendships ever again and my amount of friends will only ever decrease until it’s zero! Muahahahahaha

AvPD culture is I can't face people alone, but all I've ever been is alone.

avpd culture is madotsuki from yume nikki