Gentle, loving, comforting, protective, Toji x chatty, loving fem!reader
Toji absolutely hates watching you cry, when you get approached by some guys on your way to visit Toji at work he doesnt hesitate to intervene.
Now he’s faced with you, sobbing.
He spends all evening comforting you and listening to you talk about anything and everything you want.
When it becomes clear you want your boyfriend closer he doesn’t even think twice to help you with that aswell..<3
Tw || Name calling (slut,bitch), violence, harassment.
Word count ; 5005 .. I may have slipped!
Saying you were excited was an understatement really, all day you had been busy.
You only had time for a quick phone call to ask Toji something, hearing his voice definitely helped. You were clingy. Rightfully so; you had the best boyfriend on earth.
So hearing his voice helped you carry on until you could finally see him at the restaurant he had been working at. He was a great cook since you met him, he had a shitty job before but you helped him out of that dark place and to work at this restaurant where he had been doing great.
As great as Toji could while being away from you, it was hard but you got him this job so he liked it.
You had made yourself all pretty, excited to see your boyfriend after a busy day, not that you had to doll yourself up no, his favourite look on you; lazy, hair undone, natural and beautiful.
He had been glancing at the clock every 5 minutes or so to see how late it was. He couldn't exactly go into his pocket every 5 minutes to check his phone so when he started working there he made sure to buy a physical clock so he could track the time and you were always on time.
His colleagues would tease him that it would be distracting and that you melted him faster than butter in a pan because when he would see you, he looked like a little boy with his heart pounding out of his chest, jaw slightly agape. Not the 6’4 giant he was.
His head shot up looking through the window where they shoved food through to be taken into the restaurant.
Familiar bells rang but it wasnt anyone familiar to him. The door opened at 8:00 and it wasn't his girlfriend, it was some random guy with someone he didnt know.
He mumbled something under his breath before taking his phone out, the clock was right, 8:01.
When you walked out of your door you were hit with the familiar cold of the city, it was already quite dark and crowded as always.
Especially on a saturday night, Toji would take extra shifts when you were busy to stop himself from chasing after you all day and standing in the way.
He couldn't even sit through a nail appointment without death glaring the nail lady that got to touch you more than him also because you spoke about your day with her and she made you smile.
He hated it secretly when you told anyone but him, what if you didnt have anything left to tell him?
Hence why he was working tonight you had been busy all day but now you were finally on your way.
Y /N♡ : ill be there in 15! Cant wait to see you baby:)<3
20. Minutes ago. His brows knitted together in frustration more then confusion, his jaw tightening.
Saturday night also brought a different crowd, a difficult crowd.
“Hey sexy.. what cha doing out here all alone?” you heard a voice you had walked this route many times now, no one had bothered you much. Some homeless guys whistling maybe that you wrote off as ‘it could be for anyone’ it was a busy street afterall.
Though your instinct made you speed up, the street beneath you quickened as you did too, you could almost see the sign now of the restaurant. A big board with the letters of the restaurant on it in neon led light. You always smiled when you saw it but right now you weren't smiling. Something was off.
“Hey w..we talking to you! you cold?” an arm wrapped itself around your shoulders, quite literally instantly you hit your elbow into his side, something Toji had taught you when you insisted you were fine walking the city.
He grunted — as he released that agitated noise it was clear he was drunk from the stench coming out of his mouth.
“stupid bitch, get her!” the other man barely got his words out but he tried grabbing at your neck, his fingers graced your neck so all you knew to do was run for your boyfriend who was approximately 2 streets away from you. It was the safest option.
So you ran, you may take on one drunk asshole but two.. You didnt know their intentions but it was quite clear so to say.
When you finally almost got to the restaurant the other guy caught up and dragged you into the darkness, when you protested his hand wrapped around your mouth.
You couldn't quite make out what was happening but you remembered faintly hearing your boyfriend say to not come through the back because people sometimes tried hooking up there, he didn't want you to see that.
It all happened quite fast then you got to your surroundings, they werent alone there was a third. Your stomach turned, you felt sick, they were clearly intoxicated and looked excited at your frightful eyes.
Toji agitatedly removed his apron, throwing it onto some chair in the corner. He wasn't careful when he moved through both backdoors to smoke a cigarette, what could possibly take you longer?
He was more so agitated because he hated the fact he didnt know, something that was quite hard for him, he didnt make you download a gps app or just stick one in a piece of Jewerly, he didnt want to be controlling but fuck did he wish he was right now.
just so he knew where you were, ofcourse.
Other chefs weren't allowed to smoke or take break in the middle of speed hour, especially in the city where this time of the hour made serious money.
Besides who was gonna tell Toji off but you?
The area behind the restaurant wasn't too small either; a couple cars were parked out back of the employees and the large bins they used to expose of shit at the end of the night.
He took a cigarette out ready to light it, you should be here any minute now.
You were frozen now only a small plea escaping your lips as they stared you down. One of them moved in ready to kiss you.
“Please stop!” you began sobbing. “Jus-t leave me alone!” you sobbed quietly shoving at the guys chest who was leaning in.
“why should we you thought y..you could run stupid slut?”
“And hit me? Bad mistake.”
The other guy was annoyed and clearly really drunk. He was the one you hit. the other one on his left dragged you there.. you only got a second to look at their faces. It seemed like he had his own issues that really had nothing to do with you.
Thats when everything happened too quick for you to catch up.
When toji went to light his cigarette he heard a noice- no. a voice, one he recognised out of a million.
He moved quicker than he had all day, then ever.
He basically jumped down the little porsche that led to the back area, in four quick strides he stood next to you.
in the seconds it took him to get there he quite nearly exploded only keeping it together because you were already sobbing which broke his heart into a million pieces.
He couldnt hear your cries. your pleas for help. He went deaf at the sight of the guy almost touching you.
All the bits of frustration he held in tonight with anything that didnt work. but also the pure rage he felt watching the scene unfold. you were holding your hands out trying to create space. Every muscle in his body tensed at the sight.
Toji was a big guy, if he wanted to he could seriously hurt you, so he was always careful around you. mindful of his size and strength. making sure he didnt pressure you or intimidate you with his size.
to you he was just your big soft teddy bear, a gentle giant. You knew he would never hurt you. So when your eyes widened at toji beating the shit out of literally all three you closed them.
The only reason he didn’t kill them out of pure rage was because he had more important things to attend to, you.
There you were. Ears covered with your little hands, your eyes shut closed. literally as hard as you could. He didn't exactly think about what you'd see for a second when his protectiveness for you took over.
So he was as happy as he could be when he saw you didnt watch it unfold, he wondered when you closed your eyes but that wasnt a worry for right now. You were still softly sobbing.
when he saw you all rage disappeared, the guys had scrambled away, he really hadnt done his worse just enough to make them unrecognisable for a week or two. he needed to get to you as fast as he could.
because that's the only thing that matters.
You sobbed with relief that your boyfriend was there you. the next thing you realised was feeling tojis comforting chest against your cheek. “Im so sorry doll, thats the last time your walking here alone.”
he muttered the last part so you couldnt hear it.
He carried you away from the scene, the restaurant. Then he softly put you down your feet like you weighed nothing because to him you didnt.
it was a quiet little place inbetween streets with a yellow light shining over you both, you could finally see tojis beautiful face now as he bend down infront of you his big hands cupping you face.
“Hey — hey baby breathe.. Did anything happen? did they touch you?” his voice sounded strained as he stared into your eyes, his dark beautiful eyes were full of rage and pain wondering if he had possibly been too late.
when he said the last part, he was holding himself back. Your sobs quieted now safe in your boyfriend's hands, you sniffed, shaking your head ‘no’. Wiping your nose with the back of your hand. “Oh baby.” his tone was softer, his thumb wiped your tears; large hands still cupping your face.
“Please love, youre killing me, its okay now baby, ..shh.” he stood up hugging you into his body, he knew how comforting it was to you, his chest. His hugs.
He hugged you until your breathing calmed down, he had heard somewhere pressure could help, toji wasnt good with feelings but seeing you hurt or upset absolutely killed him, he was sure it would put him into n earlier grave every time you cried.
What he had done to those guys he would take himself a million times over the feeling he got when you were crying.
“shh, you’re safe, I'm here now. im right here, baby.” he cooed hearing you were safe really helped because you did always feel safe in his arms.
His slightly peeled you from his body after a while of whispering how much he loved you. Every move was carefully calculated as your beautiful eyes came back into his vision.
“There she is, theres my pretty baby.”
he planted kisses all over your face until you were a giggling mess.
You gasped when toji once more carried you, it always shocked you how easily he carried you off the floor, instinctively you grabbed his neck steadying yourself, “hey what are you doing? What about your work ‘ji? youre gonna get fired?”
He huffed and shrugged, “do you really think i care about a job when my baby is upset like this? Not a chance in this world. You, my love are getting pampered tonight.” He did it for you as much as he did it for himself because he didnt like anything better than caring for you and loving you.
Tonight he would make sure you felt comfortable. He knew how you were about your space, no one liked being harassed like that. “Toji you cant just lea-”You argued in his hold you didnt get far when toji pressed his lips onto yours giving you a peck incase you weren’t comfortable with more.
When his lips released themselves you spoke again. “Toji they will fire-“ he kissed you again, shutting you up. Every time you tried to speak a word to argue he just pecked you on your lips again and again until you shut up.
His hand caressed your legs with a certain protectiveness while you spoke about your day.
And my did you. Something toji adored about you was the fact you could basically hold a conversation with him without him even replying. not that he didn’t. No he engaged with everything you asked him when he got the chance to speak.
His smile reached his eyes with every ‘also’ ‘and’ ‘or’ you spoke he loved the way you rambled on. How you asked his opinion on things because he really agreed with you on everything, he couldn’t believe you’d care about his opinion so every now and then he purposely argued on your take a little watching you wonder what had gotten into him until you realised. He was just riling you up. He loved watching you roll your eyes and smile after.
You were never actually annoyed with toji you couldn’t be.
He could listen to you for hours. Somewhere through it all you ended up on his lap you were cuddling into him while you spoke, his large hands drawing circles on your back to soothe you through everything you yapped on about.
All the problems you've been through and everything. The longer you spoke the longer he could hear your beautiful voice. It was better than any tv show, any movie.
Afterall it’s what he chose to do every night.
He was happy he got you back to your happy self.
You were quiet at first, a clear sign you didn’t feel okay, happy. He thought for a bit then he got an idea.
He ran you a warm nice shower with some candles on, the lights dim and your favourite scent in the air. It relaxed you so much you definitely felt safe with your boyfriend. He knew you inside out.
He already laid out a pair of your underwear and his shirt for you to wear because he knew you’d go into his closet to grab one anyways.
But now you were yourself again, that’s all he wanted. It was a blessing to hear you talk for a while. It was all he wanted when he first met you and watched you speak to anyone but him. He was quite shy when he first saw you, ironic really because you could barely hold eye contact with the gentle giant. Both a blushing mess.
He considers himself beyond lucky to have you. He doesn’t quite realise how lucky you find urself to be in such safe large yet gentle arms aswell. He made you feel safe because no one could really do or say anything to toji.
“Sounds like you’ve had an eventful day.” He hummed slightly as he rubbed your back soothing himself too with the action. “I did, it was so exhausting being away from you…I really missed you baby.” You sat up looking at him properly. He was so relaxed now, he was almost scarily tense when it all just happened. It must’ve really stressed him out aswell.
“What if you lose your job toji?” you sat up peeling yourself off him and looking into his deep green eyes. He smiled softly, his big hand coming up to caress your cheek, he was always so gentle with you. You leaned into his hand instincutally. He knew exactly what he was doing. Earlier with kisses now his hugs.
“Cmere baby.” his hand went from your cheek to the back of your head pressing you into a hug as his other hand draped around your back hugging you tighter into his chest.
You knew he was distracting you his warm hugs. They always seemed to distract you from anything on your mind it was just so comforting being shoved into is chest like having hot choco or being under a warm fuzzy blanket when it’s really cold outside.
He sighed deeply content that he finally had you in his arms properly. Just taking a moment to appreciate you were there with him, he often did this in bed when you slept but right now, it was a tough day..
He was gentle as ever. You hugged him back it didn’t matter how hard you hugged him he couldn’t really tell. He loved holding you because in his hold you were safe. Not touched by filfthy boys you didn’t want to be touched by.
You were safe with him and he would never do anything you didn’t want.
He placed his chin on your head softly sighing deeply. “I couldnt care less, seeing you like that..” his grip on you tightened like you’d disappear or get hurt if he didn’t. You felt safe as ever in his hold.
And with your cheek on his chest you could smell him, his cologne but also him. It somehow made him seem warmer, safer. It reminded you of all the things that made you feel safe.
He kissed the top of your head. You smiled into his chest slightly leaned back so you could look into his eyes. His hand fell away from the back of your head towards your waist where his other arm was draped around you.
His black hair slightly fell over his face and he had a slight scowl planted on his scarred lips. You smiled deeper looking at him, is he pouting?? Sometimes you couldn’t tell with toji.
“You know, I used that move you taught me, you can teach me some more and I’m sure I can defend myself.” A slight smirk took over your lips. Just barely visible but toji caught it. His brows slightly raised. “You did?” He sounded proud like you knew he would be a certain proudness settled in you now too.
“I think that’s a good idea.” He nodded thinking about it. It soothed him a bit aswell he hadn’t exactly figured what to do with the situation.
You smiled, giving his nose a peck. He nodded once more liking the idea and giving your lips a quick soft peck just a bit longer than before. You could feel both his arms wrapped around your waist keeping you in place on his lap, your hands on his broad shoulders just to feel him even closer..
Then you saw it, a slight pink hue on his cheeks. You parted your lips ready to say something.
He mumbled something looking away. “Huh? What did you say ‘ji?”
“Why? What’s wrong baby?” You knitted your brows. Did he think he did something?
“Dont wanna go over your boundaries or anythin’” he looked away he seemed ashamed. You smiled softly watching as he parted his lips again to speak.
You licked your lips then kissed him showing him there was no boundary he could go over, you wanted nothing more then to feel your boyfriend as close as possible after a long exhausting day.
Instantly he closed his eyes returning the favour. You kissed him slowly, taking your time. Showing him just how much you loved him, how grateful you were to be in his big strong arms again. How safe you felt.
You were often muttering little I love yous through it because you really did love your gentle giant so much. You tried to make him feel how much you loved him through your kisses.
Toji adored loved how clingy and lovey you were.
Then you got greedy, moving your lips in a way you knew toji couldn’t resist. You missed him so much you just wanted to feel him closer.
Almost on queue his tongue licked at your lips for you to open up. You could feel him beneath you now. It had never been hard to get him hard..
No he was quite easy. He was madly in love with you. What else did you expect from your clingy boyfriend?
He didn’t feel the least bit ashamed about how happy his body got for you.
His large hands roamed your back wanting to feel more of you but being careful of your feelings for now, after what happened even if it was clear you wanted more.
“Please.. baby, stop teasing me let me In-“ he cupped your face with his ginormous hands that nearly took up the entire sides of your face. He was kissing you and attempting to speak
Toji not so secretly wanted to be closer to you too but respected any boundaries you may still have had from earlier,
Your hips rutted into toji softly, causing a moan to escape his throat. You quietly gasped when you felt just how hard he already was when you opened your mouth Tojis tongue filled your whole mouth exploring every inch he already had many times before. He softly groaned, finally feeling you closer again.
He was a lot bigger then you but you loved that about him — you softly sucked on his tongue. He groaned again — shuddering softly against you. “Y-you, o-kay baby?” He panted between kissies; still so caring for your feelings even if he was already rock hard beneath you. You hummed into the kiss.
It was between that moment and the next that you found yourself with Tojis hands beneath each ass cheek; your legs around his waist and a door being opened to your shared bedroom.
You felt the soft mattress beneath your back as toji laid your down and pressed soft kisses down your body you heard him softly mutter things.
“You’re so pretty..” “mm- my pretty girl. So pretty, all mine.” He tried speaking between kisses but really it came out as a whisper. Toji had always been very vocal during sex something you absolutely loved.
“So lucky to have you baby.”
“Mmm, mine, I love you, I love you..”
He kissed up your stomach attempting to speak between kisses
He was looked at you looking for any sign you may not want to do this right now before taking your his shirt off your body. You didn’t even bother putting a bra on after the shower.
He kissed your entire body worshipping every inch. His gentle hands undressed you with precision like he had a thousand times before. He knew exactly how to place his large hands to make you whine and twitch. To make you feel loved and cared for.
To make you dig your nails into his back.
Tojis hitting that spot only he’s ever hit. You can’t do. Not with toys. Not with a dildo. Not even your own fingers, they don’t reach where his do.
It drives you insane. Especially when he keeps kissing you softly compared to his calculated deep slow agonising thrust. “Please toji.. fuck me harder..” you beg. He’s placed one hand below your back holding you up just a bit, enough for him to fuck into you deeper.
“Hmm, but you’re so pretty like this.. all needy, my pretty wifey. Doesn’t it feel good?” He cooed, brushing his lips past yours again. You whined nodding and after a while of making it clear only he could make you feel this good he finally let you have it.
He dove down kissing along your neck. At first your hands tangled into his hair. Your sweet moans right in his ear where he wanted them the most while he planted possessive yet loving marks across your neck. Showing you exactly how much he loved you.
“taking me so good baby..” he would look down where he hit every spot making you cry out in pleasure. Somehow having him look down at the way he was fucking you too good made you feel even better.
“just like that, fuck such a champ baby. Taking me like tht.” he grinned, “‘m just fuck, you feel so good… love watching you take it like a good girl baby- fuck.” He was absolutely obsessed with you but in the most loving way possible, your pleasure meant more to him than his own because seeing you in that state brought him pleasure.
Then you scratched him, you didn’t even realise it especially since your boyfriend was completely lost in making love to you. Neither of you noticing the damage being done when he was fucking you into another demention. Toji couldn't care less he would take anything you gave him and he enjoyed it more or less not really noticing while being so lost in the pleasure that was you.
“ah, heheh- there you go. Cmon love, fuck.. youre just-ah sucking me in…” he softly chuckled then groaned… being lost in pleasure mixed with your sweet moans. There was no better place to be. “You make me feel so fucking good, all mine.” He muttered, kissing you again. You kissed him back as well as you could while rearranged your guts with love.
When your orgasm hit you dug your nails in his shoulder dragging them down Tojis back. “Cmon, Come for me baby, fuck..you’re gorgeous. Just. Like. That.” He hit your spot with each word especially the last making you see stars. Toji came too. Panting about how much he loves you while you did the same.
When you both got done panting. You both whispered to each other. “I love you.”
Your eyes felt heavy from Tojis love making your long day. “I love you so much baby..”
Toji whispered before he cleaned you off and then embraced you, big arms draped around your body. He had to hold himself back from putting his leg on you too scared to suffocate you.
You opened your eyes stretching when you didn’t feel your boyfriend. You knew why when the familiar scent of breakfast hit your nose. You eagerly got up washing your face and then getting into his shirt and hopping out into the kitchen.
“Goodmornin’ gorgeous, have a good sleep?” He stood in the kitchen his back turned to you as he continued making some of your favourite breakfast. “I had a greaaat sleep.” You smiled, stretching your arms out and yawning. You walked over to toji wrapped your arms around his waist while pressing your cheek into his back. You loved hugging him and he knew. Turning around to properly hug you. When he felt you had enough he smiled and picked you up before planting you at the dinner table with some breakfast.
“Omg! My favourite, thank you baby, you’re the best.” You smiled digging in. You don’t even notice it but he was a blushing mess by the end of the interaction.
You really didn’t realise how much he adored and loved you. Even though you loved him just as much.
“ima take a quick shower, I’ll be back in 10.” He kissed the top of your head for a good couple seconds before quickly scurrying out to the shower the faster he got it done the faster he could be with you again.
15 or so minutes had gone by when you got bored, like toji you were just as bad at being separated…
When you opened the door you got a slight glance at what you thought was Tojis back when his shirt went down. He was just finishing putting it on.
You gasped. That can’t be Tojis back?? Did something happen in the shower???
By the way you gasped toji turned around. “Baby, take this off.” You moved closer tugging at his shirt. He furrowed his brows. “What? Why? You didn’t like it? You got me this shirt!” He crossed his arms pouting slightly.
You rolled your eyes. “Toji, no. take it off.. something happened to your back!” You turned him around; he allowed you to. He could tell you were upset by the tone you used when you softly spoke his name.
Now you were facing Tojis back and his dark damp black hair.
You fought back a smile at how easily he obeyed you. In one motion you lifted the shirt up your other hand flying to your mouth. Your boyfriends back Was covered in red little lines…
“Toji, what the hell your back..”
He laughed. “Why-“ he cut you off before you could finish.
“That’s all you baby, I didn’t even notice until after. I didn’t know it was like that until I got in the shower.” He was proud.
He turned around showing you an arrogant little smirk on his lips as he bent down. “I’m that good huh?” You furrowed your brows, sympathy all over your face now and worry.
“Stop it pretty girl, i take it as a compliment. I make you feel thaaaat good..” you hit his chest. “Stop it what if I really had hurt yo-“
“Did you hear me complain? Exactly.” He kissed you again, shutting you up. You kissed him back now...
“You will hear me complain if you don’t kiss me back properly, right this second missy.”
You smiled into the kiss before properly kissing him.
“You didn’t notice?” You furrowed your brows again confused. “Mm, does this proof how good you make me feel? Or how good you make me feel.” He cupped you between your legs. You smacked his wrist rolling your eyes to which he heartily laughed and pulled you into a hug which caused you to smile secretly too.
“I’m joking pretty, I didn’t even notice. Dont worry your pretty head about it.” You were still pouting slightly.
“Just.. tell me next time? I’ll be careful..” he nodded, how could he when he really didnt notice?
Secretly he loves it when you leave your marks on him..
AN: ahhh!! My first request:)) I hope this is what you had in mind (person who send me the request!)
I really enjoyed writing this): I love sweet soft toji.
If there are any more tw’s I should’ve placed let me know please!! <33
