Bruce knows exactly where to drive it. The knife rests against the hollow beneath his ribs.
His breathing is steady and the house silent as he started to press the knife into his skin, when he heard a soft mechanical whir before the bedroom window slides open.
Bruce reacts on instinct, the knife drops from his chest to his side in one smooth motion, disappearing beneath the fall of his sleeve as he rises to his feet. His straightens his spine and resets his expression.
The Red Hood steps through the window, his red helmet catching the light in the room. His boots landed soundlessly against hardwood floors as Jason shuts the window behind him with a low thud.
âHey, B,â he starts, voice filtered through the helmetâs modulator. âThe JL said you seemed off after the mission so I decided to come here. Not because I was worried of courseââ
He takes another step forward.
Bruce shifts slightly, his movements seeming too controlled, too deliberate.
Jasonâs head tilts, noticing something off in the pattern.
The weight in Bruceâs sleeve drags against gravity. He adjusts his stance again, but it wasnt subtle enough.
The modulation clicks off with a soft hiss. Slowly, Jason reaches up and removes the helmet.
His hair is flattened from it, a little longer than Bruce remembers. Thereâs concern there, buried beneath the usual irritation. The flippancy drops from his mouth mid breath.
His eyes flick to Bruceâs hand.
Bruce angles his body away from him, but it was too late.
âWhatâs in your hand?â
The answer comes too quickly and Jasonâs jaw tightens.
He moves faster than Bruce expects. catching Bruceâs wrist before Bruce can reposition.
For a fraction of a second, neither of them move.
Jason feels the resistance. The unnatural rigidity in Bruceâs arm. Then he forces Bruceâs hand outward.
The knife gleams under the bedroom light and silence drops like a guillotine.
Jason stares at it and something in Jasonâs expression fractures.
ââŚWhat the hell is this?â
Bruce finally pulls his hand free and steps back once, creating space, the knife now fully in his grip. His brows draw together, a faint crease forming as he exhales. A tired, worn sound, like this is all just⌠exhausting.
âJason,â he says evenly, â....itâs not what you think.â
âThen tell me what it is.â
âItâs nothing to worry about.â
Jasonâs composure snaps.
âWhat the fuck do you mean nothing?!â he shouts, the words ripping out of him before he can stop them.
He takes a step forward, then another, hands flexing at his sides like he doesnât know whether to grab the man again or shake him before ripping the knife from Bruce's grip and throwing it to the corner of the room.
âIf I had been just a minute laterââ His voice cracks, just slightly, but he barrels through it. âI couldâve walked in here and found you bleeding on the floor with a knife in your chest!â
His breathing is uneven now, chest rising and falling like he canât get enough air.
âAnd youâre telling me thatâs nothing?â
â....I was putting it away.â
âYeah?â Jasonâs voice lowers. âWere you putting it away so you could continue when im gone?â
Jason laughs once, but thereâs no humor in it. He runs a hand through his hair, pacing two steps away before turning back.
âYou donât get to pull this crap,â he says, the edge creeping in. âYou donât get toâ to lecture me about recklessness and thenââ
His words catch as Jasonâs vision blurs for a second. He blinks hard, but it doesnât fully clearâ the shine in his eyes catching the light whether he wants it or not.
âWere you even going to tell anyone?â Jason demands, voice dropping again but no less intense. âOr were we just supposed to figure it out after your body had gone cold?â
âNo.â He shakes his head sharply. âShut the fuck up and listen to meââ
He gestures at Bruce, at the space between them that suddenly feels too fragile.
âYou cant just stand there and act like this is normal.â
Bruce clenched his fist hard enough he could feel the indents on his palm. His expression flickersâ something strained passing through itâbut his voice stays level.
âYouâre escalating a situation that doesnât require it.â
Jason stares at him like he doesnât recognise him.
âDoesnât require it?â he repeats, hoarse. âYou were about toââ
He canât finish it. The word sticks somewhere behind his teeth, too real once itâs spoken.
His hands curl into fists instead.
âTell me,â Jason says, quieter now, but shaking. âTell me Iâm wrong.â
That silence after says more than anything else could.
Jasonâs breath stutters. For a second, he looks away, jaw clenching hard enough to hurt. When he looks back, thereâs anger there but he could se the fear underneath it.
ââŚYou were really going to do it,â he says.
Bruce exhales again, that same tired sound that made jasons stomach roll everytime, and runs a hand briefly over his face before it drops back down.
âItâs handled,â Bruce says. âYouâre here now.â
Jason recoils like heâs been hit.
âHandled?â His voice breaks outright this time. âThatâs your solution? That was your planâ until I showed up?â
Bruce takes a step forward, measured, trying to close the distance.
âNo, you listen!â Jason snaps, backing up just as fast. His chest heaves, breaths coming sharp and uneven. His eyes are bright green now, even as he tries not to lose control.
âYou donât get to justâ just check out because things got hard or because you think youâre someone fucking replaceable!â
Jason swallows hard, fighting to keep control, but his voice wavers anyway.
For a moment, it looks like he might keep goingâ like the anger will carry him through the rest of it. But the fight drains out of him all at once instead.
Jason turns abruptly, dragging a hand over his face, and strides to the bed. The movement is sharp, restless. He drops down onto the edge with a muted thud, elbows braced on his knees.
His hands come up again, scrubbing hard over his eyes like he can force everything back into place if he just tries hard enough.
It doesnât work when a shaky breath slips out anyway.
Silence stretches between them, thick and fragile.
Jason stares at the floor for a second longer before he speaks again, quieter now.
Jasonâs jaw tightens, but he doesnât look up yet. His hands lower slowly, fingers curling together between his knees.
Another few seconds pass.
ââŚWas it the fight?â he asks, voice rough. âFrom a few days ago.â
Jasonâs breath hitches.
He looks up then, eyes locking onto Bruce again, something sharper cutting through the exhaustion.
âThen whatâs the rest?â he demands. âBecause that doesnât get youââ He cuts himself off, gesturing vaguely, like the image is still too close to say out loud. âThat doesnât get you here.â
The silence is different this time. Not dismissive nor deflecting.
Jason notices, sitting up straighter. âDonât shut me out now.â
Jason lets out a frustrated breath after he went unanswered once more, dragging a hand through his hair. He looks away again, blinking hard, then back.
âIâm not leaving,â he says, more firmly this time. âYou should know that by now. Iâm not going anywhere until you tell me the full story.â
Bruceâs gaze drops slightly, not quite meeting his.
Jason huffs out a quiet, disbelieving exhale, shoulders slumping just a fraction.
âGod, youâre stubborn,â he mutters with no real bite to it.
He shifts on the bed, leaning forward again, hands clasping together like he needs something to anchor them.
âIââ He stops, swallows, tries again. âWe shouldnât have said half the stuff we did back then.â
Bruceâs eyes flicker up.
âWe shouldnât have said it,â he admits. âAbout youâ about how you handle things. We were pissed, yeah, but that doesnât make it right.â
His voice dips, quieter, more honest.
âYouâre not⌠youâre not alone in this. Even when you think you are.â
The words hang there, fragile but real.
Jason takes a slow breath. ââŚSo talk to me,â he says and waited once more.
ââŚThe mission,â Bruce begins, voice low. âThe rupture we were dealing with wasnât just spatial.â
âIt intersected with adjacent realities,â Bruce continues. His brow furrows slightly, like heâs trying to rearrange the words in his head âI saw multiple versions of myself.â
Jasonâs grip tightens around his own hands.
Bruceâs jaw tightens almost imperceptibly.
âThey varied,â he says. âCircumstances. Outcomes. Age.â
âBut the end state remained consistent.â
Bruceâs gaze drifts somewhere past jason. Somewhere distant.
The word lands heavy and Jasonâs breath stutters.
Bruce exhales slowly, the sound worn thin.
âNo partners. No family. No one staying,â he continues. âDifferent paths. Same result.â
His fingers shift again, absent, almost restless now.
Jason shakes his head immediately. âThat doesnât meanââ
âPerhaps the universe wanted to tell me about my fate,â Bruce cuts in with quiet certainty. âRegardless of what changes, the result always ends the same.â
âThatâs not how that worksââ
âI drive people away,jayladâ Bruce says, more firmly now. âI always have.â
Bruce finally looks at him again.
âYou said it yourself,â he continues. âControl. Distance. Lack of trust. It isnât inaccurate.â
Jason opens his mouth, yet nothing comes out.
Bruceâs expression softens just slightly.
âI thought,â he says slowly, âthat if the outcome is inevitable⌠then prolonging it serves no purpose.â
The implication settles between them, heavy and Unavoidable.
Jasonâs chest tightens painfully.
âAnd that makes it okay?â he manages, voice strained. âThat makes it make sense to justâ whatâ prove it right?â
Bruce doesnât answer, but he doesnât deny it either. Jason looks at him and for the first time since the fight, the anger takes a backseat to something else entirely.
ââŚYou really believed that,â Jason says.
Jason swallows hard, like heâs forcing something sharp back down his throat.
For a second, he doesnât trust his voice. Opting to reach for bruces hand instead.
His hand finds Bruceâs and turns it slightly, ignoring the faint resistance. his fingers slide over Bruceâs palm, tracing over the scars.
His voice, when it comes, is quieter. Rough around the edges.
âYou donât get to just⌠decide how everything ends by yourself,â he says.
Bruceâs fingers twitch faintly under his touch.
Jason keeps going, eyes fixed on the lines in Bruceâs skin like he needs something solid to focus on.
âYou see a few versions of your life and suddenly thatâs it? Thatâs the answer?â His jaw tightens. âThatâs not how this works.â
He drags in a breath, unsteady.
âIf you had⌠if you had actually gone through with itââ His voice falters, just for a second. He swallows again, pushes through it. âYou wouldâve left us.â
âAnd I donât want that,â he says, more firmly now, even as his voice threatens to shake. âNone of us do.â
Thereâs a slight hitch in his breathing, and he turns his head just enough to try and hide it. His free hand comes up, brushing quickly at his eyes like itâs nothing, like it didnât happen.
When he looks back, thereâs a stubborn edge to him again. something defiant layered over the fear.
âAnd donât think I wonât drag you back if you try something like that again,â he adds, a little sharper, âI will dunk you in the Lazarus Pit myself, old man. consequences be damned.â
A weak threat. But the intent behind it is clear.
Jasonâs grip on Bruceâs hand tightens slightly.
âPromise me,â he demanded.
âPromise me youâre not going to leave us like that. Not willingly.â
Bruce goes very still. His gaze drops to their handsâ to Jasonâs fingers still wrapped around his own, grounding and real.
His grip loosens as the tension bleeds out of his body, the rigid line of his shoulders easing just a fraction as he exhales.
Then his arm lifts carefully. It settles around Jasonâs shoulders in a firm, grounding side hugâ pulling him in just enough to hold.Â
ââŚI promise,â he says.
Jasonâs breath stutters once, then steadies.
The words are quiet. No certainty of the promise even being kept in the future. yet it made jason calmer all the same.
oh my god i actually finally fuckin finished itđ
thats one wip out of the way XD
i hope this wasnt too boring tho. and hope you enjoyed :]