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virgin!sukuna didn't feel the need to make a big deal over his virginity.
He had many other things to worry about than getting intimate with the first girl that'd tryâworld domination, not dying, calculus, and graduation. Sex was the least of his worries.
virgin!sukuna had never put much thought into how it'd be to lose his virginity, how it'd feel. Not until the day he first laid his eyes on you in biology & had the perfect distraction for the rest of the year.
virgin!sukuna didn't look like he'd be a virgin, not with all his tattoos, his piercings. In all honesty⌠he looked far more like a fuckboi dickhead than a virginâwhich was precisely why you spent the year adamantly avoiding him after a failed flirting attempt. Much, much to his dismay.
virgin!sukuna had done just about everything to try & get your attention, from sitting next to you in class, borrowing notes, starting conversations, to going to shitty parties he thought you'd go to.
virgin!sukuna finally had his breakthrough when he saw a drunken pervert trying to touch you at a party & promptly beat his ass, before you asked him to walk you back to your dorm.
That walk changed everything, for both of you.
virgin!sukuna ended up being the complete opposite of what you thought he'd be. He was cracking lame jokes just to try & keep you laughing, swapped shoes with you because you kept stumbling over the uneven cobblestone⌠walking barefoot so you'd be comfortable.
He was cute, really cute, and was acting like an idiot to keep you happy, so you ended up giving him your number outside your dorm room, feigning it was "just in case he needed help with bio." Though the quick kiss on the cheek made it clear it was more than that.
virgin!sukuna who texted you, to tell you he got home okay, you both ended-up texting about random shit until 3am & the messages were barely coherent anymore, just so the conversation could keep going.
virgin!sukuna who you eventually invited over to your dorm after a few weeks of becoming close friends. Just to watch some stupid movie, but one thing led to another & the cheeky flirting started, leaving you to give him a real true-blue kiss on the lips as you were seeing him out.
It wasn't his first kiss, but fuck. It was the first time one felt electrified like that.
virgin!sukuna had never felt this way about someone before. On the walk home to his dorm, he proudly wore the smear of your lipstick on his lips, even though it greatly contrasted with his whole edgy vibe.
virgin!sukuna who admittedly touched himself to you that night. Helplessly fucking his fist at the thought of your perfume, your lips wrapped around him instead, how perfect you'd feel on top of him instead.
He came quicker than usual that night, embarrassing himself & smoked until he calmed down.
virgin!sukuna took the chance the next morning and asked you to go on a date that night if possible, nothing serious, maybe a walk in the park or somethingâand felt like he was over the moon when you texted back, an ecstatic "Yes!"
virgin!sukuna wasn't the type of guy you'd expect to plan out a picnic under the stars. But he made one feel like heaven, from your head nestled comfortably against his ribs & pointing out the constellations to eating & laughing at his antics.
He managed to make the date feel like something you could have only dreamed of all throughout high school.
virgin!sukuna carried the picnic basket & walked you back to his dorm, offering to give you a room tour since he'd kicked his roommate out for the night. He let you snoop through the small space as he put the leftovers into his mini fridge.
You ended up crashing into his hard chest when he stoodâhis hands quickly finding your hips to help steady you as you giggled a quick sorry into his tee.
virgin!sukuna had to bite down a laugh at the sight of your smeared makeup all over his shirt as he pulled you back. The playful apology dying on your tongue & you profusely apologized, though that died off when he lazily tugged the fabric over his head and tossed it into the laundry basket.
virgin!sukuna quickly took note of your staring, specifically your staring at his chest tattoos & froze for a moment, causing you to pull your gaze away and apologize for making him uncomfortable.
Though, he quickly shut you up by pulling you into a swift kiss.
virgin!sukuna froze up again as you collapsed onto his mattress & dragged him on top of youârealizing that, "Oh fuck⌠It's really happening." Before blurting that he was still a virgin.
That admission caused your handsâthat had already started tugging on his beltâto stop trying to undress him with a quiet. "OhâŚ"
virgin!sukuna watched your expression for a hint of regret or disgust. But he found none; instead, you pressed your face into his neck and whispered, "We don't have to," against his skin.
He grasped your hips once more & shook his head, assuring you that he wanted to... just that you'd be his first.
virgin!sukuna sank into you with a hand tightly grasping your hip & the other carefully cradling your head. He was vibrating with pleasure between the mix of your tight pussy sucking him in & the mewls you let out from feeling him.
He tucked his face against your throat as you took each thick inch, nipping softly at the sting of your nails sinking into his back.
virgin!sukuna pulled back to give you a proper kiss as he bottomed out for the first time, soft gasps escaping both of you at the sensation, his hips setting a steady pace.
You dragged one of your hands to come & cup his cheek, stroking softly as he fucked into with each delicious drag of his cock. It felt like heaven on earth, dragging him down as his tip began prodding greedily at your g-spot
virgin!sukuna who quickened into a maddening pace as you clenched down around him, going rough enough to make his headboard slam against his wall, in almost perfect sync of your whimpers.
He pressed quick kisses down the column of your throat once your walls began fluttering with each thrust.
virgin!sukuna came in sync with you, collapsing on top of you & his arms instinctively wrapping around your waist. He buried his nose into your hairâsighing in content as you giggled against his pecs, jokingly pushing at him to loosen up.
He did, pulling back to make sure you were alright, & sighed in relief when you eagerly nodded your head.
virgin!sukuna wasn't a virgin anymore, but he'd found the girl he wanted to spend the rest of his life fucking. The rest of his life fucking. Every moment of it was addictive as he replayed it in his mind, you were addictive.
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the thought settles deep in your chest like a stone, familiar and heavy, as you lie on the silk sheets of the massive bed.
your fingers trace the embroidered patterns on your robeâsome floral design you can't see but can feel beneath your fingertips. the fabric is soft, expensive. everything here is expensive. everything here screams luxury and power and wealth.
but none of it screams love.
you hear nothing from his side of the bed.
the man is so impossibly quiet, it makes your skin prickle with unease. you've been here for three months now. three months as the wife of ryomen sukuna, the king of curses, the most feared ruler in all the lands. and in those three months, he has barely spoken a word to you.
at first, you thought it was a game.
some twisted test of patience. you were clever enough to know that political marriages were rarely about love. you'd been prepared for indifference, for coldness, for a husband who saw you as nothing more than a strategic alliance.
but this? this silent treatment that stretches night after night, this deliberate distance he keeps?
it cuts deeper than you expected.
your hand moves from your robe to your stomach, pressing against the plane of your belly. you're small. you know this. delicate in a way that makes people underestimate you. and blind. gods, the blindness. the one thing that has sent every single suitor running in the opposite direction.
princes would see your face firstâthe one they called ethereal, otherworldly, beautiful in a way that seemed impossibleâand they'd fall to their knees.
they'd whisper sweet words, promises of devotion, declarations of love at first sight. and then you'd speak, and they'd realize your eyes didn't track their movements, didn't meet their gaze. and slowly, painfully, you'd listen to them pull away. hear the hesitation creep into their voices. feel the distance grow until they were gone.
you were used to it.
but sukuna? sukuna had looked at you once, for a single moment, and said yes. the entire empire had been shocked. the king of curses, the ruthless murderer, the emperor who had never shown interest in any woman, accepting a blind bride from a neighboring kingdom? it was scandalous. impossible.
and you'd felt hope.
you hate yourself for that hope now.
because three months of silence have taught you the truth. he doesn't want you. he tolerates you. and honestly? you'd almost prefer cruelty. at least cruelty would be a reaction. at least cruelty would mean he saw you as something worth acknowledging.
but this nothingness? this endless, suffocating nothingness?
it makes you feel like you've already disappeared.
the servants guide you through your days with practiced efficiency. they dress you, feed you, lead you through the palace halls. you've memorized the layout of your chambers, the path to the gardens, the number of steps from your room to the dining hall. you've learned to navigate this world without sight, just as you've always done.
but you can't navigate him.
you don't know where he sits at meals. you don't know if he watches you. you don't know if he even notices when you're in the same room. his presence is a voidâa massive, oppressive absence of warmth that you can feel but never touch.
tonight was bad.
you'd been led to the gardens by a new servant, someone who didn't know your habits. she'd taken you left instead of right, and you'd walked straight into a hedge, thorns scratching your calves before she'd yanked you back with a flurry of apologies.
then you'd almost fallen down a staircaseâthe grand staircase with its uneven stepsâyour foot catching on the edge, your heart lurching into your throat as you'd pitched forward. a guard caught you just in time.
and the whispers.
you can't see their faces, but you can hear their voices. the concubines. the noblewomen. the servants who think you can't hear them.
"the blind empress."
"does he even notice her?"
"i heard he hasn't touched her once."
"what a waste of a pretty face."
"she must be so lonely."
"she must be so pathetic."
you'd smiled through all of it. kept your head high, your shoulders back, your voice steady. you learned long ago that showing weakness only invites more cruelty. so you'd walked through the halls with your practiced grace, your cane tapping against the marble floors, your face serene.
but inside, you were crumbling.
and now, lying in this massive bed, with your hair spread across a silk pillow and the scent of incense curling through the air, you can feel him beside you. he's so close. you know he's sitting up, his back probably against the headboard, his presence a heavy weight in the darkness.
does he ever sleep?
you've never heard him snore. never heard him shift in his sleep. he's so still, so silent, you sometimes wonder if he's even real.
a long, long time passes. the candles burn down. the incense fades. the night wraps around you like a shroud.
and you can't take it anymore.
"ryomen?"
your voice comes out soft, barely above a whisper. you hate how small you sound. how vulnerable. you'd wanted to sound strong, confident, demanding. instead, you sound like a child calling out in the dark.
silence.
you wait. count your heartbeats. one. two. three. four. five.
just when you're certain he's ignoring you, just when the familiar ache of rejection settles into your chest, a voice cuts through the darkness.
"what."
it's gruff. low. a single word that rumbles through the air like distant thunder. and it's the most he's said to you in days.
you swallow. your throat is dry. your fingers twist in the sheets.
"i...i want to ask you something."
more silence. you can feel him staring at you. you can't see it, but you can feel itâthe weight of his gaze, heavy and unreadable.
"ask."
you take a shaky breath. this is it. this is the moment you've been building toward for three months. the question that's been eating you alive, consuming you from the inside out.
"do you hate me?"
the words hang in the air between you. they sound so small. so pathetic. you wish you could take them back, but it's too late. they're out there now, exposed and raw.
"hate you?" his voice is strange. almost...confused?
"because of...because i'm...y'know, blind." the words taste like ash in your mouth. "i know it's...i know i'm not what you expected. i know i'm not the best option. i know i'mâ"
"stop."
the word is sharp, and you flinch. your breath catches in your throat. you brace yourself for anger, for cruelty, for him to finally confirm what you've suspected all along.
but instead of harsh words, you feel movement. the bed shifts. his weight moves closer.
and then, without warning, a hand wraps around your waist and pulls.
you let out a frightened shriek as you're yanked from your position, your body colliding with something solid and warm. your hands fly out, grasping at fabric, at skin, at anything. you're on his lap, straddling his thighs, your chest pressed against his. he's so bigâso impossibly largeâthat you feel like a doll in his arms.
"ryomen!" your voice is high, panicked. "whatâ"
"quiet."
his hand settles on your thigh. it's huge. calloused. rough in a way that sends shivers down your spine. but the touch is gentle. impossibly gentle. he strokes your thigh once, twice, a soothing motion that slowly calms your racing heart.
"you really think," he says slowly, his voice rumbling against your chest, "that i hate you?"
you can't speak. your throat is too tight. you settle for shaking your head against his chest, even though it's a lie.
a low sound escapes himânot quite a growl, not quite a laugh. his hand slides from your thigh to your chin, tilting your face up. his thumb brushes across your lower lip, feather-light.
"open your eyes."
the command catches you off guard. "what?"
"your eyes. open them."
you blink, confused. your eyes are already open. you can't see anything, but they're open. you tell him as much.
"no." his voice is strange. softer. "i mean...look at me."
"i can't see you."
"i know." his thumb traces your jawline. "but i can see you. and i want to see your eyes. please."
please.
the word catches you off guard. the king of curses, saying please? to you?
you don't move. don't breathe. just let him hold your face in his massive hand, his touch devastatingly tender.
"i don't hate you," he says, and his voice cracks on the words. "gods, woman. i could never hate you."
your heart stutters. "then whyâ"
"because i'm fuckin' terrified."
you blink. "what?"
"do you know what i am?" his hand slides from your face to your hair, fingers threading through the strands. "i'm a killer. i've been killing for centuries. my hands are stained with blood i'll never wash clean. i'm rough, and violent, and i don't know how to be gentle."
"butâ"
"but when i saw you..." he trails off. his fingers tighten in your hair, just barely. "when i saw you, i couldn't breathe. you were so beautiful. so small. so... perfect. and i thought, 'she's too good f'me.' , 'i'll break her.' , 'i'll hurt her.'"
his voice drops to a whisper.
"so i stayed away. because every time i look at you, i want to touch you. and every time i touch you, i'm afraid i'll destroy you."
tears prick at your eyes. you don't understand. you can't understand. this entire time, you thought he hated you. you thought he found you repulsive, broken, worthless.
but he was...
...afraid?
"you don't hate me?" you whisper.
"no." his forehead presses against yours. "i love you. i've loved you since the moment i saw you."
a sob escapes your throat. it's ugly and raw and you can't stop it.
"but you neverâyou never talked to meâ"
"because i didn't trust myself." his other hand comes up to cup your cheek. "because i knew if i started, i wouldn't be able to stop."
"then don't stop."
the words leave your mouth before you can think. they hang in the air, bold and desperate.
"don't stop," you repeat. "please. i don't want you to stop."
sukuna goes still. so still that you wonder if he's stopped breathing.
"you don't know what you're asking."
"i do." you reach up, your fingers finding his face. you trace the planes of his cheeks, the sharp lines of his jaw, the curve of his lips. "you're my husband. i want you. all of you."
"i'll hurt you."
"i don't care."
"i'll break you."
"i don't care."
his breath hitches. and then, finally, finally, his lips crash against yours.
the kiss is desperate. hungry. it tastes like three months of longing, of confusion, of aching loneliness. his hand fists in your hair, pulling you closer, and you gasp against his mouth. his tongue slides against your lower lip, asking for entry, and you give it willingly.
he tastes like sake and power and something darker. something that makes your toes curl and your heart race.
he pulls back, breathless.
"tell me to stop, and i will."
"don't," you say immediately. "don't stop."
he groans. his hands slide down your back, gripping your hips, and he lays you down on the bed. you fall against the silk sheets, your hair spreading around you like a halo. you can't see him, but you can feel himâhis weight on the bed, his heat surrounding you, his breath ghosting across your skin.
"m'gonna show you," he says, his voice low and rough. "m'gonna kiss every inch of your body. gonna taste you until you scream my name. i want to make you feel so good that you forget every single doubt you've ever had about yourself."
your breath catches. "ryomenâ"
"let me." his lips brush against your neck. "let me show you how much i love you."
you nod, unable to speak.
his hands find the tie of your robe. he undoes it slowly, reverently, like he's unwrapping a gift he's been waiting centuries to open. the fabric falls away, cool air hitting your skin, and you shiver.
"beautiful," he breathes. "so fucking beautiful."
you feel his lips on your collarbone. soft. worshipful. he kisses down your chest, his tongue tracing a path between your breasts. his hands cup your breasts, thumbs brushing across your nipples, and you gasp.
"sensitive," he murmurs. "good. i'll remember that."
he takes one nipple into his mouth. his tongue circles the peak, slow and deliberate, and you arch into him with a desperate moan. he laves at you, sucking gently, nipping with his teeth until you're writhing beneath him.
"more," you gasp. "pleaseâ"
"patience." his voice is a dark promise. "i haven't even started with ya' yet."
he switches to the other breast, giving it the same attention. his hand slides down your stomach, fingers tracing patterns on your skin, until he reaches the apex of your thighs. you're already wetâembarrassingly wetâand he lets out a low growl when he feels it.
"fuck," he mutters against your skin. "you're soaked. f'me?"
"yes," you whimper. "only you."
he groans. his fingers slide through your folds, collecting your wetness, and you buck into his touch.
"tell me what you want."
"i wantâ" you gasp as his thumb circles your clit. "m'want your mouth."
his laugh is dark and breathless. "demanding little thing, aren't ya'?"
"please," you beg. "ryo, pleaseâ"
"shh." he kisses your stomach. "i'll give ya' what y'want."
he moves down your body, his lips leaving a trail of fire. he kisses your hips, your thighs, the inside of your knees. by the time he reaches your core, you're trembling, desperate, aching.
and then his tongue touches you.
you cry out, your hands flying to his hair. he laps at you like a man starved, his tongue sliding through your folds, circling your clit, dipping inside you. he moans against you, the vibration sending shockwaves through your body.
"taste s'good," he mutters against your skin. "could eat ya' forever."
he sucks your clit into his mouth, and you scream. your hips buck against his face, but he holds you down, his massive hands gripping your thighs. he alternates between sucking and licking, building a rhythm that has you climbing higher and higher.
"that's it," he praises. "let go f'me...lemme taste ya'."
his fingers find your entrance, sliding inside you without warning. two fingers, thick and long, stretching you. he curls them, hitting a spot that makes you see stars, and you shatter.
you come with a scream of his name, your body convulsing as waves of pleasure crash through you. he doesn't stop. he laps at you through your orgasm, drawing it out until you're sobbing from the intensity.
when you finally come down, he crawls up your body, his lips finding yours. you taste yourself on his tongue, and it's the most intimate thing you've ever experienced.
"m-more," you whisper. "m'want more."
his eyesâyou can feel themâsearch your face.
"are you sure? we can stop. we canâ"
"i'm sure." you reach for him, your fingers finding his chest. "i want you...please."
he hesitates. you feel the tension in his muscles, the restraint he's barely holding onto.
"m'bigger than ya'," he says, matter of factly. "a lot bigger. and i have...i have two dicks, woman. i don't know ifâ"
"i don't care." you pull him closer. "i trust you."
he groans, pressing his forehead against yours.
"if it hurts too much, tell me. and i'll stop."
"okay."
"promise me."
"i promise."
he shifts above you, and you feel something heavy and thick press against your thigh. and then another. two cocks. the thought should terrify you, but instead, it sends a thrill through your body.
he aligns himself with your entrance, and you feel the tip pressing against you. he's hugeâso much bigger than his fingersâand you wonder if you can actually take him.
"relax f'me," he murmurs. "breathe."
you inhale deeply, and he pushes in.
just the tip, and you gasp. he's stretching you in a way that's almost unbearable. it hurts. there's a burning sensation, a pressure that's too much and not enough.
"shh," he soothes. "you're doing s'well. so good f'me."
he pushes deeper, inch by agonizing inch. you feel your body struggling to accommodate him, your walls clenching around his length. and thenâ
a sharp pain.
fuck...you forgot.
you cry out, your nails digging into his shoulders. he stops immediately.
"did i hurt ya'?"
you can't answer. the pain is fading, replaced by a strange fullness. you feel something wet trickle down your thigh. warm. sticky.
blood.
his eyes slowly flicker down, and you can hear his breath stop. he's tense. too tense.
"fuck," he hisses. "you'reâyou're a fuckin' virgin?"
you nod weakly, biting your lip. your heart is pounding fast. loud. "is that...bad?"
"no." his voice is strained. "no, it's not bad. i justâfuckâi didn't know. i would have been more careful, woman."
"you are being careful," you whisper, fingers pressing into his shoulders "keep going."
"you're fuckin' bleeding."
"i don't care. please. i want to feel you." you sniffle. god, the pleasure is making you bold. too fucking bold.
he lets out a shaky breath. "you're going to kill me."
but he pushes deeper, slower this time. gentler. his lips find yours, kissing you softly as he sinks into you. the pain fades, replaced by a deep, aching fullness that makes you moan.
when he's fully sheathed, he stops. lets you adjust. his forehead presses against yours, his breath ragged.
"y'feel incredible," he breathes. "so tight. so...fuck...perfect."
"move," you beg. "please."
he pulls out slowly, then pushes back in. the friction is delicious, the stretch exquisite. he sets a rhythmâslow, deep, deliberateâeach thrust hitting a spot that makes you see stars.
"ryomen," you gasp. "r-ryoâ"
"i know," he murmurs. "i know, doll. feels s'good, doesn't it?"
"yesâyesâ"
his hand slides down your stomach, pressing against the slight bulge where he's buried inside you. the feeling makes you moan.
"look at that," he says, awe in his voice. "you can feel me, can't ya'? right here."
he presses down, and you feel itâthe outline of him inside you. it's obscene. it's incredible.
"more," you gasp. "harderâ"
"y'sure?"
"yesâpleaseâ"
he obliges. his pace quickens, his thrusts becoming more urgent. the bed creaks beneath you, the sound mixing with your moans and his grunts.
"gonna come," he warns. "where do you want it?"
"inside," you gasp. "pleaseâi want to feel youâ"
he groans, his hips slamming into yours. and then he's coming, hot and thick, filling you so completely. you feel itâhis release pouring into you, painting your walls, claiming you from the inside. his cum is already trickling down your thigh, oozing out of your cunt.
at the same time, he's stroking his other cock. you feel the wet spurts hit your stomach, warm and sticky.
he collapses on top of you, careful not to crush you. his face buries in your neck, and you feel his breath, ragged and uneven.
"i love you," he whispers, gruff. it's funny. you've always thought the word love doesn't exist in his vocabulary. but here he is, saying it over and over again. "i love you so much it terrifies me."
you wrap your arms around him, pulling him closer.
"i love you too."
a long moment passes. then another. and thenâ
"we're going to do that again."
you laugh, breathless.
"right now?"
"after i clean you up." he kisses your neck. "and then again. and again. and again. until ya' can't walk."
"promise?"
he pulls back, and even though you can't see him, you know he's smirking.
"promise."
you're already half asleep when he pulls you against his chest, his arms wrapped around you like he's afraid you'll disappear. his lips press against your hair, your forehead, your eyelids.
"my wife," he murmurs. "my perfect, beautiful wife."
soft!kuna when youâre upset and not answering your phone
based off of this ask ! wow my longest fic!!
thank you for reading! please do NOT steal my work, or feed it into AI. all of my writing is my original work.
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it starts with a text.
kuna: open the door. you blink at your phone.
itâs barely eight. you havenât answered anyone all day. not your friends. not your roommate. not even him. another buzz.
kuna: i know youâre in there.
you sigh, drag yourself out of bed, and crack the door open. heâs standing with a grocery bag in one hand and two drinks balanced in the other.
ââŚhi.â you mumble.
âhey, ma.â sukuna studies your face for all of three seconds before his expression softens.
âyouâve been crying.â
you immediately look away.
âiâm fine, ryo.â
âyeah?â he raises an eyebrow.
you glance back up at his face, trying to keep your face indifferent. sukuna looks back at you with a unbelieving face.
âyouâre annoying.â you huff, stepping aside so he can come in.
âiâve been told.â he carefully sets everything down on your table like heâs done it a hundred times before.
âbrought you dinner.â
ââŚi wasnât hungry.â
âdidnât ask.â
you roll your eyes.
âthatâs my girl. always rolling her eyes at me.â
despite yourself, the corner of your mouth twitches. sukuna sees the change in your expression and smiles.
âthere it is.â
âdonât.â
âdonât what?â
âryo, you point out every time i almost smile.â
âcanât help it, ma.â
âyes you can.â you groan, flopping back onto your bed.
he disappears into your dorm kitchen for a minute before coming back with two forks.
âeat with me. i didnât buy you food and come all this way for nothing.â
you donât reply, biting your tongue gently.
âplease?â
hearing him say that makes you look up. sukuna almost never says please.
ââŚokay.â
he sets down the food he brought, and the two of you eat in comfortable silence. well, at least comfortable for him. for you, every bite feels like work.
after a while, he sets his fork down.
âtalk to me, ma.â
you shake your head. âdonât know what to say.â
âstart anywhere.â
you hesitate, of course you do. why should sukuna have to listen to all your stupid problems?
sukunaâs hand reaches out, placing it over yours.
âbaby.â
ââŚeverything feels wrong.â you whisper.
he nods, and doesnât interrupt.
âiâm behind on assignments and i feel like i just keep messing things up. with my friends, and my family itâs justâŚi donât even know why iâm crying anymore.â your voice cracks on the last word, and you hate that it does.
you hate crying. especially in front of him.
unfortunately, you canât stop the slow flow of tears streaming down your face.
before you can even think of apologizing, sukunaâs already reaching over. his thumb brushes slowly across your knuckles.
âyouâre allowed to, ma.â
ââŚallowed what?â
âto have bad days. everybody has days where everything feels like shit.â
he gently squeezes your hand. all you do is stare at him. your heart aches.
âiâm sorry, ryo.â
he frowns immediately.
âfor what, ma?â
âbeing⌠like this.â
âdonât. donât apologize for needing comfort.âsukuna says it so simply. like it never occurred to him that youâd think otherwise.
he reaches over and gently tucks a loose strand of hair behind your ear.
âi donât only wanna be around you when youâre happy, ma. i donât want you to have to pretend in front of me. you can be vulnerable, you know. i wanna be around all of you. especially the sad parts.â
your eyes sting again.
âdonât cry, ma.â
âiâm trying not to, ryo.â
âcome here.â he whispers, opening his arms slightly.
you donât hesitate.
you lean into him, and his arms are already wrapping around you, hugging you carefully.
never too tight. never like heâs trying to fix you. just enough to remind you he isnât going anywhere.
sukuna rests his cheek against the top of your head.
âyou know what weâre doing tomorrow?â
âwhat?â you mumble into his hoodie.
âabsolutely nothing.â he responds, his fingers threading through your slightly tangled strands.
ââŚnothing? that sounds boring.â
âexactly.â sukuna smiles against your hair. you think for a bit.
âcan we order food?â
âwhatever you want, ma.â
âwatch a movie?â
âof course, sweetheart. but youâre not allowed to think about school for one night.â sukuna added, looking down into your eyes.
âthatâs impossible.â
âgood thing iâve been told iâm very persuasive.â
you pull back just enough to look at him.
thereâs a soft and reassuring smile on his face.
sukuna presses a small and gentle kiss onto your forehead.
âi love you, sweetheart.â
âi love you too, ryo.â
and for the first time that day, the room didnât feel quite so heavy.
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uraume doesnât understand why this is happening. they didnât have any sort of cursed technique, yet, the room freezes everything around them. they had cursed energy, they knew that because sukuna had told them.
âdo you know about cursed energy and techniques? and your pathetic excuse of parents, do you know if they were sorcerers?â
uraume thought about the question before shaking their head, âi know about cursed techniques and energy, but iâm not really sure about the details. also, my parents were ordinary.â
uraume doesnât understand why theyâre being asked this. this strange, yet, powerful man that found them in the woods, not even a week earlier, is practically speaking tongues.
sukuna nods once before explaining, âi ask this because you have cursed energy. itâs not a lot by any means, but itâs obviously there.â
whatever that means.
âwill i be able to be powerful like you? powerful enough to at least be able to protect the lady of the shrine?â
sukuna is quiet for a moment before bursting in laughter, âif you manifest a cursed technique, iâll make you powerful enough to protect me.â
uraume didnât know it at the time, but the man was just teasing them. he would never allow himself to put uraume in danger, not for his or his wifeâs sake.
they want to smile at the memory, but itâs painful. the amount of cursed energy being used all at once is painful. especially because theyâve never done this before.
theyâve only been at the shrine for a couple of months now, surely a mistake like this will cause anger from you and sukuna. then you wonât want them anymore.
the thought is way more painful than their cursed technique.
sukuna feels it. a powerful force of cursed energy compacted into a room. sukuna removes himself from the bed, causing you to wake up.
âsukuna? where are you going? itâs still so early.â
sukunaâs heart melts at the thought of you missing his presence.
âyouâre supposed to keep me warm, itâs so cold.â
or using him is fine too. but he has noticed it was slightly cooler than usual.
âcome with me wife, uraume might require help.â help wasnât the most accurate word, comfort wouldâve slotted in better. but heâll be damned if he shows any weakness towards the child.
any sleepiness you had, was completely gone. you go towards sukunaâs side, âletâs go.â
the sight you see is one for the books.
uraume is curled up on the floor, ice coating the floors. the room is essentially frozen. there are holes in the walls with large ice spikes.
uraume is on the floor shivering, but the cold wasnât bothering them, it was fear and sadness. they didnât want to be kicked out or killed, they wanted to stay with you and sukuna, for the rest of your lives.
you have shown uraume so much kindness in the last couple of months, and the fact that it could be taken away so quickly scares them.
and donât even get them started on disappointing sukuna. sukuna was the one who found them and decided to keep them. upsetting sukuna was the last thing they wanted.
you walk up to uraume, lifting them in your arms to hold them, âwhatâs all this uraume? were you hiding a cursed technique from us?â
sukuna says nothing, but he watches the two of you intently.
uraume, whoâs too downcast to tell youâre teasing them, wraps their arms around you, crying, âiâm so sorry! i didnât lie to you, i swear! it was an accident, i didnât know i could do this!â
their cries cause your heart to ache. before you could say anything, sukuna comes up from behind uraume, slapping their back as âgentlyâ he could.
âwhat comes after this is hell. iâm going to train you day in and day out so that youâre strong enough to protect yourself.â
uraume lifts their head from your shoulder, rubbing their eyes, âwhat happened to being strong enough to protect you?â
âyou donât ever have to protect that big oaf. if he ever needs protection, just know heâs fallen off.â uraume watches as you roll your eyes.
âfallen off!? why exactly would i ever fall off? iâm always going to be at my prime and to even doubt that is insulting.â
pinching uraumeâs cheeks, âi donât know sukuna⌠you are getting kind of old. maybe you do need someone to protect you.â
sukunaâs eyes widened in disbelief, âyouâre older than me!â
squinting your eyes at him in disgust, you lift both yourself and uraume up in a standing position.
âme and uraume will not take this disrespect. have fun sleeping in the guest chambers.â
as you and uraume walk off sukuna can hear you complain, âthe nerve of him to bring up my age. i should have him killed huh?â
uraume nods in agreement swiftly, âi canât believe him. maybe we should run away.â
âgood idea.â
âdonât even think about it.â
you turn around, looking at him, âmind your business! and donât yell at us again.â
turning back around to take uraume to your bed chambers, sukuna rolls his eyes.
âand donât roll your eyes again.â
how did you know?
request three!
uraume is walking around the shrine, when they hear someone take a deep sigh.
âi wish we could attend the floral festival. apparently, itâs supposed to be the most colorful itâs ever been!â
âyou know he would never allow it. maybe we could see the festival from here! the shrine is pretty high up.â
a flower festival?
you were busy working on organizing kimonos when uraume entered your room.
âmother. i have a request.â
you smile upon hearing the voice, âfor the last time uraume, yes you can lie in my bed. speaking of, have you been sleeping well? your eyes look a little darker.â you frown at the realization.
uraume reaches their eyes with one of their hands, before shaking their head. âitâs not that. i heard some maids talking about a flower festival in the village. i was wondering if we could go.â
you hum in thought, âa flower festival huh?â you go closer to uraume, patting their head, âi suppose we could go. should we invite sukuna?â
uraume wanted to say no so that they could just spend some alone time with their mother. but the fear of some crazy villager attacking you for being the king of curses wife creeps in.
âyes. he would be a good meat shield.â
they had only meant to say yes, but their inner thought seemed to come to light.
âabsolutely not. i shall not participate in something as silly as a flower festival.â sukuna explains to you and uraume.
looking at uraume, you can e see that they have a pout on their face, âthatâs probably a good idea,â you start, âjust me and young uraume. thatâs enough to protect us from the crazy villagers.â
sukuna furrows good eyebrows, âwhat crazy villagers?â
you put on a faux shocked face, âbeing married to the king of curses who takes a sacrifice from the village once a month, puts a target on me surely no?â
âiâve actually always wanted to attend a flower festival, good thinking uraume.â
suddenly, the pout on their face is gone, replaced with a smile.
sukuna was bored out of his mind. whatâs a guy like him supposed to find fun in a festival dedicated to flowers? sure it was pretty, and yeah he did like seeing his wife and child uraume happy, but he was soooo bored.
he watches as you and uraume walk around with your arms interlaced. uraume has some sort of dessert, they keep insisting you take a bite.
he groans before he sees a stall. the prizes are small handcrafted stuffed animals. heâs not the only one who spots it, because uraume taps your shoulder before pointing at the stall.
âlook there mother.â they point at three stuffed animals in particular.
there was a pink tiger , a polar bear with red spots, and there was a cat with fur similar to your hair color.
uraume wanted, no, needed them.
they look behind to see sukuna already looking at them. sukuna who seemed to catch the hint, shook his head, âno way.â
âoh i get it. donât worry about it uraume. he wonât do it because he knows itâs too difficult. besides, imagine the villagers taking about the big bad king of curses couldnât do it.â
sukuna couldnât believe this. did you seriously think that?
he sighs, âiâll do it.â
uraume beams (?) before nodding, walking over to sukuna. as they walk to the booth, you see uraume go from beside sukuna, to behind him. you watch as they grab a hold of sukunaâs kimono.
the villager who was running the booth was practically shaking with fear.
she said nothing, but shakily handing sukuna three balls. they werenât heavy, but they didnât need to be if sukuna was the one throwing them.
he threw a single ball towards the glass. not only did the glass break, but so did the back of the booth.
âsukuna! look at the mess.â
he grunts in response, pulling uraume out from behind him, âpick.â
uraume didnât need to look through the options before picking the three he had his eyes on.
the woman swiftly grabs them, giving them to uraume, âgood choice young one.â her voice trembles.
you on the other hand, grab a couple large coins. you find a couple gold before giving them to the woman.
she shakes her head in protest, âi shouldnât.â
âif you donât, my husband will eat you.â
the woman looks at sukuna whoâs grinning widely, showing all his teeth.
she rushes to grab the coins before bowing, âthank you, thank you.â
you pat her head before walking off.
that was a mistake, because now uraume holds all their plushes in one hand, grabbing your other.
âdonât touch her, she could be diseased.â
âuraume! sheâs right there!â
âno, no. they have a point.â
later that night, uraume lays between you and sukuna.
âi donât understand why the brat has to sleep in here. no one told them to eat every single dessert they could find.â
uraumeâs on their back, all three plushes in their arms.
âthe chef here for the humans makes bland dessert. i couldnât help myself, my apologies.â
you bring uraume closer, but not before giving sukunaâs forehead a slap.
âdonât mind him. heâs the biggest eater i know. itâs all he does. donât you remember the qualifications for keeping you?â
they nod, âmaking tasty humans.â
âexactly my point. heâs lucky i donât kick him out. heâs hogging all of the bed.â
sukuna pouts, âthis is not fair.â
request four!
uraume was being framed. by their father no less.
âsukuna, you canât honestly expect me to believe that my sweet uraume would give you this idea.â
sukuna rolls his eyes, âyou shouldâve seen the kid. they offered and all i did was humbly accept.â
letâs go back a couple hours.
it was the first on july. the sun was beaming down, the heat sticking to people.
the heat didnât matter to sukuna, not when he was going to get his favorite dinner.
last month, he tried savoring the human for two days. his storage area was too hot, and it caused the meat to go bad.
he took uraume to the village with him. he felt that uraume picks the best villagers. this time, he has a plan on making sure uraume doesnât say anything to you.
âuraume.â
they look towards sukuna, âyes?â
âi saw we put that cursed technique of yours to use. i need a cold area to store my dinner.â
that was easy enough.
but over the next couple of days, when sukuna would bring the meat to the kitchen for uraume, it seemed to be never ending.
there was always more meat for sukuna to eat the next day and uraume was getting suspicious.
they would hate to find out their father is going against their mothers wishes. uraume was going to get to the bottom of it no matter what.
the next time sukuna announced he was going out, uraume decided that they would follow him. at the same time, completely forgetting sukuna could sense their cursed energy.
not that sukuna really cared. he felt uraume following them into the village. he also knew that uraume was definitely going to say something about it. so why not take them down with him?
sukuna readies a villager to kill, waiting for uraume to take the bait. they do, coming out from behind a tree.
âfather. i knew you were up to something. mother with be very displeased with you.â
sukuna shook his head, âno uraume, she will be displeased with us.â
uraume furrowed their eyebrows, not getting to question the man before sukuna slaughtered the person in the messiest way. they were both covered in blood.
uraume pouts at the realization, turning around to walk back to the shrine. sukuna just laughs at them, âwait for me! your mother will be delighted to see us bond!â
uraume walks away even quicker.
that doesnât bother sukuna, because heâs now right by the young child holding the dead body.
âyouâre despicable father.â
he grins, âmusic to my ears.â
now weâre back to the beginning, sukuna blaming uraume, explaining, âit was their idea to keep the meat frozen. they pittied me for having my food spoil.â
âsukuna, you canât honestly expect me to believe that my sweet uraume would give you this idea.â
sukuna canât believe this, âyou shouldâve seen the kid. they offered and all i did was humbly accept.â
squinting your eyes, âyou never do anything humbly. and you,â you look towards uraume, âyou should have gone to me when you found this beast being suspicious.â
they nod, âyes mother.â
while sukuna whines in the back, âbeast!? wife you wound me!â
âboth of you, go bathe. the living quarters are starting to reek of blood.â
they both walk off, side by side.
uraume elbows sukuna in his side. sukuna, not taking this lightly, âgentlyâ pushes uraume.
they go flying into a wall.
âi saw that sukuna. have fun sleeping alone tonight.â
âthey started it!â
request two!
after sukuna dealt with yuzuki, they were down a shrine maiden. sukuna decided that uraume can do the hornors and find a new one. it was for a couple reasons.
firstly, if uraume found one that they liked, there wonât be another issue with a shrine maiden disrespecting them. secondly, he didnât want to do that himself. thirdly, he assumed uraume had a good sense of character.
but clearly not since they followed sukuna from the woods, but thatâs neither here nor there.
so uraume set off towards the village, looking for a shrine maiden. one that can clean and have basic respect for those above her. and they found one. one by the name on mizuki. they hoped that the âzukiâ curse wouldnât come back and bite them.
it had been a month since mizuki arrived. she seemed fine. she followed orders easy, didnât fight back, and most importantly, she didnât hit uraume! that was a win in their book.
âi donât understand. what does he see in her?â
uraume was excited, they absolutely loved gossip! the shrine maidens knew a lot when it came to outside of the shrine.
âi mean, i think theyâre cute. iâve been here a while, and they seem to really be in love.â
what? was there a love drama going on here in the shrine?! uraume listens in closely.
âuht uh. lord sukuna deserves someone who will submit to him. sheâs constantly hitting him and insulting him. if i were in her position, iâd obey him properly.â
uraume was shaking in anger, quite literally seething. fist were clenched and their heart was racing. their whole body felt hot in anger.
they know they should tell sukuna what they just heard, they promised they would.
uraume walks off, conjuring up a plan.
they had it, the most genius idea. they would use their father with help of getting rid of the wretched woman.
âfather. do you remember when you got rid of the shrine maiden for putting her hands on me?â
sukuna squinted his eyes in suspicion, âyes. that was nothing.â
âmaybe to you, but i never properly thanked you.â
he waved them off, âif i didnât, your mother wouldâve of.â
uraume was sick of being patient, âiâll cut to the chase.â they left the room, before coming back with a dead body. sukuna recognized her, uraume had just hired her.
her body was frozen. she had frostbite on her fingers, knees, toes and ears. you couldnât tell by looking at her, but her organs were frozen as well.
sukuna raises his eyebrows, âwhatâs this young uraume? you decided not to allow her to disrespect you this time.â
they nodded, âsomething like that. i need you to eat her before mother finds out. i will prepare her well.â
âand why should i do that? so you donât get in trouble? will all the tattling you do, you donât think i should repay the favor?â
uraume looked at the woman before furrowing their eyebrows. their cursed energy also spiked, âthis thing decided to disrespect mother. saying you deserved someone who would submit and obey you.â
sukuna was pissed, not just at the woman, but at uraume as well. âand why didnât you allow me to torture her? i didnât raise you to be so selfish.â
uraume rolled their eyes, âwell now you can eat her.â
he grunted, âwhat a brat. prepare her for dinner. itâs been a while since i was allowed to eat a human.â
âthat was your own fault.â
âout.â
that night, sukuna had eaten the shrine maiden, and you hadnât ever known. all that you knew is after that day, sukuna and little uraume got closer, how cute!
extra:
âmizuki, could i talk to you.â it had been three days for uraume to come with their plan.
mizuki, none the wiser, agreed, âsure! do you need any help?â
uraume give them a fake smile, âsomething like that.â
mizuki had waved goodbye to the other girls. uraume had to put a front on in case you questioned the other girls.
leading her down to the basement, mizuki starts to sweat, âah hah, are we allowed down here? or do i need to clean something? i hope you know iâm not good with blood.â
itâs clear sheâs trying to joke and make light of the situation.
âyou wonât have to worry about blood. but i do have a question.â
she perks her head up, âwhatâs the question?â
uraume slowly turns to the woman, the room starts to chill.
âdid you think you could talk ill of my mother and live to tell the tale?â
request one!
satoru gojo wouldnât have ever expected for someone to eat sukunaâs fingers. and he especially didnât expect them to live.
but here he is, sitting with yuji itadori, explaining who sukuna ryomen is.
âwait a minute, the guy has twenty fingers? and two faces!! how does that work?â
gojo smiles at the curiosity of the boy, âif you think thatâs crazy, wait until you find out he had a wife and kid.â
yujiâs eyes widened, and his jaw dropped, âa wife and kid! no way!â
âyes way brat. I wasn't as unappealing as you might think.â
gojo laughed, âthe man of the hour. maybe physically you werenât gross, but how you got a wife with that sour personality is beyond me.â
âmy wife was quite fond of my personality.â
gojo doesnât really believe that.
âwhat about your kid? is that real too?â
sukuna gives a nasty grin, âas real as can be. they were a pain in my ass. too bad my wife loved them, i wouldâve eaten them first chance i got.â
yuji shivers at the thought, âyou donât really mean that do you? yuck!â
yuji furrows his brows, âwait, so where are they? they mustâve already passed.â
gojo says nothing, thinking of what to say, ânah. they were both sealed along with sukuna. i couldnât tell you where either of them are though.â
sukuna hums, in acknowledgment âwhen i get my body back, iâm going to find my wife and child, then, the world will burn.â
gojo laughs right in his yujiâs face, âgood luck burning anything down while iâm around.â
shibuya is on fire. the whole city is in flames, if people didnât die from the explosions happening, the fire will. sukuna decides to walk around in the chaos around him. it feels good.
âfather.â
sukuna freezes, he was so caught up in the feeling of destruction, he didnât notice his child.
not that they particularly look like a kid anymore, they look older. sukuna doesnât remember them being that big.
âuraume. is that you?â sukuna knows itâs them, the shock is still there.
they nod slowly, walking up to him. they stand in front of him, not moving.
sukuna grabs them, pulling them into him. uraume hugs him back.
âitâs been a while, father.â
sukuna doesnât say it, but he can hear the tremble in their voice.
âso it has.â
he pulls back from them, âdo you know where your mother is?â
uraume tilts their head, âi kept her.â
they pull out a small cat plush, âi didnât want to risk unsealing her in this era alone. the risk of her being hurt and confused doesnât bring me any joy.â
he nods, âletâs unseal her. iâll explain everything and keep her safe.â
they look for the cleanest spot on the ground, before gently placing the cat down.
sukuna preforms the ritual of unsealment.
uraume sees their mothers soul leave the plush, manifesting into a solid body.
uraume grabs the spare clothing theyâve been keeping. sukuna and uraume dress you, while your body finishes forming your consciousness.
âi canât wait for mother to wake up.â they whisper, âi havenât been up long, but iâve been wanting to hear her voice.â
uraume holds you and your hand, keeping track of your pulse.
sukuna stands, watching as uraume holds you. heâd do anything to go back. to have uraume in the middle of your bed, while you threaten to kick him out.
gojo canât believe this. he almost gets sealed for this?!
âhello! i hope sukuna hasnât caused to much trouble for you.â
he burnt shibuya down!!! you knew this!
uraume stands at your side, holding the back of your shirt, âit would be wise to accept my mothers words.â
??
âwait a minute. you were working with kenjaku, youâre over here because?â
uraume tilted their head in confusion, âbecause my parents are over here. why else?â
gojo was going to pull his hair out.
sukuna, who was now back inside yuji complained, âwhy are you asking stupid questions? and stop staring at my wife six eyes.â
he was staring at you?! how embarrassing!
yuji pipes up, âi actually think your family is cute, you all seem to fit well together!â
gojo was going to go crazy, why in the world was yuji fawning over this??
âaww! thank you, youâre so cute!â
before yuji could slip out a thank you, he gets a chilling feeling, uraume is staring at him.
not just staring, itâs hard core glaring, âyou shouldnât speak to this incel mother.â
incel?????????????
âiâm not quite sure what that means, but i hope you get better.â
not only were his feelings hurt, but he could hear sukuna laughing at him in his head!
âitâs alright yuji, the higher ups will order me to exercise them. once that happens, weâll be freee from the abuse.
âthey shall stay alive until yuji itadoriâs execution. using them as leverage shall keep that king of curses from causing to much havoc.â
no way.
âbut what about their kid?! they have cursed energy, and a technique! what if they harm someone?!â
âthey clearly care for the mother. just threaten her.â
that night, satoru gojo cried himself to sleep.
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a/n: i literally love the dynamic of the three of them, itâs sooo cute đĽšâď¸ thank you to @chosoloverr1505 for the requests for this story to work đââď¸ thank you for reading, i love you (. .*)β