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i think karma is not always for the things we have done in the past but also for the things we are going to do. i think it was karma that she broke your heart even though she knew how much she meant to you because the universe knew you were going to break my heart even after knowing what you meant to me and ignoring it like it meant nothing….. like i meant nothing
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“You are allowed to”
As a child it set me free
As an adult it gave me an illusion of freedom
i feel like i don’t deserve it, i don’t deserve this ability to write when all i write is painful bits that creep up in broken hearts and settle in the cracks. so what if these words are a relatable, so what if they make some feel less lonely. most days they are just a reminder of the pain we all share by ourselves.
somedays you aren’t my best friend
somedays you are just the boy i fell in love with. somedays you are just the boy who didn’t love me back. so if you say certain things the same way on those days, i break. because i don’t know who i prefer, my best friend or my heartbreak
we were a heady combination of i want you and i don’t want you, i want you to want me but i don’t want to want you, i need you yet i’ll never want you. we watched each other suffer, thinking suffering is the only way we could ever be anything to each other, annual birthday wishes and biannual ‘i need you’s’ and triannual ‘save my contact because i want to see your face’. maybe we were a seasonal thing where we loved to make each other miserable for days and left each other alone for months.
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five more minutes-
i need five more minutes.
five more minutes of that dream i had about you,
about me, about us where it didn’t feel like a dream,
where it didn’t feel like it was a big deal that i was in your arms,
five more minutes of the moment where being with you
felt as normal as being without the need to have a constant daydream to escape reality
if these five more minutes of that dream are too much to ask
then give me five more minutes of the reality
where i mistook your friendship for something more,
where there was anticipation and excitement
and nervousness and fluttering of my heart
as if it was learning to fly,
give me five more minutes of that feeling
give me five more minutes of that bliss
Hug
lets keep each other safe in an embrace
I didnt know where else I could say this so....I have a confession : Elementary school years were the worst. I had major fomo at that time, and it was valid too coz I was always the last friend to know anything. I read somewhere that people are more vulnerable and honest after midnight. So I used to deliberately try to talk to my friends and night, hoping that one day they would spill a secret.
i’ve spend too many midnights
trying to be on the inside
for once, can i be the first or the second
or the third, just not the last
i don’t want to be alone
i just feel like I am missing out
i’ll be the best secret keeper
if only you would let me
I am sorry that you felt left out. If I could, I would give you all my secrets.
