I swear we were happy once upon a time
and I desperately want to ask you don't you remember that?
It was so brief, but so wonderful.
It's what I hold on to in the hard moments.
It's what I remember
when I don't recognize you anymore.

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I swear we were happy once upon a time
and I desperately want to ask you don't you remember that?
It was so brief, but so wonderful.
It's what I hold on to in the hard moments.
It's what I remember
when I don't recognize you anymore.

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Your absence crawls all throughout my bones, my skin and my soul.
Yet you never really left.
Grief
Grief no longer caresses your shoulder, now it plays god. Making you bow and kneel before him like an infidel dog, whimpering with nowhere to turn to but grief, god. He scams the gullible tourist, he propagates you, grief brags about his benefits, compares himself to heartbreak, disappointment, solitude, resentment and suddenly grief seems to be the most warmest embrace, familiar.
lowkey crazy how you think that people that once mattered for you a lot, don't have no control over your emotions anymore.
pretty ironic how the trait of you they used to know and adore you for becomes the biggest redflag about you,huh.
Talkative becomes Attention Seeker and Emotional becomes Dramatic.
You quietly unravel the knot, you together promised to tighten.
(guess the tightening's hanging your acquaintance to the ceiling,eh?)
You take those unravels and tape them to a shadowy wall of your heart,as it camouflages in the dark,as if it's not there anymore.
But baby,it hurts when the light gets to the corner,no?
people would perhaps serve you a quintessential, maybe dozens of them which could take those emotions away forever, but they're just sedatives in disguise.
The real rebirth occurs when you let yourself flow,
Free as a bird
Because:
The time between these two extremes, is what leads you to the season.
The day we started talking to each other; I wonder if the stars looked down at us and thought “they finally met”.

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You are too smart to think the love you deserve is in the hands of a man who can't even hold himself together long enough to stand on his own two feet.