#im insecure

Juhoon 🐢

He's down to just exist in the same space as you. Whether you're tired after a long shift or just overstimulated, he's more than okay to just sit next to you, quietly rubbing patterns into your hand.

Developed a six sense to recognize whenever you are cold. As soon as he sees you shiver, his jacket is off and placed onto your shoulders before the first words of complaint even grace your lips.

If he doesn't have a jacket, he'll grab your cold hands, cupping them between his own, breathing warmth back into your fingers.

Tries to teach you piano, and for the most part is a really patient teacher. No matter how many times your fingers butcher the notes he had just played so perfectly, he just smiles and shakes his head, guiding you through the song again and again.

All about the small gestures of affection. Reaching over to smooth down a piece of your hair, quietly smiling as it springs back into place. Tucking your favorite candy into the pocket of your jacket.

He loves you in all the places no one's ever looked.

He gave you a codeword for when he really wants to skip a social function. As soon as the words "Caesar Salad" come out of his mouth, its your cue to swoop in and give a polite excuse to why you "really must get going".

Martin🦒

Chastises you for not drinking enough water, which is usually followed by you pointing out that he never drinks any ethier.

No matter how long you guys have been in a relationship, he still blushes at the slightest bit of flattery, and will hide his face in his hands if you so much as call him "cute"

While he's very easily embarrassed, he's also a shameless flirt. Uses crusty dusty pick up lines that he found in a tik tok video and then proceeded to write down in his notes app.

Speaking of which, he totally has a little note on the app titled, "flirting tactics to try on the huzz" 🤢

Gets really excited when showing you any music he's particularly into at the moment. He'll hand you the other half of his headphones so you can experience it at the same time. "Listen to it again" "Did you catch when they added the distortion to..." "I want to try using that effect"

Sings you to sleep. Initially when you first asked him to he was a little embarrassed, but after you pointed out that he literally sings in front of thousands of people every day he relented.

Has a folder of lyrics he knows he could never get past the company, because they are all about you. After he's sure you're asleep, he takes the opportunity to sing them to you.

Likes taking photos of you. WAIT WAIT WAIT. Let me explain. Not in the stalker, I-take-photos-while-you're-sleeping type of way. Its more that he likes capturing the moments where you're fully comfortable in yourself. The face you make when you've tasted something yummy, the deadly confidence held in a single raised eyebrow, and every moment you thought no one cared to see.

Made you a playlist after the first date.

Seonghyeon 🦊

Does your hair. While he kinda sucks at the more complex updos, he can manage simple braids and buns.

It all began when he offhandedly asked you why it took so long to do your hair, and that started the routine of him being forced to helping you before parties, dates, etc.

Never admits it, but he loves when you play with his hair. You could absentmindedly be threading strands of it through your fingers, and he will melt.

Is constantly trying to sneak more food onto your plate without you noticing. You like the fries? Suddenly 10 more appear on the plate.

In the same vein, he loves trying new food with you.

Introduced you to Açai bowls, and now the two of you spend a considerable portion of your savings on the stuff.

Big acts of service guy. Making life even a little bit better for people he cares about is enough for him.

Cant cook, but tries. For you. He may burn toast (and soup---how does one burn soup?), but he can slice up a mean plate of fruit!

Keonho 🐶

He copies your order/splits the food with you when you eat out at restaurants. "Its just easier" is his all-time favorite excuse. "You always pick the best options! How do you know I wasn't always planning to get it?"

Thinks his pouting face is a get-out-of-jail-free card for every argument. Key word: thinks. It may have worked the first few times, but you built up a tolerance quickly.

Sometimes you'll both reach a comfortable silence in your conversation, and out of nowhere he asks you the most unanswerable questions. "Whats your opinion of sporks?" "Why are people on motorcycles called bikers and people on bikes called cyclists?" "Would you rather fight three 4ft martins or one 6ft 3in me?"

For better or worse, what's yours is also keonho's. Your hoodies? His. Your washcloth? His. The food clearly labeled "mine" in the fridge? Eaten.

(that one audio) "This is ____, they love personal space. This is Keonho, Keonho also loves ___ personal space." He is one clingy guy.

You stood there smoothing the dress down over your stomach again and again, in your mind you believed that if you carried on smoothing it down you might actually look smaller. "Come on get it together..." you mutter to yourself. But that never worked, your eyes roamed over your plump arms which were on show as your dress had spaghetti straps. Dark green, silk, a slit up the side revealing the skin of your thick thigh, and the cellulite that comes along with it. Then you look at the black chucky heels on your feet, a strap around your ankle, you knew in your mind it was on the loosest hole of the buckle because you had 'fat ankles'.

Tanned, rough hands gripping your love handles through the silk of your dress snaps you out of your thoughts. "You look... absolutely perfect. Whatever bullshit your brain is telling you ignore it." Sevikas voice was a low growl, yet still held a hint of softness. Her hands moved to roam over your stomach and you sighed "I just... I think it would look better on sombody... smaller." You lift your eyes to meet hers through the mirror, which you instantly regretted because her look could kill. "Dont. Dont you dare even utter a bad word about yourself, because I can and I will cancel dinner to bend you over my lap and spank your beautful ass until you believe me understood?"