Jul 4
Maybe in another universe I'd be pretty enough to tell him I liked him.
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Maybe in another universe I'd be pretty enough to tell him I liked him.
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On today's episode of insecurity, it's all about activitiesssss.
I worry I can't be appreciated because I'm such a boring person. By boring, I mean I don't do anything besides browse online and watch Smosh compilations. And I know this is what makes me insecure because I get so immensely jealous of my peers who are up to all kinds of cool stuff, meanwhile I'm holed up in my room not making any professional, social, or creative progress :/
favorite part of you physically?
Um I kind of dislike all of me equallyy (jkjk)(or am i)
But I get compliments for my eyes sometimes!! So prolly my eyes
Idk if I'm pretty or delusional
Outfit check!! (Ignore everything that's behind me)
Sooo, this is my attempt of a cute fit (failed attempt btw 😭✌️) All of this is part of my process of trying to have a glow up, it's been difficult since I don't feel comfortable wearing clothes like these (THEY ARE CUTE TOUGH) I just feel that it doesn't suit me at all. It's worse when it comes to makeup or anything like that, I start thinking that I look like a pig or like I'm trying TOO hard to impress someone. (A lo mejor si dejase de ser tan cobarde no sentiría tanta vergüenza de arreglarme, aunque tampoco sé porque lo hago. Después de todo, el único lugar al que salgo es a la casa de mi madre los sábados)
I KNOW I'm doing this for me, but it still feels like I shouldn't be doing it.
(Also first time wearing necklaces lmao, I just bought that one for the fit)
AHHH I ALMOST FORGOT (after a 4 hour long crashout) I FINALLY UNDERSTOOD HOW TO GET THE KNOCKER MOD IN MC AND I'M SO FREAKING HAPPY (I'll keep him as a pet cause just look at him, HE'S SO CUTEEEE)Lindos tus ojitos, lindos hechiceros
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I always think i am average at most but in reality i am below average, people have fucking laughed at me when i have talked to them.
i saw this gif and it's just so me because whenever i feel down and insecure af and i hate my body cute boys or the latest older man crush i'll have been obsessed with for weeks comes along and pays me a compliment or just risks it to touch my butt and my mind's like butter and i just beg them to please fuck me it's so pathetic and stupid
Enough for you by Olivia Rodrigo
Yes I know, it was written for an ex boyfriend that didn't treat her right. HOWEVER, consider this alternative POV
It's her future self, talking to her past self. Her insecure self.
"Tried so hard to be everything that you liked, just for you to say you're not the compliment type." She changed herself (physically, mentally, and her personality) to try and find the version of her that she liked, only for her insecurities to tear her down every time
"Stupid, emotional, obsessive little me. I knew from the start this is exactly how you'd leave" She worries that she loves too deeply, and that she'd be too much for the people she cares about, which causes them to leave
"You found someone more exciting, the next second you were gone. And you left me there crying, wondering what I did wrong" SHE KEEPS CHANGING HERSELF TO FIT INTO THE SOCIETAL VIEW OF "COOL" AND "NORMAL" AND THE GIRL THAT SHE REALLY IS, IS WONDERING WHY SHE ISN'T ENOUGH
"Now I don't want your sympathy, I just want myself back" She misses the girl she is supposed to be. She wishes she could go back to being her before she changed everything about herself just trying to fit in
"And you say I'm never satisfied, but I don't think that's true, cause all I ever wanted was to be enough" I think this one is self explanatory
"Cause someday I'll be everything to somebody else" SHE KNOWS THAT SHE'LL NEVER BE ABLE TO LOVE HERSELF THE WAY SHE DESERVES, BUT SHE KNOWS THAT ONE DAY SHE'LL FIND SOMEONE WHO LOVES HER FOR WHO SHE IS AND NOT THE GIRL SHE'S PRETENDING TO BE
There's so much more and maybe I'm just projecting but like, I can see it