#sad thoughts

Late night thoughts but..... How do I cope with feeling bad about my arts? I'm in my internship period and I feel like I am not doing enough. I'm feeling suffocated and it HURTS to see my friends finish their internship in time except for me. I feel like I might fail everything. I have to extend my internship period in order to finish 2 more work which I don't really mind but I would be stressing out if they don't let me graduate. My prof said I'm doing good and they let me pass since they have seen all the process from my presentation. But I can't tell about the company I'm working for rn.... the one in authority is not the one who takes care of me during the work but the higher up themselves.... I'm not a good artist just yet and I know it. I can't do as much as my friends can.... Hah... but actually this internship literally help me about nothing. Have to figure out how to solve everything ourselves. The working environment is kinda chill but... I feel like I have to learn about every materials myself and I'm a slow learner.... sometimes I can't help but hate myself for that. I WANT A HUG. I HOPE I CAN DO BETTER TOO.