Spock x medic!reader (head cannons)
Spock who begins timing his visits to Sickbay with remarkable consistency before eventually realizing there is no scientific reason for him to require your assistance quite so often.
Spock who initially attributes his desire to speak with you to intellectual compatibility because that conclusion is considerably more logical than the alternative.
Spock who finds your medical observations unusually precise and quietly starts seeking your opinion before making his own conclusions.
Spock who decides your honesty with patience is... admirable.
Spock who has never understood why humans describe someone's presence as "calming" until you begin working beside him during medical emergencies.
Spock who discovers that his pulse appears noticeably faster during treatment when you are the attending medic.
Spock who privately repeats the experiment three separate times before accepting the data.
Spock who finds the result... inconvenient.
Spock who notices your fatigue long before anyone else because the slight slowing of your movements and the subtle changes in your breathing are objectively observable.
Spock who leaves tea beside your workstation without comment because drawing attention to the gesture would diminish its usefulness.
Spock who simply begins bringing tea every morning until your schedule improves.
Spock who tells himself he is preserving the efficiency of the ship's medical department.
Spock who finds your habit of thinking aloud unexpectedly fascinating because your reasoning process differs so completely from his own.
Spock who catches himself looking for you the moment he enters Sickbay.
Spock who becomes acutely aware whenever you enter a room despite making no conscious effort to notice.
Spock who finds that particular observation difficult to explain logically.
Spock who quietly admires your compassion because, unlike many humans, you never allow it to interfere with your clinical judgment.
Spock who watches you make impossible decisions during emergencies with remarkable composure and recognizes a discipline not unlike his own.
Spock who considers you one of the few officers aboard capable of remaining genuinely objective under extreme emotional pressure.
Spock who appreciates silence enough that simply sharing it with you becomes one of his favorite parts of the day.
Spock who finds it remarkable that conversation is not necessary for your company to be... preferable.
Spock who experiences an unfamiliar sense of disappointment whenever another medic is assigned to accompany away missions instead of you.
Spock who identifies the emotion almost immediately.
Spock who chooses not to examine it further.
Spock who quietly fails to examine it every day thereafter.
Spock who begins meditating for longer periods and finds, to his mild frustration, that your smile keeps interrupting his concentration.
Spock who regards this as a significant failure of mental discipline.
Spock who never once considers asking you to change.
Spock who would far rather strengthen his discipline than ask you to become less yourself.
Spock who notices Captain Pike observing the two of you with quiet amusement and decides, quite correctly, that the captain has inferred something he himself has not yet admitted.
Spock who eventually reaches the only conclusion supported by the available evidence:
Spock who has fallen in love with the Enterprise's medic.
Spock who finds that conclusion entirely illogical.
Spock who accepts it anyway.
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a/n: hope you like it, i wanna write more spock fics so feel free to send requests
