#harmocd

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What if there was a video game called HARM OCD where you had to run around with a knife and you had to try to NOT stab your friends and family? You never die, but your loved ones might 😭🔪 it's a scary thought but I'm happy that I'm doing well enough to be able to laugh and joke about my harmful intrusive thoughts. Sometimes that's helpful. Do you like this one? I'm going to put it in my Redbubble store so you could get this as a sticker and I plan to design more stickers✌️#harmocd #art #digitalart #cuteart #fanart #kirby #pink #icd #obsessivecompulsivedisorder #intrusivethoughts #pureocd #procreate #sticker #ipad2018 #applepencil #nintendofanart #nintendo #anxiety #kirbymemes https://www.instagram.com/p/BtVZHfmFIrM/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1phc44vpq2hpe

Relationship OCD - this is another post that's hard for me to post. I can easily talk about my harm ocd, but If I talk about this I'm afraid that my intrusive thoughts are true, so this might be good for me. It's about my relationship. I check constantly how I feel and do rituals to make myself feel in love, or I how think love should feel. On days when I feel very much in love I sometimes get intrusive thoughts that my feelings will vanish, that I will stop being in love so I can't enjoy spending time with my partner. I'll start checking mentally how I feel when I look in his eyes or when I kiss or touch him. I often cry and feel like I'm a bad partner because I have these thoughts but luckily my partner also has OCD and he helps me by comforting me and encourage me to keep doing my exposure. Just like with my harm ocd, I treat this with imaginary exposure. I have written down a scenario about my relationship falling apart and I read it over and over again for at least 15 min (it should be longer, but I have ADD). After my exposure I always feel relief in all of my anxiety. Hope you like my drawing and the daisy as a metaphor, I really couldn't describe rocd better than picking petals off a flower. Constantly going over how you feel every second is not healthy it only you makes you more confused #ocd #relationshipocd #rocd #harmocd #mentalillnes #procreate # watercolor #pickingflowerpetals #daisy #selfportrait #selfcare https://www.instagram.com/p/BsTc3kaFB46/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=v5mgyvc25gho

Harm OCD is the worst. When you sit at a dinner and suddenly you get violent images in your head of you jamming a fork or a knife in your eye and you have to leave the room or you start hiding objects hoping no one notice your odd behavor. Forks, small sharp objects like pencils just laying around are the worst. I don’t trust myself that I won’t cause harm to myself or others. And when people are around it’s evan worse, since the social anxiety of being observed 🔪🙀 (I’m scared posting this since it’s about my mental health and I’m not that experienced with drawing people, but I plan to practice and become better at it. Hope you like!) #harmocd #digitalart #ipad2018 #beret #pinkhair #ocd #harmocd #art🎨 #proceeate #mentalhealth #socialanxiety #applepencil #obsessivecompulsivedisorder #pureocd #ocdawareness #ocdrecovery #ocdmemes #intrusivethoughts #ocdthoughts #badthoughts https://www.instagram.com/p/BsLZqq4FVY1/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=zh8sa0hdo306

Harm OCD is the worst. When you sit at a dinner and suddenly you get violent images in your head of you jamming a fork or a knife in your eye and you have to leave the room or you start hiding objects hoping no one notice your odd behavor. Forks, small sharp objects like pencils just laying around are the worst. I don’t trust myself that I won’t cause harm to myself or others. And when people are around it’s evan worse, since the social anxiety of being observed 🔪🙀 (I’m scared posting this since it’s about my mental health and I’m not that experienced with drawing people, but I plan to practice and become better at it. Hope you like!) #harmocd #digitalart #ipad2018 #beret #pinkhair #ocd #harmocd #art🎨 #proceeate https://www.instagram.com/p/BsLYENtFV1c/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1jqv3g9p1oy16

Im an idiot lmao