#fromawithlovex

Stars fall,

My head is weary,

A lost life

Gone;

So clearly,

I wait in faith

The vision of you,

Pushing me forward

In grace,

In truth,

But I FALL

A mighty stumble,

Everything around me

Cuts in,

I fumble

Reaching so hard,

For the stars

Which fall,

Always

The darkest cave

Shines the brightest moonlight,

The warmest sun

Holds the carcass

Of night

And inside of me

The soul churns,

Upholding the wisdom

Of every wrong turn,

False lies

Impaired judgement,

All a gift,

Left in the presence

Of the pain of loving someone,

Who never held your heart,

They crushed it between their fingers,

They made it an art,

I cry for the loss of her

Who I could become?

But the new woman is rising

Every day I come,

Another wash of thunder

Another dryness in the way

My bones seem to burn

As you call me

Away

The stars that fall

The hope in it all

I tremble in the wake of it

Every star

How do we rest?

Knowing the end draws near

The time is around the corner

And my mind draws unclear

Clouds and rain

In between my nose

Lightning around my neck,

A place of quiet just around the eyes -

To be drenched in a storm of wet

Heat waves up inside my throat,

Warm suns’ drip onto my tongue,

Humidity fogs the forecast

And I am

Undone,

Between the temples

Demons wrestle,

Pushing at me

A parasol in the wind

I catch on tight,

Bleed for air

All when we cannot know,

What we might

Is this the right thing God?

Am I acting as I should?

The waves of spitting shores

Blind me as I pray

I’m judged by every Pharisee

And I cannot see the way

I wrestle in the low tide

Calm shores are ahead

But the battleground

Hails down

And has no need for give

Peace is coming

A silence

I cannot speak

Let me wait for

Clear skies

Days of calm

And open ocean

Soft cloud springs

Lilllies on the lake

When I am settled

Within my heart

And

Have no need

Do we have to take our clothes off again?

Go round in the circle

Like a washing machine spin

Tousled hair

And light pink skin

Do we have to unravel our

Phy-si-cal,

Just to feel?

Why can't we go deeper

To some place

Still

Flow into a harmony,

A canopy of orchid music

A white silk sheet blowing in Sardinian wind,

A dark grey sky in the midst of the evening,

Letting me rise and fall like a tide back to the shore I crawl,

Because my lips meet your lips and our spirits exist,

A tightly wound therapy

No need for remits,

I clutch into your sides and your heaven explodes,

Over and over

No time to take hold

You let me feel,

An astonishing thing -

You break into my walls,

Where no other has been,

Like a child to an open forest

You discover my secrets,

And I let you breathe in,

A tempest in a swirling world,

You ground me back to earth.

Kiss me quick before I go

Your tears,

Fall like snow

I'm fading away

Fading fast,

I'm falling I'm drowning;

A face so astounding,

Kiss me quick

You found me!

A god in the water,

A hand on my shoulder,

Wait

I need time to get over...

Passion flowers bloom

And I'm caught in the loom,

Bring me a bouquet

Like a butterfly,

The fire is warm,

My heart glows

You have a calmness

I do not possess on my own,

But my thoughts they flip,

I am disguised and bit,

I tell myself you're not

My type

That it's

Not right

That you don't even enjoy anything about me

At night,

I have cried

For the loss of the boy I thought I knew,

He messed up my head

Now things are askew,

My fondness of you?

Grows ever stronger

And I get scared because you act so cool,

Sombre

I cannot compete with that kind of still

My life is a roundabout of adventure,

Pain and cartwheels,

I'm a moving time piece

Thats rolling on a reel,

Always creating

A movie to spin,

Hope kisses me at night too,

You breathe my skin

I get lost in you,

Don't forget

I'm broken inside

A rag doll with holes in her side,

I'm stitching

But it's taking its time

Just hold on

I don't want to be fine,

I turn the page,

Forget my soul -

The words run away with themselves;

I'm no longer whole,

After the war I rested,

Drunk on milk and honey

Slept for days,

Saw the sun rise and the moon come up

Made peace with my scars,

Sewed them up,

And then my broken body began to walk

Stiff,

Awkward

Into a new season,

Leaves turn

And the memories descend to ash,

Some things trigger inside of me

A propeller at sea,

Like the times you would hit my face,

Just for saying please,

and made me forget I ever saw anything,

That it was all my imagination,

A figment not worth mentioning,

Just like me

An unworthy opponent,

a cup of tea in the morning 

could mean something different to both of us,

if it scolds the lips 

and burns the ends of your fingertips 

then surely the carelessness 

of the maker in question 

doesn’t have time to wait for your patience,

if the words that they speak 

come out whispered and meek 

then the lines that they write 

will hold back in their spite,

a laugh could shatter 

the china at the night,

but come at me slowly and your chance is alright,

make believe in the story 

I’ll hold you closely,

never again say the words of the coast sea,

as out there you can lose yourself in the wave

easily 

i am a fire an earth and air 

my crown never falls 

and my grace is quite clear, 

moving through motions 

i dance to the potions

and hear not the words of the mass

in their commotions, 

sleeplessness as I rest on your chest,

another morning gone with not a faint of regret

the tonic is gone 

and the moon follows on,

and I carry on