a little about me:
hiiiiii!!
iām bug-eyed fish or mole :)
im 21!
i use she/her pronouns
iām autistic and have adhd (these are not diagnosed officially yet but iām hoping to get this sorted soon via right to chose! iāve done lots of government recommended self assessments and have been told i am by pretty much every single diagnosed neurodiverse friend iāve met that i have these)
iām british and from the south-west of england!
i just did a degree in filmmaking production and spent most of it doing producing. film isnāt going to be my main career (sadly bc iād love to but i canāt do the industry rn) but i am going to keep doing it on the side :)
i love:
- films!! if i were to recommend 4 right now it would be āfleeā, āpolite societyā, āguillermo del toros pinocchioā and āamelieā. im currently looking forward to: āladyā, āteenage sex and death at camp miasmaā, āi love boostersā (itās not out in the uk yet :{ ), āthe sunny dancerā and āprimetimeā. i love going to my local indie cinema, but i also grew up on the MCU, and donāt mind bigger films either :)
- tv: iām currently into āthe pittā, āabbott elementaryā, āthe testamentsā, āarrested developmentā and āyellowjacketsā. i always want more recommendations (especially for more diverse tv shows, with more diverse cast AND crew so if you have some send me them PLEASEEE)
- scrapbooking and collaging. i made a big fantasy aesthetics one for my wall since i love that too!!
- sellotape: i have ranked sellotape types on smell and rollability as i stim / think by rolling sellotape up and down.
- beauty (specifically glittery eyeshadows, skincare, fun lipsticks and the brand lush!)
- point and click adventure games (detective grimoire and poco!! i used to play grimoire as a kid on my mums i-pad. give me more recs!)
- pop music! i LOVEEE a dramatic pop track. currently loving: āadelaā, āhemlocks springsā, āchappell roanā, āolivia rodrigoā and āJADEā (and specifically lady gagaās ART-POP, despite not having heard a lot of her stuff) (i also recently liked lily allenās āWEST END GIRLā)
- musical theatre! iām big into a few shows and iād love to recommend ā35MM: A musical exhibitionā and āLizard Boyā to anyone watching!
- iām into dolls! iāve just had 3 bought for me! i specially like ever after high and monster high
- making films! i wanna get better at writing since im not great, i can do cool concepts i just canāt execute them. i wanna write a film about a female clown at a speedfriending event (to talk about how being autistic can make making female friendships more difficult)
- hangyodon the fish - what can i say i donāt know super much about him but HES SO CUTEEEE. im collecting stuff for him and now own: some hair clips and a notebook (thanks to my lovely mate whoās a phenomenonaly talented editor btw)
some fun facts about me:
- when i was 4 i went to london and licked a tube window
- iām so SO pale and cool-toned that when i buy makeup people struggle actively as all foundations are too warm and yellow
- i currently have hot pink streaks in my hair
- i really want to get into comics (specifically XMEN, and gwenpool. i own gwenpools omnibus! i need to finish it still. i also own labyrinth coronation!)
- my car is bright yellow
- i like to stim by winding up and unwinding sellotape. i find the sound and feeling of it really relaxing, and itās a repetitive motion
- my favourite flavour of tea is teapsyās coconut and chamomile because itās blue originally but turns green when ready! i also desperately want these moomin exclusive teas to be available much wider to the point i emailed the company
- i made a dark fantasy horror short about cycles of emotional abuse within families, and depicted why people stay in abusive situations.
- i had a pet great african land snail as a kid but now i am terrified of bugs to the point i just shrieked and ran away from a fresh baby catepillar in my house
- when i was a kid my raven queen dollās leg broke. my grandad gave it a cast and i gave all of the characters signatures on the leg (i attempted to make them unique and failed)


















