The room felt different suddenly. Not because anything had changed. Because possibility had entered it.

Because We Do — Vivienne Ash

And there it was again—that odd feeling; tiny, barely formed; like standing beside a melody she almost recognised but couldn't place.

Nothing wrong.

Nothing inappropriate.

Only... familiar.

Because We Do — Vivienne Ash

Aetheria isn’t a house. She’s a mind—one that breathes through brick, remembers through shadow, and speaks through light. In this chapter, as men carve into the underworld of the cellar, something older stirs. Not the dust, not the pipes, not the wolves of labor fighting for territory.

Aetheria. She rises through every fracture. She reveals what is hidden in the architecture—above and below. She teaches me that a house can carry myth, judgment, mercy, and vision.

If you want to see how a place can become a consciousness— and how consciousness shapes the fate of those who enter— step inside.

Crystal Portal →

YD6-103 (Cradle) — Capricorn in the Crawlspace, Wolves in the Undervault, and Aetheria’s Triumph Over Lucifer

The Capricorn in Rudy steadfast excavates the vestibule crawlspace, exposing Roman arches of brick, through the gaping, broken wall. The workmen meet on either side of the wall, Adam, from under the cellar’s bulb a shadow of light. He is not muscular as Rudy, but equally enthusiastic—with the percussive hammer of the chisel. The men labor in a luciferous darkness; my mind reposes on a century of moist ground to win back storage and wine cellar for a contemporary workshop and laundry machines. 

They shovel rubble into bags, ducking their shoulders beneath the load, heaving it piggyback a few step the -2 underground depth, before the creaking treads, scream each man’s muscles—men dare not voice—the flight of stairs rising them through the gaping ceiling to land on the -1 basement floor. 

There, in a weaseling light from the half-height window the sill seating on the sidewalk, the men pause before a corner swelling with heaped bags. While the one ghost—the other too rolls one shoulder down, tipping, pulling his supporting shoulder free from beneath the bag. They may be blind to the subtle squeeze of air beneath the ceiling. Blank-eyed, before a tedious return underground for more, driving their bodies into punishment. 

But then—to heal the house foundations—removing the water from mushroom spores, the fungal network, the capillary action that keeps them alive. Drying the walls, forcing the process into dormancy or collapse—has been churning in my mind. I need to liberate my thoughts. I rise, leave Victoria cocooned in the bedding. Beyond the paint-swollen window sashes, the liquid panes simmer the first light across the valley of Forest. 

I dress before the table—placemats laid for a meal, half a glass bowl of red Porto still on its stems. Last night, beneath my eyes, she had pushed back the tracing sheet I spread the night before across the house’s original blueprint—reviving the apprentice in me. On Thursdays, a break from laying bricks meant attending technical college: a clutch pencil in hand over the drafting table. I’m back, tracing these superimposing floors I dare not confuse.  

Through the exit door to the +3 landing, a flight of stairs dives into Erebus lingering in the stairwell—an aura of wish—skylights welcoming the first light’s glow. Beneath the meek bulb’s shadow, after a few cautious treads, my feet catch the rhythm—the nosings cascade, my fingertip gliding the handrail, down the barn flight of stairs. I swivel past the +2 landing—the truck driver and his wife, sentinels behind their door. My mind envisions the landing’s linen cupboard morphing into a milky translucence—a quiet grandeur brushing light down the stairs. Shading away the remnants of the night. Counting down, the swivelback flight reaches the Spanish woman’s apartment entrance, which I imagine echoing that same soft radiance, a stillness guiding presence through the house. Then the mezzanine wall of faux-doors—a reminder of where Rudy squats; I’m masoning a fireproof cinder-block wall—before daylight peeks through the luminescence of the stained-glass bull’s-eye rose and peacock fan tail, shimmering on the ±0 Belle Epoque landing at the foot of the cottage portal. 

I veer, entering the derelict apartment. Step toward the French doors. Turn the cremone handle—pulling the doors into the breath of the park across the avenue. On the threshold, held back by the faux balcony, in the hush of the deserted avenue, I scan up in line the striated, fenestrated, and balcony facades up the sweep, then down toward the mouth pooling green lawns. In the blur of morning—lining beyond the glazed bus, distant tram shelter, and the city beyond—a group of men detach, jaywalking across the asphalt field. 

I press the French doors close and tracking back around doorways meet the men down on the vestibule’s split-level apron, pulling the door as they step up the curb and cross the sidewalk. Clang - a step of the coal-chute plate, each man a shadow breaking through the gaping doorway glow—greeting. In a single file, they climb the split-level through the hollow of the crystal-waffle portal. I press the door - kwock - their figures reduced to sighs of brushing clothes, groping down the stairwell’s profound Erebus awakening. Their boisterous footsteps thump the hollow, wooden-box echoes of the staircase, fading on the -1 landing under the vaulted ceiling. Then, turning from light to shadow, they descend again through the gaping floor—down the wobbly staircase into the -2 pit, where men change their clothing for the day’s work in Lucifer’s stale air and darkness. 

The bulb’s soft light fluffs the whitewashed brick wall. Beneath the staircase, a planted nail holds the clip of a clipboard. I unhook it; on the sheet, each man’s name is listed. A glance at my Citizen wristwatch—the golden five-minute notches on the square white dial, a ritual since my teens—marks the startup hour. Timekeeping underneath the men’s gaze. I note the shift: the chessboard of Polish workmen, the electrician, the plumber—beyond my trade yet bound to my will—their tools, accessories, and the day’s materials to acquire. 

In the gaping break-through doorway, Rudy finalizes the vestibule crawl space’s excavation, exposing the sewer pipe for the relay and installing a toilet for the site under construction. In my madness to right the wrongs of a century ago, I seek to foot the comfort shaft through the stairwell. The footprint runs too deep for access with compressed-air jackhammers, and without a beltway to clear the rubble, I leave the six Polish men with a club hammer, chisel, pick, and shovel—breaking the moist brick floor of an old wine cellar, a rear room alongside another at the back of the stairwell. 

I’ll be gone, yet I’ll hear the blows through the vaults. Still, I’ll keep a close eye on their fatigue, watching as the rubble fills bags they hoist up the cringing flight of stairs, clambering through the gaping ceiling to the -1 landing, looping through the offside doorway. In the light of the window, they’ll twist shoulders, tipping off the dumping bags. 

Over the length of days, the pilling bags swell by the window whose sill rests on the sidewalk, the ceiling losing clearance, suffocating the street-front room. I sense exhaustion along the indefatigable Rudy. I think of ways to invigorate the illegal Polish crew—while I lack the courage to join in their tedious work. The scent of one man, Teddy, discourages my lingering in their milieu. Typical of a union-man, a weasel, each day he pressures me upstairs. 

I emerge into the street, fetch the Audi, and drive away. By the day, I’m drawn from the shelves of the DIY mega-stores into the massive industrial shed of a builder’s supplier—walking through the warehouse stock toward the shimmer of light at the tradesmen’s counter, growing familiar with the attendant after my initial order for river sand, crusher stone, and cement—the components for concrete.

After my errand to St. Eloi Hardware, returning with buckets, I descend into the underworld of rising voices and squabbling. At the creak of my steps, Polish eyeballs look up—half-startled, half-hostile—then fall to a hush at my descent. I step on the cinder-block treads, sighting across the apron, where behind the gaping breakthrough Rudy carved out of the vestibule crawl, in the excavated room, his gaze speaks—a pack of wolves encircling him. I fall short of patience, withdrawing in silence to a brief breeze of sanity. 

Rudy’s bodyguard duty is short-lived—his sweaty descent in the vestibule crawl space now morphing into a technical room. He stands at a warder’s stance, his eyes locked with a Capricorn’s gaze—these men are stealing time—awakening in me. ‘I’ve seen it in their eyes! I can’t pin them down to it—they're more valuable as assistants when I’m ready to perform my skills!’ 

My eyes scan besides city clothes hanging through the balustrades—the Polish wolves who’ve ousted Rudy from their milieu, mute. The weasel's eyes shift, but Teddy’s voice rises: “Rudy… Rudy…  Rudy. . .” It resonates in my head, amplified by Victoria’s outburst  weeks earlier over the phone: “Rudy is waiting for you… Rudy needs a place to sleep… Rudy…” 

I turn my back on Rudy’s illegal pack of wolves—the villains. With a hand on the wobbling newel post, I swing past him and say. “Rudy! [Vient avec moi]—Come with me.”

As I exit onto the ±0 Belle Epoque landing, I glance upstairs at the faux-wall of panel doors, hiding the discomfort of a squatter’s blanket. ’Go and collect your things.’ Without sparing a thought of reprisal, I say. “Rudy! [Ici ce n’est pas un hotel…]—This is not a hotel… Will you move out? We need the room.” 

Rudy’s effaced regard is bound to haunt me. My words devastate the sturdy, sportive figure into silence. In his pride, he stumbles off through the crystal-wafer portal, down the split level to the vestibule apron where dark doors wait for him. Given leeway, I sidestep through the flank door and, keeping his pace through the vestibule - Kwock - I cross the street-front room, I crank the cremone bolts releasing the French doors; from the corner of the faux balcony to the blind entrance door, Rudy reappears, walking his bicycle onto the sidewalk. 

He kicks the foot-saddle, coasts off—the pedals squeaking, the chain in a distraught run—squeals fading across the field of asphalt. In the blur of the bus shelter, he vanishes amid the confusion of a bustling tram stop, along the parkway’s brushwood, against the distant wall of fenestrated brick facades. 

I step back from a trickle of traffic along the avenue, my hands on the door leaves—male and female stiles rolling into one another—pressing close. I walk away through doorways to the ±0 landing; the hollow, gaping floor’s underground stairwell lie in luciferous silence, as though the work had stopped and the workmen were on siesta in the cast shade of equatorial heat. To my regret—impulsive—I had dismissed the one who should have been promoted to foreman.

After my errand to St-Éloi Hardware—returning with buckets, a plaster trowel, a wooden float, and an aluminum straightedge—I descend again into the darkness of the underworld. I step on a few more loose, stacked cinder blocks filling the missing treads and meet the men’s wide, startling eyes—dwarfed a foot deeper into the excavated floor. Sentient of the mysteries in the realm of darkness, beneath the bulb’s soft light fluffing the whitewashed brick walls and vaulted ceilings, I breach the rear doorway toward the paired cellar rooms. 

Then, I step into my blue pants—no more words than orders. The youthful men emanating eager helping hands, the damp-proof membrane unrolls across the sub-floor, smoothing out its creases. While men moved in the corners of my eyes, I pin the oversized liner with nails along the raised edges to the peripheral walls. Adam and Valdek bring downstairs, along with the other men, the two-and-a-half inch thick panels of insulation as I pack the liner for the raft beams. 

Hawk-eyed—Andre, and Cesar, Libra’s vulture eyes—they trail my every move, shying out of sight. Yet the rhythm calls upstairs, under Adam’s sweat, as he dust bags of cement, gauged crusher stone and river sand into the hired concrete mixer for the week. Buckets splash water into the drum’s dry mix, before the fluid concrete pours into buckets.

The men shoulder them—echoes gasping through the gaping ceiling as they descend, the stairs creaking. Each man dumps by my side; the membrane and insulation panels vanish beneath the pour. I track back, raking and screeding, edging backward from the darkest corner, drawing the surface bed across the thresholds of doorways, out under the floating staircase—the escape flight of stairs where I step off to dry land, leaving the floor bed to settle overnight. 

The herd of men emerges through the crystal-wafer portal, diverging down the split-level vestibule. The door cracks to a glow of daylight, swallowing the shadow of each figure before shutting—Erebus drops by to squat for the night. I press the pilot switch—the one bulb flickers, tracking the others along the swivelback flights—as I climb to join Victoria in the loft. 

Victoria lies cocooned under the duvet as I jump to my feet—a penthouse awakening, twilight sky behind the blistering window frame and water-pane sashes. I pull on my jeans, tuck in my shirt, step into my shoes, slip on the overalls, and don the jacket. Heading out of the dormer room, +3, I descend into Nyx’s dark skirt—the aura of a skylight yet to materialize, a dream seeing one’s way down—shadowing the balustrade. My fingertips run to hip-swings at +2, +1—the sentinel of panel doors, the aura of substantiating portals—spiraling down until I reach another pilot button. Click. From the mezzanine, I descend toward the morning light filtering through the stained-glass entrance and mosaicking through the crystal-wafer portal, landing in the shadows of the ±0 Belle Époque landing. 

I watch from the faux-balcony as the crew approaches from the bus shelter at the mouth of the park. I head off from the French door to welcome them inside and latch it behind them. From the ±0 Belle Époque landing, the line of men descends by the wall's dangling light—the -1 apron bulb. The head of the line disappears, but whisper of clothing betrays them underground, down the creaky staircase. Trailing them, I step on the few stacked cinder blocks, the -2 landing’s the newel post wobbles, and the odor of spanking-new freshness fills the cellar. We step onto yesterday's concrete surface bed and the men change into working clothes. 

Teddy—the speaker for a crew of illegal Polish men—eyes roaming, the crew to silence, ousts me on errand runs for accessories to distant electrical and plumbing merchants, while I'm still immersed, studying and quantifying the next stage of reconstruction.  

Returning from errands, I learn who is the apprentice among these men: Andre, the father; Cesar, the son—no more a plumber, though they tread the subfloor drain pipes from the laundry corner through the vestibule-crawlspace discharge into the street. Radek, the electrician, threads his cables. Then, I dawn in on the men—Radek’s hand stretched between the hunkered father and son, instructing them to pin down the hydraulic tubing to the concrete surface bed.

I’m left to see through these men—their skills, their rhythm. Apprentices at work, I fear a stall of production; the Flanders’ Dedonder Building Material delivery—river sand and sacks of cement—waits in the faint light of the -1 basement window. Yet I fear not their lack of skills; construction runs the blood’s hydraulics through my own veins. Still, I’m dumbstruck, by the men wrestling the wheel of stiff nylon spring coils—water tubes spinning wild behind them—trying to pin down the erratic snake to the floor. I backtrack upstairs, muttering, ‘At least Radek has the intelligence to help Andre and Cesar out.’ Better let them figure out how to tame the coils and lay them to sleep across the concrete floor. 

Then—the flood of blinding halogen light. Under the rayonnant heat, I crouch before men’s dazzled eyes, their deceit congealed. The crew drifts through the corners of my vision—a chain of buckets descends at the rate of the squeaking treads, tipping behind the heels of my shoes. Valdek at the wheel of a tumbling concrete mixer, its grind echoing through the gaping brick vaulted ceiling. Adam behind me rakes the screed—a backwash across the striate serpentine, over the mischievous plumbers—while my hands, on a sea-saw straightedge, fine-tune the floating sleek. I retreat before the stealth floor-heating conduits, backing through one doorway, then the next—the activity of men subsides, flowing upward, through the flight of stairs, into the hush of evening.

Overnight, the screed sets the rhythm of feet returning, with the emergence of the footprint to Aetheria’s cradle—rising from a mirage the fluorescent tubes morphed the wine cellar brick wall effloresce. In the quiet, I spread trowel-striated glue arcs of glue from Adam’s bucket; Valdek passes white ceramic tiles, I lay the tiles in rows, withdrawing through the doorway into the adjacent room, paving my way toward the stairwell.

At the threshold of the vestibule crawlspace, we pause. The construction site hushes; open joints of white tiles stare upward, awaiting their grout. The Polish crew vanishes into the street, the weekend slips in—a lee-time for the glue to settle. I climb from the massive, stifling-walled space airing the -1 basement, through the gaping hollow between the joist-ribs of the wooden floor, up into the ±0 Belle Époque: the flight of stairs to the wooden mezzanine, the swingback flights to the +1 interleading timber floors, the +2 towering the townhouse, and up to the +3—thin walls threading the loft between gabled party-walls—to find Victoria in the doomer room. 

With the coming Sunday, I’m hunched over the spread 1912 blueprints, tracing the load-bearing interleading—the staggering symmetry of the narrow spine of the functions enfilade aligning with the living rooms. Victoria breathes over my shoulder, pauses, and pleads for the Audi. Without breaking my thoughts, I fumble at my hip pocket - tingle - slide the bull-nose ring free, and loan her the car. 

After a prolonged silence, voices emanated from the stairwell. Victoria, with a sprightly gait, steps into the dormer room: “Surprise, surprise! [Regarde qui j'ai amené.]—Look who I brought along?”

I turn away from the blueprints, my eyes drawn away, twist in my chair, at the dawn of voices. Raising the Flemish that lived only among siblings—with our parents, our grandparents—our small village, Rumst, dialect resonating from the refined Antwerp tongue. Shadows gather in the gaping doorway; I break from studying—far removed from the race to secure the deposit before negotiating with the bank for the purchase—and say, “M’ma, P’pa! [Dagh]—Good day!”

Victoria, all Moon-in-Gemini communicator and Sun-Tiger cheer, lets her hands dance and her feet tap in their quick Irish rhythm. She chats with my parents while I listen in, her extraversion carrying the conversation with ease. Soon she leads them back toward the airport, sending them onward from their stopover, continuing their journey to France for a stay with my sister Ingrid. 

UNA SCENA PER VOI 🌹 “Urlai disperata alla vista di Ludmilla, bruciata viva tra le fiamme. Luca giaceva poco distante, un coltello nel collo. Andrea, decapitato. E infine… una donna. I suoi capelli corvini erano sparsi sul pavimento. La girai. E urlai ancora. Perché quel volto…” — Il Tempo dei Malìer — G. Simeone Adwan ✨🌹✨ https://amzn.eu/d/fzcAt9v

2019. The wheels of the treadmills sang under their feet as Kevin and Gracie brought their speed up to a full run. Wires from the electrodes they wore bounced with each step. Working out wasn’t really Gracie’s thing. It felt strange to run without something to run from or to.  “Looking back through the legacy with you,” said Kevin, “seeing all those capes, I wanted to make sure you know you…

💬 È un progetto a cui tengo tantissimo, pieno di pensieri sospesi, personaggi un po’ confusi (come me) e nuvole vere e metaforiche.

✍️ Ho pubblicato una piccola anteprima sia in italiano che in inglese:

🔸 Leggi l’anteprima in italiano 🔹 Read the excerpt in English

Se vi va di dargli un’occhiata, fatemi sapere cosa vi lascia — un’emozione, una domanda, anche solo un “boh” (i “boh” sono importanti).

Grazie a chi leggerà, anche solo una riga. Con affetto, Adelina ☁️✨