#facingreality

Those familiar scents and scenes, Each replaying one after the other Those memories well-treasured, Forever vibrant and bright...

Living them once again, Cherishing every second,

"Sometimes in our lives we experience pain, sometimes in our life, we experience regret, and hurt, but when we look over the horizon everything changes and we find hope." The beautiful thing about being human is that we don't have to be perfect! Jesus says "come as you are" and as we allow the perfect one to embrace us, we find hope and are changed, but it first starts with allowing Him to change us, it's a choice. So what will you choose? Stay Encouraged 

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Seven years ago, I portrayed myself as someone who will fulfill my dream, no matter what. I would go through thick and thin, even if I do it alone, just to fulfill this goal. Be a writer.

Since I was in elementary school, I have always wanted to be a writer. Sure, I've also said I wanted to be a teacher, a chef, a scientist, a singer, and even an actress. But writing has been one dream that I didn't give up on. In fact, I loved immersing in myself in the thing that I wrote, I couldn't help but feel like I wouldn't be happy if I didn't become one.

So I pursued it, through high school, and even through college. I took up AB journalism as my course because that is what I've always wanted to be, a writer. But then, I graduated, I took up a job as a company receptionist for half a year, then I got introduced to a media company where I became a writer. The only writer in that company, and I didn't have any superior that can give me experience.

When I left, I was able to apply to a publilshing company but the job offer was taken back before I could sign anything, so I ended up as a Customer Service Agent, also known as a call center agent. A position in the BPO industry that caters to the helpline of companies for retail, media, and other branches.

I currently work now as a Logistics Escalation Specialist in one of the worlds biggest e-commerce company, and I have been there for four years and counting. But because of the demands of the job, I left my dream behind in order to ensure I give my best to this job. So over the years, my dream is slowly being pushed to the back, making up excuses and continously telling myself that I can just start over again when I have the time.

I never got the time, but now…

Now, I'm pushing myself to get back into it, as I found myself lost in the sea of "grinding day in and day out". I can no longer recognize myself and I've resented many things in my life now. But I resent myself more, as I've let go of the one thing that gives me joy.

So I'm writing again, slowly but surely, hoping I can find that happiness I once felt.

So here's to me, giving my dream one more shot!