#exevangelical

so why would i try

mdni

I made this because I needed one lmao

No one is born with a god-shaped hole.

It is created by harmful ideology.

I was told that I would never be enough without the Christian god and that I would experience inescapable longing until I could finally be in his presence. I was told that my connection with him was the most important of my life, that no other connection could possibly compare. I was told if I tried to fill the “god-shaped hole” with anything else I would remain hollow.

But I wasn’t born with a god-shaped hole. I was born full of curiosity and longing for a full life. Then I was systematically discouraged from seeking a fulfilling life outside of his reach.

DO you remember the old trend of Ask the Artist! and the artist doodled answers! Yes it is this. Except there is little theme. The goal is for me to feel less stuck as a toxic perfectionist that doesn't attempt things for fear of failure and judgement. Feel free to challenge that with me!

What should you ask me? Well I would say anything because I am a relatively open book, but let's lay down some ground rules. We can have serious questions or silly questions.

!I maintain the right to not answer any question given for any reason. I will likely not respond to a question I feel is not worth my time such as trolls or purposefully antagonistic or rage bait.!

!Do not ask me questions that are meant to s*xualize, my page may have more mature topics, but it is not here to be NSFW.!

I do not mind political questions to a point when respectful, but I will decline if I feel I have not the right amount of research or understanding of a topic.

I absolutely do not mind Religious or Spiritual Questions my page welcomes deconstructing and questions for I feel that it has been in the silence and hiding of knowledge that has caused much ignorance and hate towards other belief systems. In fact it is one of my favorite discussions even when sparking controversy. However, I am not here to go belittle specific people or have dead end discussions. Christians are welcome it is just asked not to proselytize my guests in comments.

I am an Ex-Mormon, Ex-Evangelical Protestant Christian. I am a Omnitheist Pagan and Occultist. I am a demonolator and infernal practitioner.

That studies mostly Demonology, Demonolatry, Angelolatry, Occultism, Christian Religious Theology, Spiritual Theology, Mythology, Caananite/Israelite Beliefs/Mythology, Jewish Mysticism/Mythology, Biblical Historical Contexts, Hellenism/Greek mythology, and of course Witchcraft.

There is plenty there to ask about, but I am by no means an expert and will say when I do not know or go look more into it if I am interested and have time to do so for you. I am also open to correction for misinformation as there is misinformation rampant out there, but I will clarify if that was truly misinformation and fact check it myself.

Art and story Questions is welcome!

I am a furry, artist and writer. OC Questions are encouraged as well.

My main Fandoms are Zelda and Kingdom Hearts so I also encourage those Questions!