Why do I have to walk around and get on with normal life when the pain I'm in would floor a well person?!
It's not fucking fair.
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Why do I have to walk around and get on with normal life when the pain I'm in would floor a well person?!
It's not fucking fair.

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My ass landed in the ER this morning.
Turns out it's a bad case of colitis.
I'll be on a clear liquid diet for the next 24 hours. Then, I have to gradually work up to solids.
Ughhhh.
At least L was with me the entire time in the ER. And Z and KP checked in on me. Now my mom and sister are here to take care of me and spend the night.
I'm wiped out, but very, very grateful.
Trying to sleep, but feeling like its harder to breathe and i have to do it manually. I think it's GERD but i am also feeling a lot of anxiety. I feel like my health is going to crap and its so scary. I also have colitis, and i have to go get a CT scan and do some tests because theres traces of blood in my urine and doctors don't know why. Feeling pretty alone
That ostomate feeling when your skin is itchy underneath your bag and you canβt itch it (β ΛΜΆΝΜγΛΜΆΝΜ)ΰ©κ ₯βΎβΎ
It's fucked up that Intestines Trouble causes Brain Fog. Like, stay in your damn lane! I don't send executive functioning marching down there into YOUR house to fuck up YOUR job!
What, just because the hemmorhoids are angry? A few drops of blood and some colon pain and suddenly Oh No We Can't Think Thoughts?? Who the fuck put YOU in charge, anyway! It's a disaster down there, have you SEEN you?! You all absolutely do not deserve creative control over the executive functions, give them back this instant.

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7 Months Carnivore, Then This...
I think about this guy a lot.
He was scheduled for colon surgery when he discovered the carnivore diet and was completly cured. His doctor was outraged to lose a client and wasn't even curious to learn more about this diet - IMO because he already knew it was a cure and withheld that information to make a profit off of some of the sickest and most desperate patients on Earth.
Friend got me a bidet π±π³ talented, brilliant, incredible, amazing, show stopping, spectacular, never the same, totally unique, completely not ever been done before, unafraid to reference or not reference, put it in a blender, shit on it, vomit on it, eat it, give birth to it
weird thing about chronic illness is how you're already used to the pains and the shit symptoms so you barely complain about them because "ofc that's gonna happen it's part of the Shit Disease", so the most impactful things are the privileges.
I remember I used to complain a lot about my weird diet as a teenager, I was like "woe is me, I have to eat quinoa and mashed potatoes and my mom won't buy ketchup or order pizza anymore" and my "friends" would roll their eyes and say there are real issues in life, and I'll just think "yeah well I can't complain to you about shitting blood and nutritional deficiencies now, can I?"