#authorial rambles

he painted my nails and i accidentally got acetone on the table. my mother is going to kill me. i am going to have to get this treated by a professional. i haven't had this table for more than six months and i already hurt it :(

i will call a restoration place later this morning *facepalm*

this past weekend has been so refreshing for my soul. i feel so lucky and grateful that i have the boys. they're getting married next year!! they are so in love and take care of each other <3

i'm going to try and make it out to albany in september

we're going for brekkie then they're leaving at around noon. i'm gonna miss them. i wish we all lived closer. but i have travel credits, so i'm gonna use 'em soon enough to go seem them

there has been this tinge of sadness and hurt as i remember what i was doing one year ago with h. i flew to see him and we had a long weekend to celebrate my birthday. he treated me to a scenic railway ride. i still have the souvenir glass

big sigh

you know, it's been 1 year since i've had my job. 6 months since i moved into my home. 6 months since my partner h and i broke up

crazy what can happen in 6 months

i also know that some... 10 years ago, my then-partner e gave me a book for a present. it was a personalized collection of letters from my friends. it's a beautiful book and i still have it

e also had one of my fics printed and bound like a book. that is super special to me

anyway.

i really feel like slow dancing with someone right now.

i would love to go back to the green mill

or maybe i am looking forward to going to the green mill

j has been teaching me how to reframe things

i've had such a great weekend with my friends.

and i am over the moon that i get to host folks now. that makes me so happy.

also, holy crap, i turn 38 in 2 days