#almost shifted

Percy then appeared through a portal, and kept urging me to go through it to shift

Me: wait.

Him: wait for what?? Dark, this dream character isnt your actual friend!

Me: i *know*. Thats exactly why i needa beat this fucker up

Him: what? *sighs* look, this dream entity is purposely pissing you off so that you DONT shift right now. Just ignore it-its like a child of ares...

Me: 💢 child of-*angrily bloodbends the dream entity, and i look down to not see the illusion of my childhood friend being in pain* （his name）you're NOT （his name）.

Percy: *terrified* uhm, dark. You might lose lucidity and im a little bit desperate for you to come-

Me: shut up, water boy. Ill handle this shit first.

i had a dream i shifted.

so, when i was in the dream i was like i swore i had shifted but i kept hearing noises from my dr (but i was still asleep??)

it was really weird, and i could feel shifting symptoms too, like i said my word to shift to my wr and i felt myself shift there, but i know i hadn’t shifted and i was basically dreaming up a scenario and i was grounding myself and stuff (which i know is unneeded) but when i realized i was dreaming is when everything was changing and i couldn’t control it and everyone looked like the characters you see when you use a vr headset which was sad

next time i’ll def try and go lucid because i’m super excited

so. something happened yesterday, it wasn't shifting,, but maybe it was the closest ive ever gotten...?

anyway, i went to sleep, with no intention to shift. somehow i was mid dream when i realised i was having a lucid dream. upon this discover, my first thought was "lets try shifting!" (because ive read sometime ago lucid dreams are nice places to shift).

but apparently, i wasnt on my right mind lol instead of imagining a door, a magic portal or literally anything else that could send me to my dr, i went to a tall window (i was in my cr bedroom), opened it and i was like "ill jump and when i fall, i'll be on my dr".

so, after having this brilliant idea, i just fucking jumped and free falled, like, 20 meters? turns out i was not as clever as i thought and, with the impact on the ground, my lungs stopped working and i couldnt breath. seconds of struggling had me forcing myself to wake up before i died.

it was... weird. and surprising. i certainly didnt expect anything like that to happen. even thought my idea didnt work, at least now i know not to fucking jump off windows

I don’t know if I minishifted but here’s what happened.

I was having a really weird dream about my neighbor trying to run my dog over. Then, for a moment, I gained lucidity. I realized I was standing outside of my house. I wanted to test it, so I ran my hand across our porch carpet and sure enough I was in control of my actions and could even feel the scratchiness really vividly.

Then I remembered there was a shifting method that you could do while lucid dreaming. Now I didn’t plan to shift today because finals week has me ✨stressed✨ plus I barely knew anything about the method since I never imagined I would attempt it.

But fuck it, I gave it a try. I affirmed that when I walked through my front door, it would lead to a portal that would take me to my DR.

Sure enough, when I crossed through that door, I felt my entire body vibrate with energy and my heart was racing. And then all I saw was white, and except for a circle that showed a small part of my DR. It started hazy but then I could clearly make out a huge circular mirror and golden, beige walls. It made sense because I was trying to shift to my X-Men Evolution DR, and this place looked like the X-Mansion.

So, next I started affirming and trying to visualize the rest of the room better so the circle could grow wider. I didn’t even focus on whether I was still lucid or not because I still felt the vibrations, so that reassured me.

AND THEN MY FUCKING ALARM WOKE ME UP BECAUSE IT WAS ONLY MEANT TO BE A 1 HR NAP AHSJKSL 💀💀