Introducing my dr self(ves)!

DR 1

— “ Don't worry, it'll only get worse from now on, cow. ” ੭

Her name Grace Evelyn, she was born into a messy family, her mom and dad moved to Derry a few months before she was born, both to have a ”simpler life„ and, in her father own words, to ”have fewer people bothering their relationship„, that in reality was very abusive, but nobody in Derry cared. Then she was born, with a rare early-vitiligo condition, her father believed it was a “disgraceful disease” and left, he died shortly after leaving Derry in a car accident.

In the events of the film, she's 13. Her personality is based off a lot off Ronnie in Welcome to Derry. The Bowers Gang make fun of her a lot, saying she looks like a cow because of her vitiligo. And Pennywise, while tormenting her over the same thing, also uses images of her dead father, implying that she killed him, or tormenting her with guilt over her mother's current life situation.

I don't have a s/o but I lwk think she and Mike would be cool. She's based off a lot from Ronnie(wtd), Lily(wtd), June(Missing), etc

DR 2

— " Poor thing... Your nightmares have been getting worse , Lily? " ੭

Her name is Alma Bainbridge, daughter of Lily Bainbridge, she has the shining from her mother and is known as ”Derry's freak„. She, from a very young age, was constantly tormented by IT, especially because of her shining, she felt like there was something deeply wrong with this town, but she couldn't know what. He'd mostly appear in visions or nightmares, since he was aleep. When she's 16, IT finally manifests himself physically to her, not only in visions or "nightmares", this time he appears to her, and torments her. Theres more lore here and yada yada, IT sees her as an ”easy and weak target, with an unfortunate productive mind„ he torments her enough that she tries to kill the losers. And the Bowers gang, this takee more to an AU for IT, where he pretends to be an father figure, while actively manipulating and grooming her into killing people for him.

Last song: Brave by Twice (love my girls)

Currently watching: nothing honestly but last long thing I watch was ITZY's concert on tablet when they performed in my country's festival last Tuesday. I was crying because I couldn't go.

Current obsession: Xdinary Heroes. I'm obsessed with their songs literally. Run It by Stray Kids I'm obsessed. As for drs, my ITZY dr and own gg dr.

Currently reading: Caraval. It's taking me months. I love reading I swear. I just struggle to stay focused and still while reading so it's taking me so long. I like the story btw, currently. I'm not even halfway yet btw.

Currently working on: scripting, I'm having a bit fun but it's stressing because I get distracted all the time.

Currently wearing: pyjama (idk if I wrote the spelling wrong)

Last google search: Facets meaning (Uhm I was reading a song lyrics. English is not my first language so still have to search random words meaning)

Favorite flower: I have a lot actually. I love all flowers so much. Currently I like waterlilies so much, baby breaths, willow flower, and lilies.

So I’ve just been making a Rift inspired template for Notion for the time being. I just figured out how to use the button block to make template pages!!!

As bad as this sounds, I have noticed recently that the smartest people I am aware of — creators I follow, people I speak to, characters I like — all have a view, in this reality, that highly resembles shifting. The only difference being they don't directly say the name shifting or mention the shift of realities at all.

Shifting isn't only the concept of shifting realities, however. Shifting is the concept of the universe being you, of you being every single experience all at once. The concept that while you are reading this right now you have shifted. That all you have to do is what you want to, because you are the universe and therefore the reactions to your actions are what you decide them to be.

It's simply funny to me. People don't believe in shifting until you speak about it with fancier words and don't mention the name tiktok gave to it. Achieving a higher consciousness, being the universe, quantum leaping, manifesting.

The biggest difference is they mostly don't believe it to be possible to experience shifting outside of the afterlife. But why would it only be possible after the afterlife? What is so special about this life, if we are the universe? If we experience everything at the same time? Why is this one so incredible that we have to wait until it ends to be aware of another one? Is it all realities that have this rule?

I was just thinking about this after I listened to one of my favourite creators on tiktok, who's content is completely atheistical, and who's words have a perfect resemblance of what shifting is but without the last belief that you can actually shift the reality you are currently aware of.

ᯓ★puck hall is an all girls dorm that mostly hosts, sirens, gorgons, witches and other outcasts that don't reside in ophelia hall.

ᯓ★this dorm is known for it's cozy energy, creative residents, and the incredibly loud parties they host.

ᯓ★some residents include: divina fisher, bianca barclay, evelyn hughes, tori thorpe and jolie st renault.