#agefluid

every day i feel younger like im transage but aging backwards and at a rapid rate . like first i was like hmm maybe 10-12 ? then it was 8-10 .. then 6-8 ... then 5-6 .. now its anywhere between 2 & 12 . is this agefluid ? but like u all still see me as just a baby ロリ right . im still ur ロリ baby sister u know . okay thanks good talk u should talk to me more

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I’m in one of those days where my age is both adult and kid. Or neither adult nor kid. Something like that. It’s wild. Honestly kinda crazy. We should talk more about it.

Obligatory mention that it could just be my PTSD playing with my self-perception again (without dropping too many details today has sucked ass) but probably not because it also happens on normal days.