a handful of thoughts, hopes & theories.

This is the foundation of all hope btw. In the words of Tolkien, 'despair is for those who see the end beyond all doubt. We do not.'

brought nothing to the gun fight. whatever man

functionally suicidal character saying “I would die for you” to their significant other and its like. I get the sentiment, honey, but if a hot dog vendor told me he’d sell hot dogs for me, I wouldn’t feel very moved now would I

but babe you love being chained to the radiator

there's art inside me trying to get out

It’s clawing at the bars of my brain

it feels so evil that you can't still access your university online library after you graduate *remembers my principles* it feels so evil that everyone can't access that stuff all the time

texting is like a quick time event if you're anxious enough

The thing is I am very fascinated by gender and sexuality and fetishes and the intersection of all of these things but I can never talk about this IRL even in an academic way without everyone thinking I'm The horrible sex pervert