Have I ever talked about how MDZS is possibly one of my favorite danmeis to read like of all time? I mean I'm definitely sure there are better ones, but like its just so laksjoiweru. I'm planning to read Ballad of Sword and Wine since I heard really good things about it, yaoi and yuri all in one? Sign me up.
Dont get me wrong, I love TGCF, I love Mu Qing (and he has soooo much angst potential its not even explored, but thats what Ao3 is for :') and GUZI AND QI RONG alskdjfoweiur dont even get me started on them <3) but like TGCF is like. 8 volumes. Which is not bad, like its good, but like there's so much? So much stuff happens, which isn't bad, I guess, cause complicated character arcs and stuff, make for a veryy interesting read, but like LOOK AT MDZS.
It's also the first one I read so there could be a huge nostalgia thing in it. Like. I love MDZS cause its so cleaaannnnn. I feel like everything connects, characters are rarely wasted. TGCF has so many characters, its beautiful and diverse, but that means a lot of them aren't as explored well if that makes sense? I'm also not a huggeee fan of the typical "perfect" character if that makes sense. Xie Lian is not perfect but he seems to effortlessly carry people's admiration, as well as hate, but compared to Wei Wuxian, I feel like Wei Wuxian would be more realistic or even relateable. Xie Lian's bad luck is kinda the main thing that trails after him, and he makes horrible decisions in his worst point, but improves, which is great. And ofcc HuaLian is so special, it holds a dear place, in my heart. I can't quite imagine like pure devotion from the start though. Like its beautiful in a story but not grounded in my mind as realistic.
And then! MDZS is just like, I love all the characters---or not all, but close enough. Characters are well explored, everything connects in a clean precise way, we get explainations for everything, it gets cliche at points like I guess with Xue Yang's very typical behavior, traumatized childhood--> evil but even so with Xue Yang I feel like he also serves not just as a "Oh this random guy here is involved in the plot because I needed another villian, but he jsut serves as suchhh a good foil for Wei Wuxian, cause they come from similar situations, but like ended up so different, and you can argue like "Oh Wei Wuxian got adopted and loved and Xue Yang didn't" but that's not just it, like both of them wanted power, but its so clear how different they wanted to use the power. Xue Yang was very for himself, and Wei Wuxian was very, always, to protect others. Some of MDZS' bonus chapters are questionable ie the past lwj one and the library scene but i dunnoooo.
Guys I'm not making much sense :') I just love it! I love the characters, the seperate arcs! AND THE LOVE STORY!
So earlier I said HuaLian isn't very realistic. Cause Hua Cheng kinda just drops from the sky and then adores Xie Lian, and never changes his mind, just loves him more and more, that line where he is like "Dianxia, in my mind the one fallen from grace is you. The one in unending glory is also you. What matters is you, not the state of you," and that's SO BEAUTIFUL?!?!?! Isnt' that what everyone wants to hear, like I love you no matter what? But also like. Idk. Like, he doesn't have a clear logical reasoning to fall in love, which is fine, its a story, and that sometimes happens in real life, you just fall in love!
But Wangxian?!? It's not "enemeis to lvoers" okay? Like from the start, you start with attraction, then kinda friends, and then, like LWJ cares for WWX okay, and WWX cares for him clearly, but then there's the whole, watching someone you love make horrible decisions, and you don't understand, but he tries to help WWX anyway, like its so clear LWJ does not give up his character for WWX, like he tries to love Wei Wuxian, and support him, by believing in him, nad trying to help him when he thinks WWX is harming himself, but he never changes his own entire ideology, he doesn't change himself to revolve around Wei Wuxian. Obviously there is that pivotal moment in the cave where he like fights his own family, but even that stems out of "I want to protect him, I believe in him," rather then purely "I love him, I don't care if he's wrong, I will throw all my values out the window." Like if Wei Wuxian was in the wrong, Lan Wangji consistently challenges him. Like there's that line from WWX, which actually im not sure if this was from the drama or novel, but where he goes, "When everyone adored me, you scolded me, and when everyone hated me, you alone stood by my side" and that's SO SO GORGEOUS because that's what loving is someone is all about. Loving them unconditionally doesn't mean coddle them, it's also about helpign each other grow. Though I suppose murdering people together is also romantic. But I mean, when you see someone you love hurting themselves, you should stop them right? Like Wei Wuxian, when he's being reckless, is being dangerous to himself kind of, and that's when LWJ scolds him usually kinda, even if everyone else sucks up to him.
AND THEN ALSO! WANGXIAN'S DYNAMIC! They're very very clearly from the start, on equal grounding. Like WWX might bottom but like even back when he had his core, he and LWJ were match for match in skill and stuff, and I feel like that's really important. When he lost his core, he clawed his power back through like demonic cultivation, which he is as strong in as LWJ is in pure cultiavtion.
And the plot of MDZS is chefs kiss for me. It's not profound, but its important. Like it makes sense, its not excess, its not drama for no reason, everything is so like it makes sense, it fits together, it is reasonable. I have too many thoughts and not enough brain cells to explain. I feel like it was so wonderfully written that I was throughly invested with every character and everything made me want to cry when they died :') Well, not Wen Chao or Su She or anything, they suck |:P but you know. Etc. Okay thats all.