lemonade lemonade bb im faithful

slept on picks to be honest

ever since i left the city YOU! (powerful shock wave emanates from me and shatters all nearby windows)

how i view myself in a public setting

fucking love saying "tough crowd" or "is this thing on" after telling a joke and not getting a response. or "i still need to workshop that one". you fools. even when you completely ignore my jokes you're only helping me set up more jokes. it's open mic night at the hotel california

sometimes I get sad when I think about all the people who are missing out on the pleasures of life only because they've decided it wasn't for them before they even gave it a shot :(

Like idk sometimes you just have to step out of your comfort zone and take a risk to seek happiness in life... I almost didn't reach out to a classmate to ask if we could catch a movie bc it felt lame, but I did and now they're one of my best friends and we live together. I put off seeing live music for years because I was afraid to go alone and I thought I'd hate it, but after I finally pushed myself to go to a show alone I realized I fucking loved it! This year alone I've probably seen more live music than every year before this combined. I thrifted a film camera, bought some film, and then put off learning how to use it for two years because I was afraid people would think I looked stupid and I didn't want to be bad at something. A month ago I realized the film was just gonna expire and go to waste anyways, so I pushed myself to give it a go and I've had so much fun learning something new just for me. Sure, I've had nights where I've gone to the club or trivia night or a library event, and thought it was bogus - but it wasn't world ending either. I just left! But I felt happier just knowing I tried.