(call me skog | they/them)
30s - queer - art department amateur - artist - disaster nerd - gay cowboy enthusiast - corvid tendencies
hey! don't forget: make bad art / assume ignorance, not malice / the world is good and we belong here / no one is free until everyone is free / everything is connected
(a playlist raccoon, hoarding songs like trash & always taking playlist requests)
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hey look it's a pinned post! general info: please feel absolutely free to dm/yap at me about any of my tags/spec/writing/posts/your thoughts/whatever. bouncing around ideas is my love language and it helps me write (& like evan "buck" buckley I crave validation)
[my writing tag] [Ao3 link]
main 9-1-1 wip/story tags:
[tommy begins]
[dead probie saga]
[antarct-fic]
[8:39 pm]
[pothos | pathos]
[sweetmeats au / what can ail thee, knight-at-arms?]
[keep the streets empty]
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I also love making playlists and am happy to take requests
[need a smile?]
chronological list of snippets below (severely outdated) ↓
tommy begins snippets/drabbles [tag]
these snippets all belong to the same world/timeline to form a backstory for tommy. the categories nearly all overlap to some degree (e.g. both abby and victor appear in the dead probie saga)
27: Swim [army]
meeting Abby [tag]
shortly after Tommy returns to LA from the army, he witnesses an accident and calls 911. this is how he meets dispatcher abby clark
2: Family
Snippet 1
Snippet 4
Snippet 2
Snippet 3
[story with abby continues into dead probie saga & beyond - see links marked a]
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bad habits aka the dead probie saga [tag]
"you don't name a puppy until you know it's gonna pull through." meet Brian Emmerson, probie to the 118, and puppy who didn't pull through.
post-break up and staring down the barrel of spending the holidays alone, tommy does the one thing any normal, reasonable person would do in his situation: he signs up to fly helicopters in antarctica
41: Hostage
Tommy & Lucy talk Abby
10: Pole
12: Disguise
11: Viral
Bubbling Buck pt 1
Bubbling Buck pt 2
43: Station
13: Volunteer
14: Begin
44: Triage
16: Treasure
33: Faith
Buck & Madney galley crew snippet
Buck & Madney & The Thing Tease Tidbit
Talk with Eddie snippet
17: Approach
-- tommy arrives in antarctica
24: Bizarre
29: Christmas
31: Imposter
34: Complex
Complex cont. snippet
48: Expose
23: Fantasy
-- buck arrives in antarctica
37: Bewilder
49: Moon
45: Wish
42: Lasagna
50: Recuperate
35: Proposal
Lunch order snippet
53: Strike
51: Floor
52: Panic
Drinks with Katie
Larry
46: Instinct
26: Enlist
54: Alarm
55: Mayday
57: Avoid
56: Captain
58: Sink
59: Flight
61: Stuck
39: Worst
38: School
40: Confess
The universe wants us to talk snippet
Buck yelling wip snippet
60: Karma
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8:39 fic
turns out, the string of fate that connects buck and tommy passes through a specific moment in time: 8:39 PM. when a truck swerves off the road and a helicopter crashes at the exact same time, the string crumples and all those instances of 8:39 PM collide. oh, and they're both dying.
a chronological timeline for this one is... complicated. so just check out the tag. :]
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looking at potential train routes back from prague truly is torture because every route takes me past places I would love to stop and visit at for 1-5 days as well
Some things about this post since getting quite a few notes:
1. If you see this post, highly recommend taking it as an opportunity to set a timer for 15 minutes and switch over to ACTIVITY YOU ENJOY. if after those 15 minutes, you want to go back to scrolling, that's okay!
2. Huge shout out to this popping up in my notifs often, bc I do go back to activity.
3. I think there are times where scrolling is fine. Right now, for example, I'm being connected to a machine for two hours to donate plasma and platelets. Yes this is a brag but it is also a time where scrolling is one of the few things I can do. (Though I will probably also read or watch something on phone lol)
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If you’re still doing prompts ! salbucktommy where the weeks leading up to their anniversary Buck gets evasive and a little secretive and Sal and Tommy are little 🫤? until the anniversary reveal that Buck got two new tattoos- one for each of them
The tattoo design is under the cut because I got annoyed with myself trying to describe it.
1. Sal's got it good. He's the captain at one of the best houses in the city, he's about a decade out from retirement (maybe less), he's got a husband and a boyfriend who he loves with all his heart, a sort of stepson that he also loves with all his heart, and he's got his health. He didn't always have it so good. There were years of hiding and struggle and anger and loss, and he and Tommy felt like they'd never figure it out. And then they did, and Tommy brought Evan into Sal's life, and with Evan came Theo. It was more than he could ever ask for. So he's acutely aware that he could lose it all, and it starts to feel like he might. Evan's dodging them. Sal knows that the idea of having more than one partner when he had a kid had made him skittish, but they'd worked through that. Well, he thought they had.
2. Evan drops by to pick up Theo after an appointment, and he kisses both of them but shies away from anything more than peck. Theo's down for a nap, and normally he'd be angling for a quickie or some making out, but he wiggles away and says he has to leave. Which is fine, but then he just keeps finding reasons to not be alone with them. When Tommy brings it up, Sal finally feels like he's not going crazy. He knows that Tommy and Evan broke up right after their six month anniversary, and the three of them are coming up on a year. Hell, they were about to ask Evan to move in with Theo. They'd finished the addition on the house, it feels big enough for the four of them. Maybe a dog or two. Or a bearded dragon, which Theo had been asking for. Maybe the issue is that Evan can't marry either of them. Sal and Tommy had gotten back together not long after Bobby died after not being together for a couple years. They'd gotten married fast, fast enough that Evan had been surprised and apparently more than a little heartbroken when he'd heard. Does he still think that he's not equally important to each of them?
3. The thing is, he keeps their date. He drops Theo with Maddie for the weekend, he shows up to dinner in a pair of high waisted pants and a shirt that's unbuttoned halfway down his chest. He's smiling and beautiful and breathtaking, and he kisses them sweetly and says, "Happy anniversary." Sal and Tommy exchange a look as he leads them into the restaurant. He's too happy to be gearing up to break up with them. But three weeks of this indicated something had to have been going on. They sit down and order, and dinner's totally normal. Evan's at ease, freely affectionate with both of them and teasing and a little bratty and flirty. The feeling of unease unravels from Sal's stomach. He gives them the concert tickets he'd bought, Tommy hands over the itinerary for their vacation up to Napa, Evan gives them one for a camping trip he wants to take them on up in the Sierras. He and Tommy hold back on the moving in question, but Sal feels like they should bring it up before the end of the night. They take a car back to his and Tommy's place, and Evan only takes off his shoes before walking toward their bedroom.
4. Evan turns around to face them in front of the bed and slowly unbuttons the few buttons keeping his shirt closed. And just below his right pec is a new tattoo. It looks like a mandala at first, and then Sal gets closer and realizes it's a Presentosa. He's seen the filigree pendants before when he and Tommy went to Abruzzo years before, back when they'd been together just over a year and before they'd broken up for a while. He's seen them with all kinds of symbols in the middle, but usually it's two hearts to symbolize engagement or marriage, depending on if there's a crescent shape attaching them. At the center of Evan's is three hearts, a crescent shape attaching each one. "Uh, I wanted to wait until it was kind of healed for you guys to see it," Evan says, licking his lips. "Do you li--" And Sal cuts him off with a toe curling kiss, and Tommy's pressing in next to him to look closely at it. "You know what it means, right?" Sal asks, and Evan nods. It's as good as a wedding ring or a marriage certificate, symbolically, and he knows. Tommy kisses him, and Sal kneels to look at the tattoo up close. What he thought was more filigree in the middle of the hearts is a tiny rosette, the same one that's on each of their uniforms. He kisses the tattoo and feels Evan's ribcage expand as he inhales sharply.
5. Sal is wrapped up in his boys, his fingers digging into their skin as he gives them all the attention and love they deserve. Evan's under him and taking his cock, his back arching and pushing his tattoo into their hands. Tommy's behind Sal, fucking him open and panting in his ear as he hooks his chin on Sal's shoulder. Sal's other hand is reaching back behind Tommy's head, holding him there so he can feel the weight of him against his back. He's moving syrupy slow between them, wanting to draw this out all night. Fuck, he'd draw it out longer if he could. He'd spend all weekend right here. But Evan's getting sniffly and sweet, and Tommy's whining softly in his ear, and Sal needs to take care of them. "Help me make our boy cum," Sal murmurs, and Tommy tucks his face in and fucks him hard and fast, forcing Sal's cock into Evan just as hard. Evan wails with it, his hips lifting until he's getting it right where he needs it most. When he cums all over himself, he's got tears leaking out of his eyes, and Sal covers him with them and kisses him breathless. Tommy doesn't let up, and Sal cums inside Evan, gripping the pillow under his head and drooling against Evan's neck while Tommy fucks him full. After, they're laying together and tangled up with the duvet and each other, and Sal and Tommy quietly ask him to move in. He says yes, and they link their hands over Sal's chest, right on top of his heart.
6. Bonus drawing of the tattoo except it would be uhhh better:
7. Eventually, one day, Sal and Tommy also get the tattoo. Ma loses her fucking mind when she sees Sal getting into the pool at his sister's place. But her dad's from Abruzzo, and when she finds out it was Evan's idea, he gets kisses on the cheek instead of a spoon across the knuckles like Sal got. "Nonna's scary," Theo says as he treads water next to Sal. "Been telling you for years," Sal says before he hauls the kid over his shoulder and launches him toward Tommy in the deep end.
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Amber!! 🫶 An au where Tommy never kissed Buck at the loft but they remained friends and the mutual pining was so unbearable for whoever were around them 👀👀
hi hi hi!! I hope the pining comes through enough - Buck is oblivious for much of this haha
1. Once he’s dropped Eddie off at home and made sure he’s okay — Chris has the instructions for his meds, that kid is awesome — he gets Evan’s address from Chris. He wants to go and clear the air. It’s pretty obvious that whatever is going on between him and Eddie has at least a little bit to do with him. He drives over there, groaning at the lack of parking options as he has to circle circle the block before he can find a spot. Evan opens the door, and Tommy immediately apologizes for getting between him and Eddie. He didn’t mean to, Eddie and Evan are both great, they hadn’t meant to hang out without him. Evan looks surprised, but invites him in and offers him a beer. Tommy doesn’t work until noon tomorrow, so he says yes to the offer. Evan admits he was jealous, especially of the trivia, which gets them talking about the bar trivia night Tommy goes to and the wildest things Buck knows, and by the time Tommy leaves, Evan has a standing invite to trivia nights. He’d admitted he wasn’t really into fights, but Tommy offered to teach him about the sport if he ever wanted. Tommy leaves feeling lighter and like he hasn’t fucked up a years long friendship accidentally.
2. Evan is intensely competitive at trivia nights. It’s— well, it’s kind of cute, if Tommy is being honest. He gets all flushed and stutters when he’s excited about an answer. He also flirts with every waitress their table has. Tommy had heard a fair bit about Evan’s dating history from Eddie and Chris, and he’s well aware of his own crush on the guy, but he knows better than to ask out a straight guy. Evan makes that a little hard to remember the first time they win when he’s there, as he bumps their arms together and grins at Tommy specifically, leaning in to Tommy while they eat their free nachos and drink their free pitcher. Viv, one of the other pilots from Harbour, is there, and gives him a look. Tommy wishes her wife was there to distract her from Tommy and his problems. He just shakes his head a little at her.
3. Tommy is so cool! So. Cool. He flies helicopters and planes, he knows Muay Thai, he goes to trivia. Buck’s just waiting to find out he scuba dives or climbs mountains or something else equally awesome. Buck helps them win the second time he comes to trivia and he feels like the smile is never going to leave his face. He asks Chimney questions about what Tommy likes, because he’s going to have a Muay Thai lesson with him next week and he feels like he should take something as a thank you. Hen asks what he’s going to do if he doesn’t like it and he just shrugs. Even if he didn’t like it, Tommy still gave up his time, right? He should still get something for it, and he already told Buck he wouldn’t let him pay for the lesson. Then he starts asking Chim and Hen about stories from when they still worked with Tommy.
4. Buck invites Tommy to Chimney’s bachelor party. It’s nice that they’re reconnecting, right? Tommy shows up even though he’s on call. everyone’s excited to see him, and Buck spends so much time following him around and trying to talk to him that it takes him over an hour to realize that Chimney hasn’t shown up to his own party. While he’s trying to call Chimney, Tommy gets a call from work and has to go in. Buck pauses in between calls to say goodbye to Tommy and “be safe” slips out before he can think about it too hard. He spends the rest of the night tryingto track down Chimney and checking his phone for updates from Tommy. He has to rope Josh into the search, but they find Chim before sunrise. The wedding still happens in the hospital, but Chim is allowed to put his suit on and stand up with Maddie. Buck’s already arranged with the photographer to do a make up day for better photos. He’s been texting Tommy updates so he lets him know they've moved to the hospital even though he’s still working the fire. When Tommy appears after they've cut the cake, sooty and still in his turnouts, to congratulate Chim and Maddie before he has to go back to the fire, Buck puts an extra large piece of cake between two plates to make kind of a take out container, and nearly shoves it into Tommy’s hand. He also walks him back to the doors and watches him get back into the ambulance he apparently rode in with. One of the other firefighters who is driving rolls down the window and yells something to Buck as they’re pulling out, but Buck doesnt catch it because another two ambulances pull up as they’re leaving. Buck texts Tommy later to make sure he got home okay and gets a reply the next morning— Tommy tells him hed gotten home the night before but basically passed out right away. He sends Buck a picture of his sooty pillowcase and Buck sends back his sympathies.
5. Tommy gets a medal with them. Buck doesn’t mean to keep hanging around him, but — well, they’re the only two without someone else there. It just makes sense. He meets Tommy and Chim and Hen’s old captain, and glares daggers at him when he makes a shitty comment to Tommy. Chim compares him to a guard dog and — it’s not like Tommy can’t take care of himself but Buck’s not going to just stand there and do nothing. And it was just a look. He would have done the same for Chim or Hen. He definitely sticks close to Tommy after that though, so he doesn’t have to deal with Gerrard alone. Ravi makes a joke about them being like those magnets that don’t separate. That makes Tommy flush and look uncomfortable, and Buck can’t figure out why. If it’s okay for Tommy and Eddie to be friends then surely it's okay for Buck and Tommy to be friends?
6. Tommy’s surprised when Evan’s texts and calls continue beyond the medal ceremony. Now that they don’t have mutual events on the horizon, he’d figured it would peter off. But Evan still texts him near daily updates and Tommy’s been caught by his coworkers way too many times reading his texts and smiling about them. They spend the lead up of every trivia night teasing him about Evan and making sure there’s always a spot next to Tommy for him. Tommy thinks they’re being ridiculous, and after he says so, the next trivia night they make sure there’s no seats on the same side of the table as Tommy by the time Evan gets there. He pouts and misses three answers that Tommy knows he knows. Tommy ignores the looks his coworkers give him. They place fourth and Evan has a look somewhere between shame and like some kicked his puppy. He doesn’t join in on the conversation much, nursing his beer until he and Tommy are the only ones left. Evan pays both bills and trails after Tommy to his truck even though they’ve already said goodbye.
“Do you not want me to come to trivia anymore?” Evan blurts out.
“What?”
“You usually save the seat next to you for me and today you didn’t. Am I — bothering you?”
“What? No, Evan, of course not.”
“Well, everyone else was giving me weird looks.”
“Those looks weren’t for you, they were for me.” Evan looks at him in confusion. “Evan, I’m gay.”
“Yeah, I know that.”
“They’re teasing me about that.”
Evan looks angry. “Why would they tease you about that? That’s just — that’s not something to tease about.”
“They think there’s something… between us,” Tommy admits, waving his hand between them.
“Oh. Oh!”
“I’m sorry if I made you uncomfortable,” Tommy says. “I’ll tell them to cut it out.”
“You’ve never made me uncomfortable,” Evan says forcefully. “Never, Tommy.”
“Okay. Good. So everything is good between us? We can just go back to normal?”
“Sure.” Evan says, but his expression still looks a bit funny.
“I won’t be here for trivia next week, I have a shift, but I’ll see you the week after that?”
“Yeah, okay.”
Evan watches him as he gets in his truck and starts to drive away. Tommy waves as he pulls out of the parking lot.
7. Evan’s texts slow over the next week and Tommy tries not to mope. So much for things being normal between them. His coworkers definitely notice, because more treats than normal are appearing in the break room, but no one says anything. He notices a couple pitying looks when they think he’s not paying attention.
8. Evan texts him the day after trivia and asks if he wants to come over for a coffee. It’s been a long shift and Tommy kind of just wants to roll into bed for ten to twelve hours, but he also wants things to be normal with Evan again too, so he says yes.
9. Evan ushers him to a chair when he gets there, the little crease between his eyebrows that he gets when he's concerned out in full force. He puts a coffee mug in front of Tommy and slides him a plate full of muffins and cookies. Evan doesn’t sit though, he hovers awkwardly at the other side of the table.
“How’s the coffee? I couldn’t remember how you usually take it.”
“Mm, not like this,” Tommy says, “but it’s good.”
“I can remake it,” Evan offers.
“It’s fine. You can sit down.”
Evan notices he’s still standing and sinks into the other chair.
“Are you okay?” Tommy asks.
Evan nods, then shakes his head. “What if I don’t want things to go back to normal?”
The coffee turns to ash in Tommy’s mouth. Ah, this is why they didn’t go out for coffee. Evan’s letting him down easy, in private.
“Yeah, okay,” Tommy says, his voice sounding distant and dull. He puts his mug down and stands up. “No problem, Evan.”
“Yeah, I’ve been thinking about what your friends were saying and I — wait, where are you going?” Evan jumps up, putting himself between Tommy and the door.
“You said you didn’t want things to go back to normal,” Tommy says, confused.
“Yeah, because your friends were right,” Evan says, tilting his head to the side a little. “I— I think there is something here. And I want to, I want to see where it could go.”
Tommy stops thinking, and reaches out to tilt Evan’s chin slightly with two fingers, leaning in to kiss him. It’s soft, and gentle, and not as long as Tommy would like, but he needs to make sure that Evan’s okay with this. He pulls back and watches as Evan’s eyelids flutter open, a soft smile on his face.
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