Hiiiiiii I'm here to annoy you bc I want you to be annoying about simonetta!! 🌊 🧩🌀 ⚓ 🧭?
ahh i'm glad thank you so much!
(Headcanon asks here)
[ 🌊 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhen was the last time they cried ?
If you were to ask her and get an answer that isn't all the way evasive, she would tell you that she hasn't cried since she was a fledgling. This is an example of what's known as an obvious lie, but I do think that she is, at this point, so used to repressing the urge to cry that she now finds it incredibly difficult to just let it happen. It doesn't happen when she gets exiled from Treviso and it doesn't really happen during the course of Veilguard, but right after everything is over for good she has the kind of breakdown that only happens when you finally find safety after spending way, way too long in self-preservation mode. Just full-on emotional implosion. The fact that it feels so much more visible now with all of these people around who know her only adds to the turmoil going on.
[ 🧩 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat’s a truth about themselves they refuse to admit ?
How little control she has had over how her life has turned out, in spite of her need for control over so many aspects of it.
[ 🌀 ]ㅤ.ㅤdo they have a recurring dream or nightmare ?
Not a specific one, but dreams involving drowning or suffocating. I don't think she even really remembers the context most of the time, just the feeling of being short of breath waking up, but she has them for the same reason that she's not really comfortable around water that goes like, above the knee, namely a bad time during training as a fledgeling.
[ ⚓ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat does “home” mean to them ?
A part of me wants to just say "Antiva," but that's both too simple and too complicated to be a satisfying answer. Another answer is that "home" just means a place where she feels in control enough to let her guard down, or a place where she feels she can be understood without having to perform or be at her best. This is kind of a high bar to clear for her, but I think she finds herself considering the Lighthouse and the members of the Veilguard this much quicker than she expects to. Possibly before the dragon attacks, which. Just kind of makes it all that much more of a rug pull.
[ 🧭 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhere would they go if they could disappear tomorrow ?
This is such a tough one to answer for a person who spends so little of their time considering other options for themself. When the flight instinct really kicks off for her after VG ends, she runs back off to Salle to hide out so she can be in a familiar place while still being in relative solitude. She sees it as an opportunity to reset and gets back to a sort of baseline mentally. For a couple different reasons I'd also love to see her spend more time in Rivain, which I think she honestly wouldn't mind terribly.
