i enjoy hunger

i had a horrible split, its so embarrassing

i hate what ana recovery has done to my body

nothing can express my suffering anymore

having an undiagnosed disability is the worst thing that can happen to a human

i genuinely disgust myself for bullying someone with autism while being autistic

autism sucks

most of girls experience their father hating them as soon as they grow up but i experienced it from the start since my father wasn't there when i was growing up, it sucks, i wish he could hold me even for a while and tell me im gonna be okay, instead of holding me, he was molesting me

for fuck's sake school is back so i fall into my old addictions back, i was clean for so long

why are you leaving me when i need you

i hate these fucking people in control

my mother is fucking retarded

PLEASE JUST FUCKING HOLD ME

im so ill you could not understand

my guardian angel is fucking dead

where is my fucking guardian angel now.

stopping myself from drinking rn