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im getting really fucking sick of all this “it gets better!” bullshit. im going to have depression for the rest of my life. it’s not going to “””get better””” fuck you

i have really great news guys, despite it all

personally i do not prefer when stories engaging with complicated topics attempt to make themselves good educational resources on said complicated topics

and i understand that sometimes it's a very thin line between giving a realistic depiction of a serious topic and ending up in after-school special mode, but i also notice that no one is doing this when a character gets the flu (which kills many people every year) and PERSONALLY i don't love the patterns i'm vaguely sensing about which experiences can be depicted normally and which experiences must always be a learning opportunity

when I was like 14 I used to reblog these posts on here that were like "YOUR 20S ARE NOT AN IMAGINARY RACE YOURE DOING JUST FINE!!" just to be positive towards my older mutuals even though i didn't really get what they were about and I'd be in the tags like "#so true!! #everyone does things at their own pace!!" and now im 24 I'm thinking back to it and it's like Oh of course the imaginary race. Which im losing

you have destroyed and betrayed yourself for a nuanced reason

I dont like how "reclaim" has turned into "can use against others in the exact same way it always has been and equally offensively"

People hate it when one girl is super clingy and obsessive to a concerning degree. But what if both girls in a relationship were super clingy and obsessive to a concerning degree? What could possibly go wrong?

i hate it when i despise a girl because my low self esteem and insecurity has made it so that ive interpreted her kindness toward me as mockery and condescension so i torment her for a long time but then she turns out to have a crush on me and a picture of me in her locket and i thought i had the upper hand for a moment having this information over her but now i have to confront the fact that me torturing her and being evil this entire time was pointless because she actually likes me and i just didnt believe her because i thought i wasnt good enough for her and maybe this whole thing would be easier if she didnt care about me. and i also kinda like her back but also i still have internalized homophobia. anyway so hi my name is shiori takatsuki