৻ꪆ priscilla

INTRO ꒰১໒꒱ hi!! welcome to my little oasis of spirituality. my name is Priscilla, i'm 20, and this blog is going to be everything i've ever learned (and continue to learn) about sprituality, nonduality, reality shifting, law of assumption, manifestation, all of that. basically everything about the way i view the universe. i have lots of thoughts and a lot that i've come to understand, and i just finally want to talk about it all! i want to encourage myself to centralize my personal philosophy and beliefs more in my everyday life, and also i want to encourage others to question their beliefs and form their own. you don't have to agree with me or everything i say, but if you're here, all i ask is you have an open mind and stay beautiful. for now this is all i have. i love you, and i hope you have a beautiful existence. never forget, you are everything ᢉ𐭩

ask status: my asks, dms, submissions, it's all open for anything you ever want to ask or talk about!! feel free to ask me whatever, whenever. i'll respond as quickly as i can!! you ask and trust i’ll answer with an essay reply because i love you and i want to help and i cant shut up. <333

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hi!! i can only help you as much as you are willing to see yourself.

unfortunately my patience when it comes to grades, school, exams has been worn so incredibly thin because of the amount of anons i get regarding this topic. i appreciate you for keeping it short and no trauma dumping though. and trust me, i understand. i was that person, for years. i know how much fear and pressure comes with it. but really and truly, it comes down to YOU. it always has and always will.

the more you accept that your grade results dictate your worth, the more impossible it will feel to have your desired reality. manifestation is ridiculously easy when you do it from a place of knowing you are everything. from a place of knowing that you are truly everything. from knowing that your worth is never defined by absolutely anything that happens in reality. because then you choose from knowing that there's nothing to change or fix! this is just a neutral option, and you, being every infinite possibility, simply see a new option for yourself and let that manifest. but doing it from "i desperately need this or else i'm nothing" is contradictory! because all reality and manifestation is is you being reflected. whatever you are being right now. and all you're being by desperately affirming and trying is someone who lacks who is desparately trying.

i'm so sorry for how harsh this sounds!! i really have so much love and empathy for your current situation, like i said, i have really and truly been there and listen when i say i know exactly how you feel in my bones. but you saying "3d doesn't matter" while then saying "im having lot of resistance" and caring very much about what the 3d shows is lying to yourself. you have to face yourself and notice how much you're allowing this to be tied to your identity. and then accept a knowing, a radical truth that you are NOT defined by absolutely anything that happens. you are always going to be unchanging everything-nothingness. and from there, be stubborn and decide you are now completely okay. everything goes as you decide. you get into your dream uni no matter what. and stand in that, no matter how impossible it feels. do it from a place of knowing you are everything, NOT from a place of desperation. don't try to "do" something perfectly. don't try to affirm or persist as if it is some recipe to getting what you want. just accept that you are truly limitless and this is possible. it doesn't matter whether you "believe" or not. just decide a new story for yourself and don't look back at the old.

doubts and things might come up, but no matter what happens, don't go back on the knowing that you are everything. your identity as everything-nothingness is not conditional on what manifests, know that as an unshakeable truth that precedes everything else, and then choose your desire from that place.

i hope this helps. i know this situation can feel tough and scary. anything is possible, that will always be true. and this is not tied to your worth AT ALL. everything truly will be okay. just hold some space for that and move forward knowing that you will always be protected, you are truly everything. no need for anything else. slow down, zoom out, let things unfold naturally.

with so much love,

hi anon!! idk if this was your ask but either way i did actually respond to a very similar ask earlier!! here is the link to the post (click the "here")!!

edit: also for what you said about what should you do, that’s up to you!! nothing matters if you know your decision. you can do literally anything, keep removing, not remove anymore, whatever feels best for you. just keep what you’ve decided as true as your truth. that’s it

hi anon!! first, i'm so happy that my blog has helped you at all, and you're so so sweet<333 thank you so much for being so lovely 🩵 i wouldn't say this is spreading negativity at ALL, this is just a real feeling and you're allowed to express it<3

so i really and truly know how this feels, i know where you're coming from and you're so valid. and truthfully, its okay to doubt. just like its okay to not believe. just like it's okay to take a break and return to it if that's what feels best.

i can sit here and tell you how real and true all of it is for forever, but that won't change anything about your belief if this is just where you are right now. and i don't mean that in a judgement way!! you're not doing anything wrong for feeling this way. i've been there too. and actually, i think the best thing i ever did was notice that i really didn't believe when i was at this point, and then choose to trust myself, and walk away. and i did, i stopped trying to manifest and shift, and instead i just focused on the present and living whatever was appearing in that moment, becoming someone who didn't desperately need those things to happen anymore. and you know what, eventually it naturally found me again. maybe that's your path, and that's okay too! there's no losing or running out of time. maybe your path is entirely different, i don't know.

the point is, the ultimate ultimate ultimate truth will always be that this is about YOU. you ARE the center of your reality. like, when we strip away all of the magical/unbelievable-sounding parts of loa and shifting, think about those ridiculously simple truths we've all been told since we were children. like: anything is possible, you can do anything, imagination will take you anywhere, think outside the box, dream big, reach for the stars, look at the glass half-full instead of half-empty, etc... all these sayings seem silly and unimportant, but maybe return to them first. they're just words, sure, but they mean as much as you let them mean. as we grow up, we start to accept things as "realistic" or "logical", but there was a time when none of that mattered and it seemed perfectly natural to believe that way.

i guess what i'm trying to say is, it is real. all of it. and it is all possible to you right now because you are really and truly everything. but if you right now feel unable to see that or accept it, there's no need to force it. maybe try to go back to the basics, slow down, connect with yourself and start slow. start with choosing to believe the "logical" unrealistic things like you can achieve any dream you have. do you know what i mean?

i guess i'd recommend one of two things, obviously i don't know everything about where you are right now, so whatever feels best! but

one: you take a break, slow down. loa/shifting will always be here, and maybe when you slow down and let things flow naturally, you'll see how spirituality never leaves you. the wholeness of what you are won't disappear when you take a break for some time. maybe it'll actually allow you to feel more present if you aren't constantly thinking about achieving something that feels impossible. maybe look into different sources for seeing spirituality in a way that truly feels aligned with YOU, feels right to you. something you see directly where it needs no proof. when i took a break, i would watch gurus on youtube and other people speaking about reality and i am ness and nonduality and all these things, and that was a time i'm really thankful for! it was the first time i truly looked into spirituality to get nothing other than clarity on what life was, not trying to achieve something i desperately felt i needed in order to feel happy. because trying to shift/manifest while thinking you need the things you desire in order to say something about your worth is contradictory.

or two. just go all in right now, right, is the other option. stop entertaining the doubts. decide right now in this moment that whether it's real or not doesn't matter, you are just going to act like it is! you're just going to try but from an acceptance that you are truly everything and nothing is separate from you, even if you don't believe.

of course, it doesn't matter. you are everything, you always will be everything. you already hold everything you desire. this is just a frame you're experiencing, your true identity is never shaken by moments like this, etc etc. but i know that can all feel like spiritual bypassing to hear when the moment feels very real and confusing. so i would say, trust yourself. do what feels right to you. you can never do this wrong. it will all always be here waiting for you.

i hope this could help!!!

sending you so much love,

hii!! the specific affs don't matter at all!! you are literally everything and you are completely limitless so why in the world would you need his name or like anything about him to manifest him??? you already have him!! that's literally it. time doesn't matter at all either. so you saw him a year ago? he's still yours now. it's your reality.

all you have to do is decide you're right now the person who's seeing him all the time, with him, whatever it is you want! just decide "i see that mystery boy all the time", "i'm literally dating him", etc, whatever. it doesn't matter his name or his anything because this isn't about him at all, it's about YOU. decide you're the person who has him, and bam that's what you are<333 you don't need to do anything else.

with so much love,