it isn’t vain to want, it’s vain to think you cannot have ꪆৎ
you are quite literally everything that is. how much vainer can you get than to genuinely believe you don’t deserve to live your wildest dreams? to believe you aren’t capable of achieving something? hello??? you are the only reason anything exists!!! ur awareness is the only thing that is. and yet here you are accepting (the illusion of) lack. okay.
i get dms and asks of many people detailing their circumstances and the things they so desperately want and over and over- which is okay, i get it, im not judging or shaming at all- but there is really only ever one thing i can say. you are what you say you are. you are the law. you’re crying about law of assumption or shifting or whatever it is, asking what more do you need to do, asking whether you’re doing it right. ??!!!!! you ARE the law. you are the only law. why in the world are you still chasing? why are you still waiting? you are EVERYTHING.
there is nowhere to escape and there never will be. there is only right here. the only way out is through. look at yourself for real. stop hiding from yourself and wishing for escape. it will never come. you will never be saved by some law or by some god high above you. it’s only you. but you’re not alone, that’s not what i mean. you are always protected, always held. most importantly you are already perfect. you are already whole. stop identifying with lack. stop accepting the endless loop of lack and fear. you can break the cycle right now with a single decision and trust. there’s nothing more to do because everything is already done. relax, live your life, let things flow. because it is always aligned perfectly for you. you just keep experiencing the illusionary lack because you keep resisting to the fact that everything’s already perfect.
it’s up to you and no one else. you must decide. you must accept that you are capable and deserving. otherwise the illusion continues. it IS just an illusion. you are not chained. you are not stuck. i know how real it feels to be struggling, i genuinely do, but how long will you sit asking for someone to reassure you that it’s real and possible and that you will be okay? when will you finally accept it and live the life you’re meant to? all you have to do is STOP doing so much. stop trying to control; there is nothing to control, you will never have control no matter how hard you try. everything is already done, there’s nothing left to happen, so what are you trying to control?
there is no “failure”. not when you know who you are. desires are compasses to how you wish to express yourself. they are proof of what is already yours, simply because you already have your awareness on it. now it’s done, right now. before you ever even said a single affirmation it was already yours. all you need to do now is let it go and trust.
i love you so so so much,