hanashin🎐

hana ── 20, gemini, she/her, shifter (yes, i have shifted)

˗ˏˋ shifting stories, experiences, and questions

main drs; mha, hogwarts

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top posts:

what you answer to defines your reality

your script always follows your intention

it was always this simple

my very first shift to my mha dr

why you’ve already earned your shift

it’s yours the moment you desire it

a wake up call

tags.

#hana’s talks (random thoughts, yapping)

BRO. stop it rn. are you in my brain????

a lot of the inspiration for the way i scripted my dr self to look came from tomie.

i am such a huge fan of junji ito, you actually read my freaking mind.

anyway yes, you got the vibes exactly right wtf.

nobody in my dr knows who tomie is, they’re uncultured as fuck. that’s why i never resonated with the whole sawako resemblance. i love sawako but it’s just not how i perceive myself 😭

I wanna start off by saying that I've missed you on my dash while you were gone i really hope your exams went well!🩷

I have a question. People often say that they shifted to their dr but since it was "so normal to be in that reality" they didn't even realize they shifted, they say it's because your dr self has always been there so they didn't notice a difference. My question here is, and i realize it's a very stupid one but i have to get it off my chest, do we have actual autonomy when we shift? Are we (the consciousness/awareness) taking the action out of our own will or are we just observers inside the vessel and that's why these people litterally shift to their dr and don't realize it? I hope this makes sense.

hiii! i’ve really missed everyone too during my short break from the blog. and my exams did go well! thank you my love. <3

also, don’t worry, not a stupid question at all.

infact, very interesting question! i used to wonder the exact same thing, like if having so much apparent control somehow meant having none at all. honestly was having a major mid-life crisis after discovering the whole “i am awareness” thing.

but for me, it really comes down to understanding what the “i” actually is.

to me, the “i” is awareness. not the body, not the thoughts, not the personality, but the awareness that experiences all of it.

your will, your body, your actions all exist within the 3d. they are things that awareness observes and expresses through. so when you shift, you’re not becoming a puppet or losing control. you’re just placing your awareness into a different point of experience, a different version of yourself.

as awareness, you’re both passive and active at the same time. passive in the sense that you’re always there in the background, observing. active in the sense that you decide what to be aware of.

and that’s where free will comes in. your free will isn’t about controlling every single action in a rigid, conscious way. it’s about choosing what you identify with and what you place your awareness on.

so when people say they shifted and didn’t realise, it’s not because they lost autonomy, it’s because everything felt so natural that there was no sense of “transition” at all. their awareness was already fully aligned with that version of themselves, it always was aligned.

your dr self isn’t a separate being you’re watching. it is still you. the exact same awareness, just a different expression.

so you’re not just an observer trapped in a vessel. you are the awareness that animates it. you are the one making choices through it.

it just feels automatic because you’re not used to noticing awareness itself. you’re only used to noticing thoughts, actions, and outcomes.

but the moment you realise that you are the awareness behind all of it, it becomes a whole lot clearer. you’re not losing control when you shift, you’re just shifting where that control is being expressed.

and the reason it feels so seamless is because, at the end of the day, you were always there.

at the end of the day, you never left.

i hope my explanation made sense! i tried to keep it simple and not too philosophical so it’s easier to grasp.

these kinds of concepts can really mess with your head because they’re so different from what we’ve been taught to understand. it took me a lot of reading and reflecting before it finally clicked for me too. emphasis on the reflecting part because consuming so much content on this kept confusing me tbh.

and you definitely don’t have to agree with my take at all! i think this kind of thing makes the most sense when you come to your own understanding in your own way, using your own “language” of existence.

at the core, people tend to arrive at similar realisations, but it really doesn’t matter if your perspective looks different from someone else’s. as long as it makes sense to you, that’s what matters.

there are no fixed rules to this.

first of all, understand this: shifting is like breathing, shifting is like sleeping.

that said, let me ask you something.

do you need excruciating effort for either of those? did you have to earn them? prove yourself worthy of them?

no, right? exactly.

the idea that you need to struggle comes from how we’ve been conditioned to think our entire cr lives. we’re used to believing that anything meaningful has to be difficult, that effort equals results, but shifting doesn’t follow that rule. shifting is above our cr rules.

it starts with understanding how natural shifting actually is.

you literally never stop shifting, and it’s not something you “turn on” or “unlock”.

shifting is inherent. it’s built into you. it’s part of how we exist.

every breath you take is a shift, every blink is a shift, every thought is a shift.

you are constantly moving through different states, different versions of experience, without even noticing.

that alone shows how deeply intertwined shifting is with your existence. it’s not separate from you, it is the literal foundation of how you experience reality.

so when you try to force it, you’re treating it like something external that you have to chase or earn. but it’s not. it never is and never will be.

it’s already happening, with or without your effort. it has always been running in the background of your reality, whether you notice it or not, whether you’re conscious of it or not.

your only “job” isn’t to do more, force more, or try harder. it’s to stop overcomplicating something that is already built into you.

the more you let go of the idea that it has to be hard, the easier it becomes to actually experience it the way it was meant to be.

are you comfortable with people scripting you into their mha drs? i'm just filling in gaps bc i made classes bigger and thought it could be fun!

if so, is there any face claim in particular you'd find semi accurate? :3

omg hello!!

i hope your day is going well too my love.

AND YES PLEASE SCRIPT ME IN I WOULD LOVE THAT.

i don’t use a face claim, but you can use one for me in your dr if you want!

as a bit of reference, my friends have said i lowkey resemble sawako 😭 but i really don’t think so. i just have long black hair and bangs like her, that’s literally it.

i personally don’t see it at all and i never even intended to look like her LOL. and our personalities are so drastically different too.

today was the army membership pre-sale for my country, and i don’t even have the membership.

but guess what? i still got tickets today.

a friend of a friend randomly texted me saying she got in and asked how many tickets i wanted and for which date.

and all i did was sit on my ass all day LMAO.

and notice how i said i was “going” instead of “already there”? it still works because the intention is the same, wording doesn’t matter.

trust yourself.

you got this boo.

i have considered it 😭😭

but i would feel too guilty, it’s like i’m shutting everyone out idk. i just feel bad. it’s like i’m ghosting yall.

my love, i have no idea which ask could be yours. it’s probably been pushed all the way down by now.

every single time i get a bit sad or demotivated i come here and read your storytimes and shifting posts and i just get so happy. i get so happy for you, that youre having all these fun experiences and i get so happy for myself. bc hello i will experience this too and thats so beautiful bro i love shifting

and your hogwarts dr omg ur post ab the twins holy crap I DONT THINK U REALISE THIS HANA there are so many people reading about their comfort characters and learning through you and it gives us so much hope. your entire blog is hopecore (and its all blue my fav colour and the colour of my mans eyes im obsessed) thank thank u thank u thank u for making this blog and youre amazing and also gorgeous omg hana i saw a post of u it might be gone now but i think u had red nails or a red shirt on icl my memory isnt the best but yes hi beautiful

ur blog is so older sister it feels so fun and happy like we're literally sisters and youre telling me about how fun shifting is and that i will shift too and i just love that. this is really sappy okay BEAR WITH ME

i also do have a question im wondering if you've gotten in trouble with a teacher yet? in hogwarts (lets not talk ab the aizawa incident LOL) or even if you've been late or had to have a one on one with them. or if you got a crush on anybody there :p

anyway this is mostly yapping but eeek im excited okay i've shifted to a parallel BR where the only diff was a single text but i knew that i shifted because it was a text from me that i didnt write WHICH WAS COOl but now i wanna gtfo to my WR or a better BR rest assured, you will be updated, whether or not you like it because i love to talk and i'm locking in TRUSTT im sick of excuses i will shift this week. thank u i adore u good night

-cass

omfg cass HELLO??? 😭😭😭

THIS IS THE SWEETEST THING TO BE BOMBARDED WITH RIGHT AS I WAKE UP WTF.

oh my god you are so incredibly sweet and kind 😭 you genuinely just made my entire week with this wtfff.

all your kind words mean so so sooo much to me, i’ve deadass just spent the past 10 mins just re-reading everything you said OMG 😭😭❤️❤️

thank you so so much for taking the time out of your day to send me an ask like this, cass. you have no idea how happy it makes me to hear that my blog is helping people the way i’ve always wanted it to.

and thank you thank you thank you just for being here.

you’re honestly the epitome of everything i love about this community. it’s always felt so safe, welcoming, and wholesome to me, and that’s exactly the kind of energy i want to replicate and reciprocate.

you are such an amazing and kind soul, and i hope you know who much impact your words have on me, i love you.

and to answer your question, i haven’t gotten in any serious or actual trouble with any hogwarts professors… YET. i’ve really been on my good girl game so far. at the very most, it’s getting caught eating jumping jellybeans and tongue twisters in class LOL.

omg that reminds me! i don’t think this candy called tongue twisters exists in canon, i’ve been meaning to talk about it because it’s so freaking cool.

it’s basically just a round and hard sour candy, individually wrapped. but you have to “activate” the sourness by reading the tongue twister printed on the back, and it has to be pronounced perfectly and fast enough.

and each candy comes in different flavours, the more popular ones usually have harder tongue twisters on the back.

so “tongue twister” as the name of the candy works both ways. it’s the phrase you have to read, and the way the sourness literally twists your tongue too. super fun and one of my favourites because i use sour candy to stay awake in class.

the only annoying part is having to read the tongue twister out loud before you can even eat it, and you have to be loud enough for the candy to “hear” you.

so yea… bringing it into class was very much a rookie mistake. i obviously got caught, and pansy just sat there and let it happen.

but yeah!! those are just the encounters i’ve had with the profs so far, nothing much really. i think i’m a lot more cautious now so i don’t have a repeat of aizawa again lol.

as for crushes… i’m eyecandying mattheo HARD. but that’s about it LMAO.

Any chance you plan on shifting to Hogwarts Legacy? I'm obsessed with the game and at the moment I'm trying to decide if I should shift there or if I should do a combo of that and Harry Potter (Idk how the families will end up with the Hogwarts Legacy kids being the ancestors of those from the Harry Potter series but I'll figure something out.)

omfg. i actually have a hogwarts legacy dr scripted out because i’m obsessed with the game too.

i’m also still figuring out how to incorporate all the characters tbh. i’ll probably just script something vague and my dr will just fill it out lol.

i don’t even know you, how could i hate you?

i have 371 asks right now, so i miss a lot of them. i usually answer the ones at the top or ones i haven’t addressed before.

i wish i could answer every single ask, but that’s just not realistic. i have a life outside this app (multiple of them), and asks keep piling up. things get pushed down whether i like it or not. plus, i like to take my time and give detailed responses, so i’m quite selective with what i answer to begin with.

i’ve said this before, but i’ll say it again. if i miss your ask, it’s never personal. i don’t even know who you are

it’s usually one of these reasons:

1. it’s something i’ve already answered or is on my blog

2. it’s something i’m not comfortable answering

3. i didn’t see it or it got pushed down

you can try bumping your ask again and i’ll answer if i see it. but again, there’s never a 100% guarantee.

it sucks, but that’s just the reality of sending asks in an open format like this. i wish i could answer every single one, but i’m just one person with a life outside this app.

and the system i have come up with ensures i’m able to strike a balance between answering asks with substantial and detailed responses, and not burn out doing so. so i’m not planning on changing it any time soon. the last thing i want is for my blog to become a chore.

also, i’ve realised that if you use an emoji or don’t ask me as an anon, i tend to remember your asks more because they stand out. the same rules still apply for what i choose to answer, but it’s easier for me to recognise.

i’m not saying you HAVE to be non-anon for me to respond, i’m just offering tips to help your ask stand out more amongst the hundreds that i have. i get so many anon asks daily, it’s really hard to keep track of all of them.

i just love being able to directly interact with you guys and it makes me really happy to see how much my blog helps you.

plus, being an active part of these shifting conversations after being a silent participant for so long means so much to me. it’s like i finally have something valuable to add to these discussions and help other shifters.

it just makes me so happy knowing i’m contributing to the community and giving back some of the love and help i received when i first started out.

spill the beans!

love ur blog sm btw, and can i be 🦭anon?

heyy!! yes you can be my 🦭 anon!! <33 thank you for loving my blog hehe.

and which dr are you referring to specifically? :)

because if it’s my mha one, idk if you’ve seen this already but i have a post detailing the drama that’s currently happening in 1-B LMAO, here.

hello!!

and yes to both lmao.

draco and harry’s beef is mostly just personal lol, they just don’t click and don’t like each other. their values and priorities don’t really align and they can’t stand one another. it’s not as intense as canon because i did age everyone up, so things are handled in a more “mature” way (comparatively speaking at least), but the dynamic is still very childish at its core.

draco is usually the one who starts it, and for some dumb ass reason. one time harry’s tie was all fucked up and draco just decided to be a dick to him about it. like are you deadass? are we 5 years old? lol he’s really just finding ANY excuse to beef with him at this point.

and then harry ALWAYS escalates it. it always goes from 0 to 100 so quick because of him. he’ll make some deeply personal and fucked up comment like “this is why even your father can’t stand you.”

and everyone who hears it just goes like: 😮😮😮😲😲😲😱😱😱

and then it just gets worse from there as you can probably imagine.

draco also still teases him and dislikes him for being the “main character” and for how everything seems to revolve around him, especially since his parents killed the dark lord. so harry still gets a lot of attention, and draco resents that. there’s also a bit of envy there i’m sure, especially around harry having a stable and loving father-son relationship.

fyi, harry in my dr is a lot closer to the books. he’s very sassy, very sarcastic, and will NOT take shit from anyone.

and yes, snape still has that dislike for harry (hate is a bit too strong a word).

after all, harry reminds him of james, and he still holds some resentment toward him from their school days. james still bullied him back then and also still “stole” lily from him (and harry is a literal physical reminder of that), so there’s definitely bitterness there.

it’s not as extreme as canon though. snape is, generally speaking, actually on pretty good terms with the potters in my dr, and he even comes over for occasional festive dinners with them. lily being alive changes things a lot, and over time i believe he’s let go of a lot of that old hatred.

PLUS! james actually made the effort to sincerely apologise to him, and it was a decision he made all on his own, so i’m sure that helped ease a lot of the tension and lingering resentment.

so it’s more like residual annoyance and discomfort rather than full on hate. he sees james more as “lily’s husband and harry’s dad” than anything else.

the harder you try to force it, the more it resists. but the moment you stop chasing it, it happens naturally, without you even noticing.

you don’t need to struggle with it.

you don’t need to force it into existence.

it already exists within you.

both are natural. both are real. both are possible. and both are already within your control.

happy shifting my loves

p.s your posts are so fun to read and make me so excited to shift to my MHA dr !!

much love ! <3 <3

hii!! thank you for your kind words :( i’m really glad you enjoy reading my posts <33

and i totally get what you’re asking, don’t worry!

and tbh, i don’t think i’m that much of a main character. things don’t revolve around me, everyone still has their own lives, and i’m not privy to a lot of what’s going on. most events don’t involve me directly or centre around me either.

of course, from my own perspective i feel like the main character because it’s my awareness, but in terms of how others see me and how the world actually functions, i’m definitely not the centre of attention. if anything, deku still is. even bakugou has more main character weight in my dr than i do.

the reason for this is because deku’s still all might’s successor, still the holder of ofa, still the kind and silly quirkless guy who ends up becoming one of the greatest heroes, and all those factors naturally make a lot of the major plot points revolve around him. even if people don’t know it yet at that point, you can kind of tell how things keep aligning around him. or more like i can tell, for obvious reason.

and honestly, that’s how i like it. if you want to be the main character and have the plot revolve around you, that’s totally possible of course!

but personally, i just enjoy being part of the world and living my life without all the attention or pressure. i get to exist alongside everything while the actual protagonist does his thing LMAO. thanks for taking one for the team deku.

i’ll admit, my backstory, which i didn’t even script, is kind of melodramatic and has a lot of traits and conventions you’d expect from a typical main character. but it still doesn’t interfere with the main plot or take anything away from deku, so he’s definitely still the main character.

Is there anyone at UA you don't like or were surprised by when you met them?

Can I be your 👅 anon?

HII!! thank you for loving my blog :( it genuinely means so much to me. and yes you can be my 👅 anon!

i mean, right now there are a few people i don’t really get along with, but i wouldn’t say i dislike them. one of them, as most of you probably already know, is ojiro 😭

for those who don’t know, he didn’t actually do anything wrong to me! he’s a really nice and decent guy. i just can’t click with him, and it’s painfully awkward every time we interact.

but the first person i actually disliked when i first joined ua was monoma, mainly because of everything sen told me about him. they had mad beef back in the day so my perception of him was already kind of biased going in. but it’s a lot better now, and i don’t really have any ill feelings towards him anymore either. i just don’t really care for him lol.