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You are fighting shadows. You are wasting your time.

You are nothing, have nothing, can do nothing. Yet all comes out of you — the source is you; the root, the origin is you.

Everything you see and experience is only a mental condition, a dream-like state, easy to dispel by questioning its reality. It's you imagining it as real and fighting it with all your might that keeps it alive.

Both sleep and waking are imagined. In the waking state the world emerges because you are conscious of there being one. We are only dreaming. We dream that we are awake, we dream that we are asleep. Treat everything as such and be liberated. As long as you give reality to dreams, you are their slave. By imagining that you are born as so-and-so, you become a slave to the so-and-so. In this dream you imagine yourself to be a process, to have past and future, to have history. In fact, we have no history, we are not a process, we do not develop, nor decay; see all as a dream and stay out of it.

While it lasts, the dream has temporary being. It is your own desire to hold on to it that creates the problem. Let go. Stop imagining that the dream is yours.

"When you see your dream as dream, you wake up. But in your dream itself I am not interested. Enough for me to know that you must wake up. You need not bring your dream to a definite conclusion, or make it noble, or happy, or beautiful; all you need is to realise that you are dreaming. Stop imagining, stop believing. See the contradictions, the incongruities, the falsehood and the sorrow of the human state, the need to go beyond. Within the immensity of space floats a tiny atom of consciousness and in it the entire universe is contained." - Nisargadatta Maharaj

All depends on you. It is by your consent that the world exists. Withdraw your belief in its reality and it will dissolve like a dream.

As you cannot separate the dream from yourself, so you cannot have an outer world independent of yourself. You are independent, not the world. Don’t be afraid of a world you yourself have created. Cease from looking for happiness and reality in a dream and you will wake up.

To be aware of being something new means a total denial of the old. What you're talking about is tolerance of something you don't want there, but still continue to recreate because of ignorance.

This permissive new is not really new. It is but a new attitude of the old. The really new obliterates the old completely.

When you talk of the old self and new (or 3D self and 4D self), whom do you have in mind? As there is continuity in memory between the two, each remembering the other, how can you speak of two selves? There is but one self — it is always now.

The self is single. You are that self and you have ideas of what you have been or will be. But an idea is not the self. Just now, who sent this ask, which self are you? The old or the new?

It's almost 5AM but I felt compelled to write you this post. It won't be as organized as I'm writing from my phone.

My asks are flooded with questions on how to get things, and you're probably already sick of me telling you you already have and not getting it, since you're still asking. But you do not have any desires, nor fears. And I will tell you why.

Imagine you were born as Sandra, Sandra is very privileged, not only does she fit the beauty standards, but she is the sole heir of her grandfather's fortune. Sandra is so rich she needs security. I said imagine being. You are her. What desires come up now? None of money, I bet. Security and health aren't a problem either, you have and can afford the best. If there was a problem with your body's appearance, you'd immediately get it fixed. Having had access to the best education, you have no insecurties about your mind and knowledge either. All is well, you flow through life.

Now imagine being you again, watch your old desires and fears come up. So scary, so personal, so many things to deal with yourself now that you're you again!

But Sandra was just an imagined character, your mind made her up. And so it did with your other character you're so invested it, this one because you claim it's 'you'.

You is the one who imagined both. See now? You only think you have desires because you think you are the second. Yet 'you' is the one that puts the life into the character. You are not a character but life itself. Each time you think you want something, look at who you THINK you are.

Good night, I love you.

This literally means that you have not fulfilled yourself. You haven't nailed yourself to your state. You just thought of your desire without identifying yourself with it and thinking that that would be enough for the 3D to shift.

You need to change within! If you don't change within, you will never see a respective change on the outside!

this is why feeling is the secret. to be conscious of being xyz is to feel yourself to be xyz. to be conscious of being rich is to feel yourself to be rich. to be conscious of being beautiful is to feel yourself to be beautiful. to be conscious of being famous is to feel yourself to be famous. to be conscious of being loved is to feel yourself to be loved. to be conscious of being…..you get the point.

lesson 1: consciousness is the only reality because you know better😩

things have no reality other than in consciousness. therefore, get the consciousness first and the thing is compelled to appear…..get first the consciousness of the things that you are seeking and leave the things alone -neville goddard

You are :

Not the body , you're aware of it.

Not the mind, you're aware of it.

Not the memories, you're aware of it.

No personality, this is part of the mind , you're aware of it.

All of these are seemingly always changing, wether it is the body, mind, personnality, life , all. There is one thing that never changed, never will. The "I" who is aware of all of those seeming changes.

If you go back to zero, and nothing is left, only blank, who or what is aware of this blank also. What is aware of this "I"? There is this pure presence. You know it.

This is not an object, that you can conceptualize, this is not a thought, it is not an interpreation. It is the one in wich all of this appears. Don't try to visualise , to think about what it is, to search it. You are IT , you are aware of everything, of that seeking, that feeling of being stuck , all.

And this everything is actually also you. Because you are Existence itself. Being (I would even say the verb itself , not the word ,what the verb points to ). You appear as divided , as many different forms but you are not limited by any of them, they are not real in themselves, you are only experiencing yourself. The only thing there is to "them" is your awareness of it.

Because you are pure Existence itself, appearing as many.

That way, nothing is actually affecting You. You are the screen of existence in wich all of this movie appears. You can enjoy the movie with its ups and downs knowing you are all of it and it's only just a movie (inspired by Swami Sarvapriyananda). You don't need to do anything, to change anything. Just understand what it already is.

The ouroboros of awareness

(I’m sorry for the incoming word-vomit, but you just did the equivalent of asking a little neurodivergent child with a dinosaur fixation what their favorite dinosaur is :)

When I say illusion, I don’t mean hallucination. I don’t mean what you’re seeing right now isn’t real. Everything you see and experience within awareness is real—your dreams, waking life, the void, your DR, daydreams, all of it. The only thing that separates those things are levels of consciousness. They’re all held in the same field: awareness. And everything that exists in awareness is real.

Illusions are what contradict what you truly are.

You are awareness itself. You observe. And observation creates reality. So, say you intend to have a brand new car—you’re aware of the reality where you have that car. You observe it. Everything else that contradicts that reality (its absence, your doubts, your fears) is the illusion.

But you don’t destroy illusions by manhandling your awareness into obedience. You don’t bulldoze them into submission with reprogramming in the affirming-scripting sense (unless you want to). You dissolve them by recognizing them as illusions. Because by observing the doubt or contradiction as illusion, awareness is now aware of the illusion—and that awareness itself causes the illusion to fade.

Your desires cannot be delayed, because intention is never delayed.

You intend to have $10? It’s yours now. The perceived time between having $0 and then $10 is an illusion of continuity. The consciousness loves continuity because it was raised on it. So continuity acts like a mechanism that delivers the money: someone gives it to you, you win it, you find it. But continuity isn’t what gives you the $10. Intention does—meaning, observation in awareness does. It’s instant.

When you bypass continuity— be it through shifting, manifestation, or states —you break the illusion. You observe a reality where you already have what you want. In that kind of observation, continuity collapses. You say “I have $10” and $10 simply exists.

So you could also say that illusions are everything that contradicts what you intend to be—because you are what you intend. And what you intend, you’re observing.

That’s why I say that: if you’ve been on your shifting journey for so long, you’re already a master shifter and can shift realities at will. The idea that you can’t, your struggles, doubts, etc—however valid they are—are illusions. Because you’ve been intending to be in your DR all this time. But you’re observing the illusions as facts, when they’re just illusions.

Picture awareness as a vast, dark cave that contains everything

Everything that was, is, could be ....is all there, but you can’t see it all at once, because it’s dark. But you know it’s all there, because you are aware of it.

Most people grow up standing under a fixed overhead light, only seeing what it shines on. They live their whole lives under it, thinking it’s the only reality. They don’t realize they can unhook the light and aim it elsewhere like a flashlight.

And so, when someone else shines their light into a different part of the cave—say, aliens, the paranormal, the void—others call them liars, deluded. But really, they’re just seeing what’s always been there, in a part of the cave most people never look at.

To observe something is to light it up. To shift, to manifest, to enter the void is to gain the ability to shine your light wherever you please. That’s why everything is real. That’s why nothing is fake.

You might argue all of this is assumption. And I would ask you: What is aware of the law of assumption, if not awareness itself?

You could say a divine being created all of this. And I’d ask: What is aware of that divine being, if not awareness?

You could say that being created awareness itself, and I’d still ask: Then what observed its creation? What was there to receive the experience?

You might say this entire logic is a self-looping ouroboros, like it’s only true because I’m observing a reality where it’s true. But I’d ask: What is aware of that concept, if not awareness itself?

What, if not awareness itself, is aware of the very ideas by which you disagree with me?

There is no experience without awareness. If there is no awareness, the experience collapses—because it was never observed.

“But all of that is assumption”

You can be aware of something without assuming it—but you can't assume something without being aware of it.

To put it another way: you can be aware of a reality without observing it, but you cannot observe something without being aware of it.

Imagine you just took a test. You're aware that there's a version of reality where you failed—but you're not observing that one. You're choosing to observe (assume) the one where you aced it.

So in my view, assumption is one of the many tools of observation, not the architect of reality itself.

-> and if you still think that folds in on itself as an assumption, know that there is no assumption without an awareness to observe it.

Multiverse theory and consciousness theory are both true because they meet in the same place: awareness.

The multiverse exists inside your awareness, because what guarantees that you experience those realities is awareness. Just like every religion is true. Every framework like law of assumption, multiverse, void, reality shifting is true within awareness. Because anything held in observation becomes real. You are only ever bound by what you observe.

Yes, there are multiple realities, versions of you, and outcomes. But even if you were to live in a Marvel-style multiverse, you still need awareness to experience it.

Even if a universe existed where awareness didn’t exist, the very fact that you’re imagining or experiencing that idea means awareness is present. If life could be experienced without awareness, it wouldn’t be life as we know it. It wouldn’t be experience.

There might be an idea so far beyond me it doesn’t even require awareness —but to experience it, I'd still need some version of awareness.

Maybe one day I’ll expand and become something so incomprehensible to who I am now that I no longer recognize myself. But even then, I will still be awareness. And awareness doesn’t grow. It doesn’t evolve. It doesn’t change. It’s constant.

Which is why I’d argue time isn’t real—because you, awareness, never move. You simply observe movement. You perceive change in the body affected by the change, but you never change.

But back to illusions:

Nothing is created. Everything is recognized.

Everything that ever was, is, or will be already exists in awareness because awareness is infinite. And the way we move through it is by observation.

So if nothing can be created—only observed, remembered, realized—then why did you ask me this if you already knew the answer?

Was it because you were observing me as a vehicle for that recognition?

Because the absence of knowledge becomes an illusion the moment you observe yourself as infinite awareness.

Just like these words I’m writing right now, they came to me the moment you asked.

And I’ll be honest, I don’t really know how to explain this part when it comes to other people. Because the truth is: my answer might come off as ignorant or dipped too far into solipsism it can no longer be considered as anything but.

Like… how could I possibly perceive or account for someone else's awareness? I can't step into their perspective. I can't feel what they feel or see what they see. All I can know is that the people I meet, the interactions I have, the different versions of them I experience; they all align with my own path, my observations, my emotional state, my projections. I manifested these versions of them based on my story, my focus. And maybe they manifested me too, and that’s how we meet in the middle.

But do I know for sure how that works for everyone? No, I can’t say I do. And to declare that everything I’m saying right now is the ultimate, absolute truth about reality would be ignorant. And ignorance is the breeding ground for illusions.

All I know is what shows up in my reality, what shifts when I shift. So I’m not going to pretend I have a universal answer. I just follow what resonates, what feels like it clicks into place within my reality. Maybe we’re all little gods bumping into each other at the frequency we’re meant to.

....Or maybe—just maybe—you reading this right now is the only awareness that exists, that ever has existed. And I’m just words on a screen, nothing more. The idea that there’s a person behind them, typing, breathing, existing somewhere beyond your eyes—what’s to say that’s not illusion? Because maybe you were always meant to find these words, to stumble across them at just the right moment. And realize the one thing you’ve always feared deep down:

That it’s only ever been you.

But what’s there to even tell? Well, what makes it true, what makes it real—is awareness. That’s the only measure. So it’s up to you. You decide where to cast that spotlight. What you observe, you confirm. What you turn away from dissolves. It’s not about what’s out there, it’s about what you choose to observe into being.

And maybe everything I just said is illusion. It’s up to you.

In sum:

You are only your awareness

What you point it at (observe), is

Observing is intention

Anything that contradicts intention is illusion and not real to the awareness that’s observing where it wants to be.

You can doubt, spiral, have contradicting assumptions, etc — all because they’re noise inside that observation. So long as you recognize the things you don’t want as illusion, the awareness has no choice but to observe them as such. It’s why I don’t vibe with “you don’t shift because you assume you’re stuck.” If anything, you don’t shift because you’re letting laws, restrictions, rules and anxiety keep the illusion propped up.

Nothing can chain you to its truth.

“oh but if you observe a reality where you can’t shift, that means you can’t shift”

First of all, it’s funny how you think that anything can stop you from shifting. Wtf is a little assumption to a powerful awareness that knows what it wants?

So then:

If you intend to shift, you observed the version where you already did. That means: you shifted. There’s no gap, no need to assume harder, feel it more vividly, or pass tests set by the mind.

The reason I don’t slap the non-duality label on my views is because I deeply believe that action–outcome is the vehicle through which awareness observes.

You observe - you are

You assume - you have

You attract - it comes

You pray - it answers

It’s not separate from awareness—it’s how awareness experiences itself. That mechanism can easily encompass the law of assumption, law of attraction, and all the rest. The real illusion, to me is the idea that you don’t already have what you want the moment you take action (intend) to have it. Action–outcome is just as non-negotiable in my view as the truth that all is awareness.

And all of that, everything I just said, can only exist because there is an awareness to observe it. Just like the concept that there’s a ‘me’ that wrote these words for you. And a ‘you’ that’ll read these words for me.

So to me, all is awareness.

LOVE. FALL THE FUCK IN LOVE. be completely infatuated and consumed with love for your desired state. you can't commit to what you don't love, so if you want to persist in your desired state, fall in love with it and you'll be too busy enjoying that state to even care about the 3d. this is the only way you'll effortlessly persist in it. edward art touches on falling in love with your imagination, so check his reddit out!

if you would fall in love with what you really want to be, you would become it. it takes an intense hunger to bring about a transformation of self -neville

you must be consumed with the desire and literally on fire with love for its possession, for an intense imaginal act will always draw unto itself its own affinity -neville

My question is: where does this come from? Is it a belief that my reality isn’t a reflection of my imagination? A belief that I’m bad at manifesting? A belief that I can’t manifest? What am I doing wrong?

well, i don't know you and i'm not provided sufficient information to know what you're doing wrong so I don't think it's my place to give you an answer.

whether or not you believe imagination creates, imagination still creates your 3d. it's inevitable. your existence is enough proof that you are all imagination and your 3d is simply the content of your own consciousness.

my guess is you "assumed", you did methods and techniques but you never changed your SELF. you thought doing methods and techniques would magically change the 3d but you actually never changed your state. you always push yourself out. so you have to change your inner self. your self-concept aka state of consciousness. the evidence you're looking for is within you, not without. plus, if your reaction towards the 3d has not changed, then you haven't changed within! your feeling/state dictates your reaction toward your life. i think reading this series will give you more answers than I could here ;) if you have questions you want me to answer privately, feel free to send me non-anonymous questions!

focus on change in your consciousness. a change in consciousness must result in a change in the 3d because the 3d is the content of your consciousness. if your consciousness has changed, you wouldn't look at your 3d and react the same way.

all you'll ever have is NOW. the past and the future are not real, they only exist in your mind. memories are only imaginal acts. thinking of the past or future are only mere imaginal acts. waiting for the future is an illusion, because the future is not real. the only thing that is real is right now.

waiting for your desires to appear in flesh is denying yourself from fulfillment, denying yourself of fulfillment is the greatest sin of all.

you are the ONLY ONE who can fulfill yourself. YOU DON'T WANT THE DESIRE, YOU WANT THE FEELING. you are the ONLY ONE who can give yourself the feeling.

you have to give it to yourself, that's the only way you'll ever get it.

"Before the world was created, the word existed." - Gospel of John

word = solidified concept; world created = desire appearing in the flesh this quote means that a bundle of desires had become a solidified concept before they were realized. a solidified concept means that they had become part of SELF. they had joined the concept of SELF through fulfilment. and what's the one law? expression. self expressed itself, and the world, your world, was created.

the only opportunity you have to give yourself your desire is NOW. stop running away. stop waiting for the future. stop waiting to get into the void. you do not exist in the future, you exist in the now. so shut up and experience it within imagination, become aware of the version of your outer identity that already exists.

you experience and become one with your desire by accepting it, and you do that through fulfilling self. you don't fulfill self by saying "it's gonna happen tomorrow or i give up." girl NO. you say "it's mine right now because i said so," and imagine you are the version of you that has it. imagine the things you would do, the things you'd have, everything. keep going back to that imagination and fulfill yourself as much as you need, until anxiety becomes peace.

want to hear it from me, whose mind was constantly ridden with thoughts of suicide? after a month, i let go and gave myself all that i wanted, WITHIN. i ignored the 3D that wasn't validating me. and i just GAVE myself the FUCKING feelings. because i didn't care. i just wanted to feel GOOD. and i felt more than good. i was ecstatic. joyful. i cried. i kept going there anytime i needed to, and completely ignored the 3d. i imagined it conforming and lived like that. and you know what? that's when all of my desires started pouring in. so listen to me, and give yourself the fucking feelings, because that's all you'll ever need.

everything only exists in your consciousness. your consciousness produces the things you see on the outside. your consciousness defines who you are and what world you live in. consciousness is the only reality. therefore, what you must focus on is who you are inside. the outside merely reflects your inside.

it took me a while but i can genuinely say now that i rarely have the urge to check the outside. i’m just living in the physical, but my true self is not on the outside but inside. in the moment when you’re imagining you don’t think about the how or when or reason with it - you’re just living it through your imagination, you’re just enjoying the scene. your imagination has ways of getting your desires to pass on the outside that you’re not aware of. just as you’re not aware of what dreams you’re going to dream this night. so just focus on the enjoyment, not the how. leave it be.