spent MONTHS looking for this stupid tumblr post bcuz i constantly want to reference it and it wouldn't come up no matter what i searched despite it being (what i thought) was a popular well-known tumblr post only to find that the original blog turned off reblogs and deactivated and that it only got 12k notes total. but im posting it anyway to preserve its legacy
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Ok but like. What the fuck is there to do on the internet anymore?
Idk when I was younger, you could just go and go and find exciting new websites full of whatever cool things you wanted to explore. An overabundance of ways to occupy your time online.
Now, it's just... Social media. That's it. Social media and news sites. And I'm tired of social media and I'm tired of the news.
Am I just like completely inept at finding new things or has the internet just fallen apart that much with the problems of SEO and web 3.0 turning everything into a same-site prison?
You're right that the internet is smaller than it used to be, but there's still some cool stuff left in the corners. I'd recommend checking checking out Neocities if you haven't--it's an independent web hosting platform like Geocities of the old web, and there are hundreds of interesting and active pages discoverable both through their search function and through web buttons (links attached to small pictures with the title of a website) within the websites themselves. Here are three examples of web buttons you may find in link pages:
Most Neocities websites have link pages or button collections with anywhere from tens to hundreds of these. Don't be afraid to explore!
If you're looking for something more like a search engine, I can point you towards Marginalia. It's not a particularly smart engine, but it's perfectly usable if you've ever been taught to use search engines back when they were mostly run through keywords instead of full sentence comprehension. There's also an "about" and "tips" section on the front page with more information. The algorithm of Marginalia can be filtered by the user to allow, disallow, or require JavaScript depending on your needs, plus there are filters designed specifically to prioritize web 1.0 sites or mostly text-based ones. It is possible to search for modern websites with it, but it can return websites from just about any decade (since the invention of the web, obviously) so long as they contain the information you're looking for. For example, here are some random interesting sites I've found using Marginalia:
Native Languages of the Americas: Native American Cultures
BASIC HTML COMPETENCY IS THE NEW PUNK FOLK EXPLOSION!
Earthbound Text Labs by Bill Eager
The possibilities for discovery are truly endless.
Now you might want to know about directories. These make browsing for websites easier, but require you to read through and judge which ones to visit, as there aren't algorithms ranking the sites besides the whim of whoever coded the directory. Some of them have themes, others don't. Here are two that I've used:
Yesterlinks Directory
Ichigo Directory
Directories can be harder to come by just by surfing the net, but they aren't impossible to find. Many personal websites have their own directories of interesting sites hidden within them.
Webrings are similar to directories, but are actually more community-based. You have to register your website to be a part of a webring, usually by sending an email to whoever runs it and meeting some kind of entry criteria. For example, my personal website used to be a part of a webring called Sweet Dreams, which was for websites that heavily utilize color palettes and images of cute things, particularly sweets. Webrings will give you access to a widget upon entry that allow visitors and other members to browse between the registered websites in a massive ring, ergo, where the term gets its name. Webrings can have any theme or criteria for entry. If you can make a website about it, you can find a webring for it.
Now, you might be wondering about social media alternatives. I can't offer much, but I can nudge you towards the idea of forums. Here's one I found that could really use some traffic. I also browse a bit on MelonLand forum, which is actually closed right now--it's currently closed on Mondays--but on any other day of the week, you can find a fun community there dedicated to web revival. You can find it through MelonLand's main page. I'd also recommend checking out SpaceHey, which is a MySpace clone that's customizable and easy to use.
I hope this is of some help to you. The internet may feel less magical than it used to be, but that doesn't mean that the spark has completely died out. These types of indie websites need more attention if we ever hope to reverse the damage done to the internet by centralization and corporate interest. People are trying to make the web a cooler place to be, but we're going to have to do the work of finding and interacting with these projects in order to get them off the ground someday.
ALSO you should consider browsing Virtual Pet List and seeing if there are any pet sites you might be interested in playing. There is a whole genre of browser games right under your nose
Getting off of twitter and onto neocities has really healed me and I am so glad to see it is healing other people too ;u; let's retreat into the self-made digital woods and away from corporate bs pls, I am so tired
Huckleabbot week- Prompt: Puppy play- "On your knees"
Dennis/Jack, Explicit, 3.3k words
T4T Freak4Freak one shot. Dennis is a bit insane in this one lads, a bit obsessive, borderline stalker, he wants to be that mans brainless puppy so bad. Old Puppy turned Mutt turned Handler Jack. Mostly Dennis internal monologue tho.
(For @wrigglypython and @girldadmarston my beloved freaks)
"He imagines, even as Mutt, Jack is really still in control. Well trained and useful. A good fucking dog. Dennis isn't a good dog, he's a messy little bitch. A bitch that needs a good dogs teeth around his neck or a harsh hand on his leash and a good set of rules."
"Kids these days don't even know what pet play is." Jack snorts. "Brother, they think they can wear a cute little tail and ears and cry and get called a good boy and jobs done. It's so- it's basically daddy kink." Jack sighs, mournful. "Everything's porn industry sanitised daddy kink. "
Dr. Jack Abbot is drunk.
Dennis leans on the wall, head pressed up against cool red brick just out of sight and wills himself to walk away. Robby is cajoling Jack away from the allure of even more vodka shots with Ellis, playing the sensible adult everyone knows he isn't. They've said their goodbyes and graced the pitlings with their presence long enough and so their reward is a graceful exit. But now Dennis is creeping on his two attendings like an absolute freak while they wait for their uber.
His feet twitch.
He wills himself to be fucking normal, but unfortunately for Dennis that particular brand of self flagellating willpower is something he's never been able to harness. It slips through his greedy little perverted fingers every time he reaches for it. So he stays and he listens to his attending- the current focus of his fucked up desires- talk about pet play and feels his cunt dampen at the dizzying possibility of becoming Jack's live in pet.
"Some of the twinks won't even bark Robby. What the fuck is pet play is no ones barking."
Dennis hasn't barked. Not once. No one has asked him to bark. He would bark for Jack.
"I thought you were the one doing the barking?" Robby asks, sounding a little clueless if supportive.
Jack snorts. "Oh yeah, and I did that shit well, none of this half baked bullshit. Don't get me wrong Mike, I do love to bring the Mutt back out now and again but-" He sighs. "Puppies are cute you know."
"I really don't brother, but I'll happily leave that to you." He hears Robby pat Jacks shoulder and tries to resist the urge to drop to his knees, dampen his jeans on the glistening concrete, crawl up to them both and whimper daddy just on the off chance it darkens Jacks eyes into a storm. Into action.
See, Dennis has been borderline unhinged about Dr Jack Abbot since his swing shift last week. Since he learnt, once again a product of him being at the right place at the right time much like now, that the doctor was trans like him.
Although not like him. That's clear enough. Line them up, side by side, no one one is struggling on that spot the difference exercise.
But Dennis couldn't just be normal could he? No he'd had to look at Jack all shift, his magnet eyes following the space in his scrubs where he keeps thinking he sees a bit of bulge and then keeps seeing a phantom space. Schrodingers packing. Schrodingers phalloplasty?
When he puts a little too much iodine swab on the soft -to be stitched- flesh in front of him- whoops, sorry Mrs. Nalander, let me get that up for you- he thinks of the slick that might run between Jack's legs. Imagines it trailing down his grey haired inner thigh like the iodine stains Mrs. Nalander's skin. Imagines dipping his tongue and licking up up up until he's buried, whining and desperate in Jacks cunt, lapping at his dick. Imagines Jack stood there, arms crossed and biceps bulging. Biceps that could cut off his air- no that's another fantasy. Imagines him sighing with disappointment, finding Dennis lacking. Needing to teach him how to be a man like him, how to suck cock like a man, how to choke on it like a man, how to breath in Jack's musk until he's gasping for air… like a man. Until the sweat settles in the recesses of his lungs, under his tastebuds, permeates his skin. There you go Mrs Nalander, all done, told you we'd have you out of here in a split.
All to say, Dennis thinks it's unreasonable to expect that given the circumstances of his deep routed and seemingly inescapable perversions, he could behave normally when learning Jack is into pet play. Specifically, if he's being serious about it- which he is- that Jack finds his pets … lacking.
Dennis wouldn't be lacking.
Dennis will make sure he isn't lacking.
~
Dr. Jack abbot is a man who likes control. That was apparent from their first shift together, even during a mass casualty event.
This appeals, obviously, to Dennis who craves nothing more than to be controlled.
He imagines, even as Mutt, Jack is really still in control. Well trained and useful. A good fucking dog. Dennis isn't a good dog, he's a messy little bitch. A bitch that needs a good dogs teeth around his neck or a harsh hand on his leash and a good set of rules.
This is what Dennis thinks about, as he fucks his fingers into his ass and teethes at his bed sheets. His teeth ache into his skull. His fingers don't go deep enough. Would Jack's?
He has a revolving door of fantasies, curtsey of Reddit and Tumblr and a liberal access to the internet on hand me down iphones. Tonight, he imagines himself a beloved house pet, a good little dog, a good puppy, a silly little pup, in his prime for being bred. And Jack, no- Mutt, old loyal Mutt, who mounts him when his owner- a suspiciously Robby shaped owner, though he can't let the shape form because Robby has been, though at first appealing, found lacking in Dennis' perverse fantasies of late. But the fantasy owner who is Robby but not Robby clicks, and good old mutt mounts him, runs his cock over Dennis' cunt. Sometimes the cock is hard and silicone, curling up inside of him as straps rub at his ass, other times it's flesh and blood. Both make him whine into his pillow. He'd squirm, he thinks. He's wiggle and fight it and demand more and Mutt wouldn't like that. Mutt has been trained well. Knows how good dogs should behave. Needs to show Dennis how to behave. As his thick cock drags against Dennis' walls, Mutt would growl low in his ear, a warning nip maybe, then pin him with one paw to his back and teeth in the scruff of his neck. His cunt but a soft warm little treat to Mutt, and Mutt wants his treat obedient.
Dennis cums all over his sheets, panting and still aching. Always aching in a way that never quiets.
He can play a good dog though.
He can play at whatever Jack wants him to be.
~
Dr Jack Abbot, despite everything that Dennis has learnt and continues to learn, is not taking the bait.
The fact he is, probably, a decent man is… a set back, but nevertheless Dennis likes a challenge. Disowned or not, he is a Whitaker, and Whitaker's don't quit. So he enacts a series of small incremental steps. Tests, if you will.
He makes sure Jack overhears that he's trans. This earns his a raised eyebrow and an appraising sweeping up and down. Do you go for that, Abbot? He thinks, flushing at the attention. Do you like it? Are you imagining the little cunt between my legs? Are you re-evaluating me in your mind, the way I've re-evaluated you? Then, when he crosses his arms and his scrub top bulges, the thoughts shift to spit in my fucking mouth Jack spit in my mouth spit in my mouth break my fucking jaw so that you can spit in my-
Then, he does a couple of well timed but almost imperceptible noises. He whines a little, huffs in a way that's almost a yip, chirps at Robby excitedly. He's a tired puppy. He's an excited puppy. He's a any kind of fucking puppy he can be, in little ways that can be easily played off, but he hopes are making a little bit of a dint in Jack's subconscious. Rewiring the image of him as a good doctor to a good boy. A sweet boy. A boy who can cry endless crocodile tears as Jack chokes him into submission.
It's imperative, Dennis thinks, that Jack believes this was his own choice.
~
"You up for the game tonight?"
Robby is standing by Jack's locker as the man himself is half buried inside trying to find the tupperware of brownies he'd hidden in the back from McKay. Jack doesn't like brownies. He doesn't like anything too chocolate-dense. Mousse is okay. Cake less so. Brownies the worst. Dennis knows this, because Dennis is a fucked up little pervert who wants to live inside Jack's skin and hear all his thoughts and feelings and if not that then at least a seat between Jack's legs and a hand in his hair while he laps at Jack's slick.
"Sorry brother, T shit at the Shop tonight. Remember Val? Valentina?"
"Liz's Val?"
"Yeah, she's practically dragging me out. Haven't been to one of these things in ages."
"Isn't the shop for.. I mean.. I just thought-"
Jack laughs, peaking out from around his locker to look over at Robby with a fond shake of his head. "Pretty much brother, pretty much."
Dennis slips back into the ER and starts to formulate a plan. See. Dennis isn't a stalker. He has his limits, he's not about to follow Jack home on the off chance he slips into a bar and then Dennis can- oh, what a coincidence- be at the same bar and then -oh hi, Doctor Abbot, what a small world :) of course you can buy me a drink :) and lead me into the bathroom :) and stuff my little cunt full with your fist :) :) :). He's not totally insane. But, now he's overheard, what would be the issue- really- in going along tonight?
Sure, the club is a little on the expensive side for him, and he's only just started earning that Doctor Money. But he is trans too, and if he wants to go to a trans kink and BDSM friendly ethical non-monogamy night then why shouldn't he?
~
So that's how Dennis finds himself dressed in his sluttiest little outfit he can find, the black tape around his chest functioning as a fashion pice under the top that is more holes than mesh (who are you wearing tonight Dennis? Oh this? This thing? This is a Santos exclusive, all the way from Her Closet), black Adidas shorts pulled low enough that he can curl the furry end of the tail plug out over them at the back (Goodwill), white Nike socks pulled up half his calves (his own first paycheck splurge), and new- newbalance trainers (Trinity's: borrowed? Stolen). How could he forget, too, the little baby blue collar with a bell and bow he got last minute from the pet store at the end of Trinity's block. After all, he's going for puppy. He's going for sports chic. He's going for, I like to party because I'm a slutty little baby trans and I think this is what looks good, but I also go to the gym and work out and I'm not quite a twink and I know about the history of sports fetish culture so how about you stuff your fucking jockstrap in my mouth until I can taste it in my throat.
He purposefully wants to look a little mismatched. A little like he needs to be taught, led. And who better to teach him than-
Dr. Jack Abbot is not a man accustomed to mismatching. Maybe that's why he moves so effortlessly in his skin, whilst Dennis still squirms about it like a rabid feral beast trying to birth itself from it's own skin. Every day, he feels closer to eclosion. Yet everyday, the he scrapes against the chrysalis walls until his arms bleed from silk cuts and his gums ache from the scrape of his teeth against the fibre.
But mismatched Jack is not, in his fitted black jeans and leather harness.
Dennis' mouth waters from his perch, hidden mostly from view.
It's a balancing act, getting the timing right. He jerks a guy off and lets him spit into his mouth in payment for going along with Dennis' idea- tells him it's a scene him and his partner are doing, and no- sorry- they're not looking for a third, but he can play alone as long as he doesn't get fucked in any hole. Hence the hands.
Surprisingly, it works out sensationally well. Best laid plans- not today- today his plans are lain in stone and the coursing is impeccable.
When Jack sees him for the first time, he's on his knees in the corridor, positioned perfectly so that when Jack went to the bathroom he'd find Dennis here, mouth open, cheeks flushed staring up at… James? Jonathon? Not Jack- and letting out a soft little bark.
Jam-athon, as per his carefully arrange script, flinches and takes a step back, slipping his fingers from Dennis' baby blue collar. The bell jingles.
"Shit man, sorry. I'm not like, into all that."
Dennis forces his voice into a confused wobble. "What?"
"The barking and shit? Not really my thing mate, sorry. Lots a people here tho that'll be into that I'm sure." He gives Dennis a pat on the head, which he personally thinks is a little theatrical. "I just like the ears and shit. You good?"
Dennis swallows and nods. Gets another pat to his head and a wink from Jacob? and then he's left- by his design- alone and teary, knees scraping on the hard, but surprisingly not sticky- good on them for using that cover fee well- floor. He sniffles, and pretends not to have seen Jack.
Pretends, in fact, not to notice until Jack's boots- holy shit his combat boots are under his gaze.
"Whitaker."
Slowly, he drags his gaze upwards, forcing himself to meet his attendings eyes. No matter the fact that he's made this happen and orchestrated the whole thing, this is still embarrassing in many ways. Heat licks up his spine, cunt dampening. Jack's got his arms crossed.
"You okay?" He raises his eyebrow, but makes no move to comfort Dennis. Hmm. "What are you doing here?"
Dennis whines-
"Nope. Words Whitaker."
Fine.
"Uh- Dr Abbot. I didn't- I'm- I'm trans? I don't know if you- what are you doing here?"
"Cut the shit. You know I am too. Just like you know I know you are. What are you doing here?"
Dennis scowls. He shoves himself to his feet, using the back wall as guidance and raises up a little so he's not so intimidated by Jack, if the conversations going to go this way.
"I don't think that's tone and question are really appropriate Doctor Abbot." Dennis hits back, bruised. He put so much effort in and for what?
Jack raises his eyebrows. "Given my tits are out and you're plugged up and crying on your knees, I'd say you answering my questions are the least of our worries kid."
Fine, again. If Jack wants the truth, he'll give him a version of it.
"I thought I might finally be able to get what I want somewhere like here, but I-" He pouts a little. It's always been good with the older demographic. "It's just the same, clearly." He rolls his lips together awkwardly, not entirely having to fake it. This hasn't gone… quite how he'd hoped. Best laid plans and all that after all. "Sorry, you don't want to hear about how no one in this while city wants to leash me and make me bark for co-" He stutters. His brain to mouth filter is normally much better at this. He's- he's normally better at hiding this side of him. He flushes, and none of it is by design.
"Well I'm here because I was dragged out." Jack admits. "But I won't lie and say I wasn't hoping to find a nice little pup to leash up and bark for my cock."
Dennis' gaze snaps up to his attendings eyes, but the man is smirking at him, his handsome weather beaten face finally pulling into a smile, the corners of his mouth lifting. Oh. Oh he's joking. Does he think Dennis is joking too? Before he can ask, Jack puts a hand on his shoulder. Something he never does at work, no matter how many times Dennis lets Robby do it to him in front of Jack hoping to model good behaviour.
"That was shitty of him Dennis, he could have handled that better, I'm sor-"
"Please do it."
Jack's hand tightens. "What?"
"I'll bark for you."
Jack huffs out a laugh, hand tightening even further before dropping off him completely.
"Is it really that bad of a thought you have to laugh?" Dennis grumbles.
"No, jeez kid I'm not laughing at you- I'm laughing at the- the situation. All of this."
"Okay." Dennis bites at his bottom lip. "You're in the scene right? Do you know anyone that might be up for it?"
Jack narrows his eyes. "Up for what?"
"You know. Training me properly. Woof woof and all that." He pitches the bark like a joke, but it still hits Jack all the same. He can see it in the way his pupils widen and his breath catches a little. Nearly on the hook. Maybe. Dennis has been wrong before. He hates being wrong.
"Need a firm hand kid?"
Dennis nods, a soft little whine breaching his throat.
"Fuck me. Okay. If I go to that room there, will you heel? Theres no right or wrong answer here Dennis, no pressure. But if you follow me in there I'll make sure you get what you want but I won't go easy on you. I have my kinks too kid. If you don't, no sweat at all, we can never talk about this again, or go get a drink at the bar and I'll play old wise transdaddy and you can ask me anything you want for one night only."
"I will, I'll heel." Dennis rushes to say, the words falling thick and heavy over his tongue in his haste. "I'll be good."
"Hmm. Will you now? Safe word? Hard limits?"
Dennis proposes the traffic light system, and Jack nods. He gives no hard limits. This is on purpose. Jack, of course, picks up on it.
"Don't act all tough guy on me kid." Jack grumbles, pressing close to Dennis and tilting his head up by his chin. "We go in there, and I'm gonna play however the fuck I want with my new little puppy unless you tell me not to now. Everyone has their limits-" Dennis doesn't think he does. Really. He shakes his head, motion limited in Jack's grip. This is everything he's ever started and they haven't even started yet. "-no? If I wanna fuck your throat? Smack that pretty face? Fuck your cunt?" He lets the word land for a second, but Dennis just opens his mouth a little and pants. "Tie you up? Pull out your plug and fuck your ass? Still nothing hmm? Maybe you are a tough guy Dennis hmm, big strong man wants to be a little puppy for a while?" He nods furiously. "If were doing it like this, remember your fucking safe words, and use them. Okay? and this it stays here. In this club and this night. And it never, ever, gets out- you hear me pup?"
Dennis whines and nods frantically, wiggling in Jack's hold until Jack tightens his grip and then shoves Dennis back. "Come on then, heel puppy."
He heads straight to one of the private rooms, getting them exclusive access and once the door shuts behind them with a heavy thud they're alone. Dennis' feels the excessive thud of his heartbeat all the way down to his toes.
"On your knees pup." Jack snaps, and Dennis falls to the ground so hard that it hurts, radiating up into his hips but he doesn't care. He thinks this might be the greatest moment of his life.
"Now, where shall we start with you hmm puppy?"
~
Honestly, this is it, but a smutty 2nd part could be fun in the future. we will see if I have time!!
I attended a campfire presentation by a park ranger who described Osprey as "both the pickiest and least picky eaters of all time."
They're the pickiest because they only eat things they can catch by plunging into at least six feet of water feet-first and are as close to their maximum carrying capacity as possible, to maximize calories-per-trip.
They're the Least Picky because so long as something fits those parameters, Osprey will go for it.
The ranger then showed us an extensive slide show of the local osprey in flight with their catches, which included: trout, carp, snakes, bass, eels, small sharks, ducks, surprisingly large catfish, a nerf football, muskrats, a summer sausage that fell off a boat, sneakers, a fish previously thought to be extinct in the area, a Barbie Doll, and another osprey.
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who’s a good boy? - 12.5k words Oscar Piastri/Mark Webber
(tags: protective mark webber, obsessive mark webber, collars, dog cage, sensory deprivation, verbal humiliation, verbal praise, public humiliation. see the full list on ao3)
It was too dark to tell, but Oscar could’ve sworn he saw one of the corners of his lips quirk upward in amusement. He made a sound of protest, but Mark had already begun to walk away from him, into the darkness where Oscar could no longer see him.
“Consider this part of your housetraining," the ocean breeze carried Mark’s voice back to him, faint but unmistakable, "And don’t you dare try to run."
happy pride month and race week! after two grueling months, i have finally finished my puppyplay fic for @f1whumpexchange! i also wanted to upload this as part of the @juneofdoom event since it seemed like a fun challenge. hope y’all enjoy reading it as much as i enjoyed writing it. 💞
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i don't remember them playing mahjong but they do other old man things like going to the wet market together and drinking soup and taking walks. anyway go watch suk suk / twilight's kiss
Thinking of that time im pretty sure i saw an OF creator at a craft market and thinking about making it huckleabbot. Hmmmmmm.
Now, Jack isn’t ashamed to admit he watches porn. He’s only human, and, sometimes, porn is the only way to get that release you need.
What he is (only slightly) ashamed to admit is he has a favourite creator, ghosttpup, Casper. It’s nothing abnormal, really, but he sometimes thinks he’d rather die than admit he has a thing for a wide-eyed and innocent-looking guy half his age fucking himself on huge dildos until he’s in tears. Totally normal.
What might not be normal is how fixated he is on the boy. How much money he has spent on him: personal videos, stream donations, gifts, he could go on. How much time he’s spent watching those videos, the mans face only slightly covered with a mask- a way to conceal his identity, but oh so fucking hot - but either plenty enough revealed that Jack can see Casper’s beautiful expressions as he screws his face up with pleasure.
He can easily imagine what it would be like to have him to himself, enjoys imagining, it’s his favourite pass time. He sometimes dreams about Casper, about how insatiable he would be, begging for more than just Jacks cock, begging to be fucked harder, faster, deeper. He dreams of biting his tattooed leg - a two headed calf tangled in barbed wire and ivy - a work of art he wants to taint and blemish.
It’s one of the few fantasies he lets himself relish in. His obsession stopped any shame he might have had months and months ago, but unfortunately it also brought up some self reflection.
Like, maybe becoming fixated on this porn streamer is an indicator that he might be ready to move on.
And wasn’t that a punch to the gut.
He kinda shut down for a few days after that thought first appeared. Missed several streams, which he is kinda mad about after the fact.
He met with his therapist again, avoided the topic for at least 20 minutes out of sheer embarrassment of what he was going to confess. And it was embarrassing, but it did help, talking things through, actually hearing someone say that if he thought he was ready, it was okay to start dating. That he wasn’t moving on from his wife, just moving forward with his life.
He still felt like a pervert.
And let’s be honest, he is. His break from watching his streams barely lasted a week before he was desperate again, enough to push through his guilt. And God, hearing Casper whimper, saying how much he missed Jack these past few days as he grinds down deeper and deeper and God -
Yeah, Jack probably has a problem. But it’s fine. He knows nothing will come of it. Knows he’s just craving sex and intimacy all together. He can take steps to remedy that.
He tries going out. Tries a few times. Even ventures out onto dating apps. He always comes back to Casper.
But, he doesn’t close the door. Decides that actively seeking out people makes him feel like shit, that he would prefer one of those rom-com first meetings.
Which is something he kinda gets.
Dennis Whitaker caught his eye on that very first shift, but pittfest is a mess so he doesn’t interact with him much at all. He’s cute. Handsome. Blond hair cut far too short, plastered to his face with sweat, pointed chin and soft features. Jack can’t help but be endeared to him.
And that endearment grows over the next few weeks of brief interactions during shift changes. Knocking into each other and murmuring apologies in the hub, fingers brushing against each other when handing over charts. Hell, Jack starts praising the kid, giving him drinks and snacks just to see his face light up with a blush he’s grown far too fond of.
Its sweet. Its soft. He files dennis away under ‘maybe, someday’, and keeps Casper for the here and now, something to take the edge off in the interim.
Luck is on his side or something because Dennis joins street team and now they’re spending more time with each other. They spend several hours working side by side instead of the usual brief hand offs. Means it’s easier to reach out and touch, hands around his waist guiding him out of the way, arm around the shoulder, fingers brushing as they walk side by side.
Means it’s easier for Jack to ask him out for coffee. And then dinner. And then dinner again.
They had their first kiss right outside Dennis’s apartment after the fourth date, a nice breakfast thing. He had pressed Dennis up against the door frame, hands wandering up underneath his shirt to feel those farm muscles, delighting in the warmth of his skin. Dennis was bolder than he looked, one hand in Jacks curls, the other teasing at his waistband, pulling him closer and closer, trying to merge them together.
Jack likes to imagine they would have gone further if Santos didn’t open the door, giving them both a shit-eating grin as they pulled apart.
He went home and watched three of Caspers videos to take the edge off, thinking of Dennis’s tanned skin and strong arms, biting his lip trying to imagine it was Dennis’s teeth pulling the skin again.
He came far too hard, upset that the only witness was a screen, wishing he was cleaning cum off someone other than himself.
Their next date was at Jack’s apartment, under the guise of a movie night. They made it 10 minutes into a random Marvel movie before Dennis mounted him, climbing easily into his lap. Jack was quick to respond, hands around his waist, lips on his neck and chest as Dennis rolled his hips against him.
The makeout session on the couch didn’t last too much longer, both desperate for more. Jack hadn’t worn his prosthetic, moving around the apartment with his crutches, but if they were gonna get to the bedroom, they would have to pull apart, which, judging by Dennis's whine when Jack pulled away, wasn't likely to happen. Jack managed to mumble a "Wait, wait, we need to-", Dennis cutting off his murmurings with another kiss before sliding off his lap.
Jack adjusted his hips, expecting Dennis's wandering hands to go for his belt buckle, but was instead greeted with a firm grip on his ass, pulling him closer, so he was sat on the edge of the sofa, crotch to crotch. And then he was being lifted from the couch easily, with only a small grunt of effort. Jack wrapped his thighs around his waist, squeezing as tight as possible, arms following suit, near strangling Dennis with how tight he was gripping, terrified of falling. But Dennis didn't falter, grabbing his ass even tighter, pressing them against each other further, pulling a moan out of the both of them, the sound vibrating against their joined lips.
Getting out of the living room was no problem; it was getting to the bedroom that they seemed to struggle with, with Jack pulling on Dennis's head frequently to deepen the kiss further, sending the younger man stumbling into the walls - Jack was definitely going to have bruises on his back in the morning - pressing deeper against Jack as they licked into each other's mouths. He was harder than he ever thought would be possible, desperate for more. He pulled Dennis's hair again, pulling them apart just enough to mutter a breathless "bedroom", before allowing the man to dive back against him.
When they made it into Jack's bedroom, leaving the hallway an absolute fucking state, Dennis lay them both on the bed, pressing Jack down, kissing his way down his still-clothed chest, wetting the fabric with his open mouth before finally getting to the hem and pulling it off. Dennis continued to move further down, pushing Jack down firmly when he tried to sit up, pulling down the pair of basketball shorts the other was wearing, releasing his red and dripping cock. The groan he let out at the contact quickly turned into a whiny gasp as Dennis licked the leaking tip, an evil smile on his face as he maintained eye contact, before he wrapped his lips around the aching dick and started moving.
And maybe it had been too long since Jack had had any sexual contact that wasn't his own hand, but the feeling of the intern's throat around him, swirling his tongue around his shaft and head, God, he didn't know if there could be anything better as he tangled one hand into the blond curls. The feeling increased when he felt wetness on his lower leg and a rocking pressure. He lifted his head slightly, and sure enough, Dennis had managed to straddle him and was rutting against him, desperate and soaking and oh so eager to please, as he looked up with those wide, watery blue eyes, drooling slightly around Jack's cock, moaning around him.
Jack tightened his grip in his hair, earning himself another delicious moan, and gently pulled Dennis up to him, bringing their lips together again for a moment and getting Dennis to straddle his chest. When they pulled apart, Jack rasped, "I'm gonna eat you out now." getting another eager kiss as Dennis moved off of him to remove his pants and underwear.
breaking off the kiss to remove his own shirt as well - Jack groaning a "you're gonna kill me" at the sight of two silver nipple piercings - Dennis returned to his position of straddling Jacks chest, but this time he was so close Jack could easily smell the slick dripping out of him. He began to help Dennis shift up to hover over his face, rubbing his thighs gently the whole, time when he noticed something. A very familiar tattoo. Something he had regularly fantasized about, and oh my god.
His eyes widened slightly in amazement, quickly shifting between the boy above him and the beautiful tattoo on his thigh, and God, this had to be a dream, right? There is no way he could be this lucky.
The angle was awkward, but he was able to manoeuvre his neck to press his lips against the tattoo, quickly moving to suck and bite at the inked skin. Dennis whined above him, either in impatience or pleasure from the attention to his sensitive thighs, but Jack only pulled away once he knew a mark would be left behind.
They would talk about it later, right now, he had a job to do. He pulled Dennis down slightly, and was engulfed by him.
Jack had always enjoyed eating pussy out like this, no matter what. being surrounded by legs, feeling the pressure of his partner on top of him. He always did his best work when his partner was sitting on his face. And Dennis would be no exception.
Being enveloped in the musky scent of his cunt, being able to taste how good he was feeling - how good Jack was making him feel - he could stay under Dennis forever. He began by just mouthing against the folds, using his tongue to tease at all the nerves, occasionally moving his head so his nose would nudge at Dennis's cock - he liked to start slowly, find his rhythm, learn what made Dennis whine and tighten his thighs around his head. When he got familiar and Dennis got comfortable with the steady pleasure he was providing, he moved his tongue into him.
The surprised gasp he received from the intrusion made him hum in contentment, the vibrations rewarding him with another moan as Dennis squeezed around his tongue - god, he was so tight, how long did he have to work himself open for his videos? Jack was somehow getting even harder with that thought, moaning into Dennis again as he swirled his tongue against his plush walls. He now imagined helping Dennis ease himself open before he went on camera and performed as Casper for all his viewers, watching him ride those monster dildos in person and getting to help him recover after - getting to watch him do this work, knowing that Jack was the only one he truly wanted.
He must have been moaning at these thoughts more than he realised, because Dennis was coming much sooner than he expected, come and squirt soaking his face and bedsheets. Jack tried to get as much of it in his mouth as possible, desperate for a taste as he gripped Dennis's hips tighter, helping ease him through the after shocks of the orgasm as he eased his movements.
After a few minutes, Dennis was tapping his arm, asking to be released, and then flopping down in bed next to him, breathless and smiling, "I'm gonna need you to do that again next time."
Jack turned to his side, sitting up to lean over Dennis and peck at his lips, the kid eagerly returning, wanting to taste himself, "Oh, next time? You don't want to go again?"
His voice was teasing, but the tone changed into something far more desperate and pathetic as Dennis dragged his hand down and gave one firm stroke of his cock. "I think it would be rude of me to neglect such a pretty cock, right, Jack?"
He could only let out another whine as Dennis began to straddle him again, leaning down to kiss him deeply again, whispering, "Besides, I would hate to disappoint my biggest fan."
robby and jack feeding dennis is something I will never stop thinking about. you know, they're so delighted to have found a beautiful and kind young man that they both adore to add permenantly to their relationship, and they just want to make sure he's taken care of. that he's safe and healthy.
they know his past. they know he spent upwards of a year homeless, and they know that he was having to snatch food from the hospital to stay fed- that frequently one or two swiped sandwiches was all he was able to have a day. their precious dennis was malnourished and had food insecurity that had him hiding away canned food where he thought his boyfriends didn't notice, "just in case". it broke their hearts.
they start actively hand feeding him, as opposed to just presenting him with large platefuls at dinner time, when they realise dennis means something entirely different to them when he says he's "full". to jack and robby, being full means you're content, and that your belly genuinely can't hold any more food. that you'll be happy and fuelled sufficiently until the next mealtime- you're sated.
to dennis, being "full" means that he's eaten enough that he'll be able to get to the next mealtime without doubling over from hunger pangs. if it's dinner, he considers himself full if he can make it through the night asleep and not be woken early by the growling of an empty belly. "full" for dennis is actively hungry for jack and robby.
they realise dennis has got his routine honed to cause him to be able to consume as little food as possible (so that he might save as much as he can in case he can't get more), while still functioning. they're so angry at the world and system that forced their dennis into this place that they're nearly drawn to tears, not that they let their boy see.
thus, the hand feeding. they settle him in robby's lap, back to chest, and robby crosses his arms over the youngers belly, slipping them under dennis's shirt in a way that makes him giggle a little at the touch. jack is the one sat next to them on the sofa with a large plate of pasta and tomato and vegetables- a *normal* sized dinner for an adult man.
dennis finds himself opening and closing his mouth on command as the loaded fork is lifted to his mouth, luxuriating in the feeling of robby's big hands smoothing across his tummy as he eats, and the way jack looks at him with such affection in his eyes. the warm food makes him sleepy, and he relaxes. soon though, he recognises the point at which he'll be able to sleep through the night without hunger, and he states he's full.
his boyfriends don't agree. they tell him that they can hear his stomach rumbling at night, that he's repeatedly not eating enough and they're worried. robby begs him gently to let them keep feeding him until he's *really* full, and he swallows nervously thinking of how much longer the pasta could've lasted, but he agrees. he's rewarded by a kiss to the neck and another mouthful of warm, comforting food.
the guilt over "wasting" food continues for a little while longer, but now he's getting sleepier and sleepier as he's actually consuming the right amount for the first time in years. the hands on his belly feel even better now, and he slumps in robby's arms as he pets at him. the food makes him feel warm and makes his brain calm down, thoughts slowing until all he felt was genuine fullness, and overwhelming love for the two men doting on him.
he doesn't even notice when he's cleared the entire plate, just that it's the first time he can remember where he hasn't yearned for a single bite more- he's exactly, perfectly full. he's also half asleep, eyes fluttering as he's a dead weight on robby, who's still rubbing and massaging his slightly distended tummy.
he can hear two voices praising him and feels a new set of hands join the ones already on his belly, and more kisses into his hair. his stomach doesn't growl or rumble at all as he falls asleep in jack and robby's arms, utterly content.
the two older men could've cheered and jumped for joy at the sight of their boy finally, finally full, but they settled for a soft kiss and admiring glances so as not to disturb him. this would not be a one time thing, not when it looked like it would so perfectly improve their dennis's health.
to absolutely nobodies surprise, dennis in bundled into robby's lap again the next night as jack approaches from the kitchen with a meaty curry. one day, hopefully soon, dennis's definition of full will match that of his boyfriends'.
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