accidentally reducing your rival to something that cant take care of itself. it would be so easy to end it here, but you just… cant. not when its in this state. seeing it like this awakening so many different feelings.
taking care of it, perhaps out of some obligation, perhaps to nurse it back to its former glory, perhaps for some other reason.
seeing it remember only feelings, uselessly attacking you, not knowing why it wants to. do you tell it? would it even understand in this state? maybe it would be best to keep it this way? endless questions flood your head as you drift off to sleep, with it snoring in your arms.














