Hoofin' It Spritely

also only tangentially related but i keep thinking about how insanely predatory the general psych reaction to any honest discussion of 5150s is & how much it solidifies my belief that if you've had a traumatic experience with forced institutionalization and it's something you feel able and ready to talk about, then you should never ever shut the fuck up about it. no medical field insists on the necessity of patients being kept ignorant about their rights and the circumstances in which they can be taken as staunchly as psych doctors do

also only tangentially related but i keep thinking about how insanely predatory the general psych reaction to any honest discussion of 5150s is & how much it solidifies my belief that if you've had a traumatic experience with forced institutionalization and it's something you feel able and ready to talk about, then you should never ever shut the fuck up about it. no medical field insists on the necessity of patients being kept ignorant about their rights and the circumstances in which they can be taken as staunchly as psych doctors do

people needdddd to wear headphones in public because while on an otherwise very lovely walk in the park today i saw a guy sitting under a tree watching a porn parody of the star wars prequels

if nothing else trying to tune out the sounds of anakin and padme going to town as i contemplate the babbling brook gave me a brief but vivid window into what it’s like to be obi wan kenobi

i think it was kind of a major failing to frame the self diagnosis issue around whether it's "valid" or not rather than the fact that unless an official diagnosis is necessary for you to access actually beneficial pharmaceuticals/treatment, accomodations or disability benefits, you should actively avoid on-paper diagnosis for your basic safety and access to care

we need non cancerous cigarettes to give to women so they look hot. men get the normal kind

I hate men im a misandrist

I support and encourage hatred of men

The complete eradication of men is not only a goal which tumblr transfems could easily achieve, but something which will happen quite soon. Posts like these are sincere discussions of strategy on how to completely annihilate men.

mad scientist ethics board that makes sure that a project is sufficiently unethical before providing funding

sometimes you get a normal scientist trying to apply with a regular invention that just has a puppy shredder attached to it with hot glue or sticky tape

you’d think they’d be disqualified for that, but trying to cheat the system to get research funding actually adds a lot of unethical points

holy shit, to say it "keeps the violence rate down", when these women are being violently raped. aka they dont count it because they dont care when it happens to trans women.

Kinda crazy how many notable artists in the grunge genre sang about hating themselves and wishing everything was different and being suicidal and conceptualized themselves as having been raped. It is possible grunge itself can be thought of as a genre invented to sing about dysphoria

My pet theory is that like at least 30% of all men who've ever decided to become the singer for an alternative music project did it to vent feelings of gender dysphoria they didn't know about. If transition were decriminalized and normalized enough we might see as much as half of some genres' frontrunners become women

white people you don’t need to say you’re white when you reblog this btw. you don’t even need to mention it btw

since i am a trans woman who plays sports i will never find your joke about trans women in sports funny. sorry.

been said before but. allies also often throw in a “well actually when transwomen are included in sports with regular women they come nowhere near being the best so it’s fine to let them compete together.” bc like, well, i would like to think i could one day become the best. am i only allowed to play in sports because I’m not actually trying? it shows that there is actually a threshold in ability that, when reached, will cause certain groups of people who seem to support trans women in sports to reevaluate and find out they have been bioessentialists the whole time

Every time I compete I am scared I will win. Nobody should ever have to be in that situation. I got second at a competition and I saw the look on the face of the woman who got third, and I left that competition as quickly as I could because I didn't know if she would try to do something about it.

something I really enjoy is that I've now seen like 4 or 5 variations of roughly this same video, all slightly different in their angles and timing while obviously being the exact same bunny and room, implying that this is a consistent and frequent behavior for this bunny instead of just a funny thing it did once that got caught on camera. I wish I could have as much raw unfiltered enthusiasm for anything as this little rabbit has for its dinnertime

you think you're really starting to make friends with the girl i have you sharing a cage with, until the night i tell you that this time, you can make it stop, but i'll do it to her instead but worse. and you hear her whimper and you swear in your heart you wouldn't do that but wouldn't you know it? it gets so bad you yelp it out. so now you're in the cage, alone, listening, as i make it as bad as i can for her. i explained to her that she doesn't get a way out like you did, but she must be panicking; she doesn't normally beg like this. you turn away. you feel sick. you don't know how you'll face her.

you've cried out and sobbed plenty of times when i've had you out of the cage, and so has she, but now she is screaming, really screaming in a way that you haven't heard her do and you certainly haven't done before and from inside the cage you can't tell what i'm doing to her to make her do that but she is screaming, long, like using a whole breath and then breathing all the way in and screaming again, and you feel scared, somewhere deep & muffled, but mostly you want to throw up

as i'm leading her back to the cage and she's sobbing and crawling, you realize that if you turn away from her out of guilt you'll be more alone than you ever were before, but if you comfort her then you're taking advantage of the way she fawns after being tortured, and this time it's your fault: it would make you just like me. yet she needs you. she wants to cry into you. she doesn't care that you helped me do this, even if you want her to care, want her to hate you, want her to spit. you deserve it, you think. you don't know what will happen if you're cold to her but you know it won't make me let up. it won't save either of you. you could comfort her. it's what you both need. but if you let this drive her further into you, you know that you'll have taken part in whatever game i was playing tonight. i'll win, just like always. the cage door opens and she spills in. decisions, decisions.