I'm all alone...

At least everyone is home, am I right Melbourne ☔️ (at State Library Victoria) https://www.instagram.com/p/CGtKYNlMuhw/?igshid=100kidfrdz1xg

If you don’t change, what changes? I am in a much better headspace than I ever have been. My journey to get here hasn’t always been smooth sailing but no matter how many times things dipped and I didn’t think I could get back up again, I changed. If you don’t change, how does your situation change? You’re always going to repeat the same cycle. Try something new and be open to it. Baby steps. It won’t happen overnight but give it time. A few days become weeks and its as simple as that. Sometimes you have to lose yourself along the way to find yourself again. Sometimes you need to hear it from someone else. Find someone who can enlighten you. I am so grateful for the amazing support my friends give me. Thank you all for always checking in, making me think/feel differently and just accepting me for who I am. You make me want to be a better person to myself. Because I am what? Sickening! 💅🏼 (at Healing Journey) https://www.instagram.com/p/CChdEVMJZa6/?igshid=y4hl2s05tc2e

This Autumn baby 🍁 #autumn #autumnleaf #melbourne #aesthetic #vsconature #vscocam #instaautumn #igersmelbourne #instanature #minimalism #minimalist #whiteaesthetic #naturephotography #naturelife #autumnleaves #autumnvibes (at Melbourne, Victoria, Australia) https://www.instagram.com/p/B_9WOuZJwIn/?igshid=1q74rm2cnv376

Happy 21st birthday johnwick! #costumeparty #twentyone #asianinvasion #dressup #melbourne #aznaturalselections #instalove #vscogirl #vscofamily #rickandmorty #johnwick #supersmashbros #supermario #trexcostume #demonslayer #feeling22 (at Thomastown Brothel) https://www.instagram.com/p/B8mzwbAJFDs/?igshid=1hgni3dia0hon

Wishing everyone a Merry Christmas 🎅🏼🎄 #merrychristmas🎄 #merrychristmas #christmas #vscochristmas #instachristmas #sydney #sydneychristmas #christmasinsydney #christmastree #festive #festiveseason #festivemood #travelphotography #chaseyourdreams #wanderlust #xmas #seasonsgreetings #hkig #hkiger #hkgirlstyle (at Martin Place Christmas Tree) https://www.instagram.com/p/B6eaptppHJM/?igshid=1kj4xl6pmm8e1

Congratulations Faith & Nick! 💙 Almost there! #babyblue #heartcake #babyshower #babyfever #hkig #hkigers #instababy #igbaby #melbourne #vscobaby #vscogram #vscogood #rainbowbaby #celebration #cakesofinstagram #minimalism #minimalist #halfbaby #choosehappiness #igersoftheday (at BabyLove) https://www.instagram.com/p/B468y3_pBMH/?igshid=ruk1b47mh5zk

There is no stronger bond 🌿 #naturegram #nature_good #naturelovers #wanderlust #wanderer #travelgram #travelphotography #instaart #instanature #melbourne #vscogram #vsconature #exploremelbourne #treeoflife #forest #redwoods #2xu #blackmagic #hkig #wanderlove #travelholic #nature_perfection (at Californian Redwood Forest) https://www.instagram.com/p/B2iMsBHprfc/?igshid=1vs99qix6ga4k

It’s amazing how many people care about me and how little it matters to me when I’m exhausted with life. In a time where it matters the most, why do we shut down? I have lived with depression and anxiety for the almost two decades. There were moments where suicidal thoughts were actionable. Nothing felt like it mattered more than to end the pain and suffering. What people don’t realise is what goes on in our heads. It’s all in our heads. Our worthiness, our morality, our reality. In those moments nothing matters than how we see ourselves. Don’t ever forget those around you, I have found recently that if I start naming people who are there for me and remembering the good/happy moments - the pain of feeling alone, useless, worthless, an enemy to myself... Lowers by 10%. I just want to take the time to thank everyone who is there for me, cares for me and loves me for who I am. #itaintweaktospeak #ruok #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealth #itsokaynottobeokay #suicideprevention #suicideawarenessmonth #beyondblue #instamood #vscogram #depression #anxiety #mentalillness #mentalhealthadvocate #justbreathe #melbourne #hkig #nevergiveup #inspirationalquotes #loveinspo (at R U OK?) https://www.instagram.com/p/B2SgwXJpzjZ/?igshid=dj06kcntygob

Happy Spring 🌷 #springintoplants #melbourne #springtime #instanature #vscogram #vsconature #flowers #floral_shots #springtime🌸 #instamood #hkig #vscoflowers #naturegram #naturelovers #naturephotography #nature_good #inspirewithblooms #bloomingdays #melbmoment #springday (at Garden State Hotel) https://www.instagram.com/p/B2QSG3BJKNY/?igshid=170qe0qpg1k5m

Brie mine, you make me melt 🧀 #cheeseplatter #cheeseboard #foodphotography #foodart #flatlayfood #foodflatlay #instafood #foodig #foodgram #melbourneeats #vscofood #vscogram #cheeselover #eeeeeats #melbourne_insta #yarravalley #foodgasm #minimalism #minimalist #foodiegram #foodielife (at Meletos, Stones of the Yarra Valley) https://www.instagram.com/p/B2JDSQUpGek/?igshid=nw4dklllf4v4

Congratulations Michelle & Jason 💕 #yarravalley #wedding #weekendlove #melbourne #vscogram #vscogirl #vscowedding #instamelb #instawedding #weddingphotography #weddingflowers #weddingphotos #beautifulweddings #melbournedesign #hkig #hkgirl #chaseyourdreams #rusticwedding #rusticweddingdecor #rusticstyle (at Meletos, Stones of the Yarra Valley) https://www.instagram.com/p/B13DpIPJbiY/?igshid=169hg371ijsrj

Matcha Mondays 💚 #matcha #melbourne #matchalatte #coffee #coffee_inst #breakfastinmelbourne #brunch #instamelb #coffeeholic #latteart #breakfastideas #eeeeeats #coffeegram #vscogram #brunchlover #latteart #melbmoment (at Matcha BAE) https://www.instagram.com/p/B1mwaUOJDK9/?igshid=4f5j0c8xfizg

Matcha Mondays 💚 #matcha #melbourne #matchalatte #coffee #coffee_inst #breakfastinmelbourne #brunch #instamelb #coffeeholic #latteart #breakfastideas #eeeeeats #coffeegram #vscogram #brunchlover #latteart #melbmoment (at Matcha BAE) https://www.instagram.com/p/B1mvmU0Jji0/?igshid=1ldbk3j1rv0qw

한참을 꿈이라면 깨고 싶은 날들 영원한 꿈일까 아련한 시간속에 ❤️ #likeastarlight #weekendlove #lettering #watercolourlettering #brushlettering #brushscript #vscogram #vscolettering #grateful #minimalism #minimalist #minimalisme #melbourne #monochromatic #whiteout #whitegrey #instamelb #instamelbourne #instawhite #instaart (at Somewhere under the Blue Sky) https://www.instagram.com/p/B1iHFcKJUGX/?igshid=57ew8r40yipq

Rain, rain go away ☔️ #melbourneweather #raining #melbourne #instamelbourne #instamelb #vsconature #vscogram #naturegram #nature #travelgram #rainy #gramslayers #feelblessed #melb #melbmoment #melbourne_photoblog #melbourne_insta #melbournecity #melbournelife #lifestyleblog #streetphotography #streetlife (at Melbourne, Victoria, Australia) https://www.instagram.com/p/B0PGRK2pRoJ/?igshid=13nonemfh32uc

She's sunshine mixed with a little hurricane meaning ☀️🌪 @iamserenanguyen ❤️ #mybestieforlife #pickherup #sydney #sydney_insta #groundsofalexandria #sydneyaustralia #instatravel #travelgram #travelphotography #instatravel #instatumblr #vscogirl #vscolove #babesofinsta #rsa_portrait #girlboss #girlpower #breakfastinsydney #wanderlust #wanderer #wonderful_places (at The Grounds of Alexandria) https://www.instagram.com/p/BzOulMPpTHU/?igshid=wwzucolumw0

Still waiting for @theviicrew to grace Melbourne with an OTC night so I can ✔️ it off my bucket list 🏴‍☠️ Hurry and lock them in @1337promotions! 🇦🇺 #vii #wanderer #melbourne #nature #beach #vsconature #wanderlust #djs #rave #ravegirls #trance #trancefamily #trancemusic #instamood #landscapephotography #travelgram #travelholic #backselfie #wanderfolk #outdoors (at Apollo Bay Beach) https://www.instagram.com/p/BxMQAPggltP/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=csl0g8za43wh