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Why did I do tags first? Well... This is QUITE the ramble
So... I have a little rant I need to blurt out. Especially during Stardust's part
Back at the beginning of high school, I didn't even THINK about beginning to write for myself. Not after the two shitty stories I made back in middle school (one that was generic extended retelling of fantasy short story and another that was a Wings of Fire ripoff (yes, I was into that))
Now, after a few months... It's not just a half-assed love letter to those times. It's become more.
As a bit of an analytical person, it's fun to find out why a character would act a certain way (or basically ask "why would that happen and is it logical?"). for example: a narcissistic character is planned to manipulate another not only so the former could feel powerful and 'on the top', but so the latter could stay in line and side with them. Is it logical for them to behave like that? From what I've seen (and knowing why the character would go down that path); yeah, it is.
As a not-quite-a-storyteller though? Well, there's the bug. However, I've overcome this by the power of script writing; basically, you only indicate the major parts without going too into details most of the time (examples; setting & what it looks like, the time itself, who is there, and so forth) & let the dialogue move the plot forward. You can still make your characters move, but the inerractions are the main focus at hand. It's made it easier for me so I don't just go "he said she said they said blah blah blah" all the time (which was a personal struggle for me, so it's nice to have a structure that doesn't require that). It's pretty neat and I'd recommend it to you if you want to give it a shot!
But of course, I can't talk about my personal project without talking about the characters themselves.
Back in middle school, I was dreaming up an object show I wanted to make. What would it be? Contest? Non-contest? What would it be about? Would it BE about anything?
Eventually, I settled upon a pretty solid premise; fictional alien version of me tries to navigate normal object life and finding out stuff that would change everything about themself (while also having the plot point of 'defeating a villain'). While it looks like it didn't change much over time on paper, a LOT did.
Characters were cut and put in, art style was improved, lore was changed DRASTICALLY, and I eventually started the project after AT LEAST ONE YEAR of the ideas existing. Let me tell you; you did NOT want a story where the main character shared a soul with the "alternate version sister" and had to defeat LITERALLY THE FUCKING GOVERNMENT of all things and also had super sayan versions at one pointâ DO YOU SEE WHY THE CHANGES HAD TO BE MADE YET!?
So yeah; cast may have changed, story may have become different, but I said I was going to talk about the CHARACTERS, so... How are they?
Well, we've obviously got the protagonist; me but even more annoying! While it's always been a thing for them to figure out something about themself they didn't know before, what it is has... Changed, to say the least. Spacedust was obviously an alien from the start; I mean, they crash landed from SPACE for crying out loud! However, while it is the thing they discover, the contents of it went from "shared soul with counterpart" to "partially the same alien species as the one the ANTAGONIST is".
Sure, their relationship with Stardust is DEFINITELY a slippery slope, but to learn you're the same thing as who you realized is the bad guy? After they gave you what you wanted; RECOGNITION? Now THAT'S the more unsettling lore drop! And who doesn't love an emotional cast of characters?
The one deuteragonist who stuck by since the start was... Boring. But for some reason... I just couldn't get rid of Victor. But how? They were just the quiet one of the group who stuck around JUST TO EXIST? Well, truth be told... He's part of one of the ships I still like. YEP. But obviously, what is a character if they are just there for the ship? Why not make him the moral support then! But obviously, he'd break gender rules for not acting "masculine". What would I do with that? He doesn't seem to be trans in the slightest!â...
Oh. So I can make his arc dealing with being intersex and not fitting in to expectations. Okay, now THAT'S an arc! And why not throw in burnout for being the "healer" of them all? Yeah! And when they finally talk things out with Stardust IN CANON? Now THAT is how you write a character!
Jazzmine was PROBABLY one of the last additions to the main cast before the story was starting to set in. Unfortunately, she ended up filling the role of "Paintbrush Knockoff â˘" for the character before her. She gets agitated easily, she prefers to be alone, and has to deal with an OH SO ANNOYING SOMEONE before they have a change of heart due to said person. Yeah, not a good start obviously. How would I make that work without it being blatant plagiarism?
Well... She's an older sister, right? Why not use that younger one of hers to show "she can handle ONE of these, but NOT another!" It's perfect! Not only would she actually have a reason to be angry all the time, but it can be boosted by the forced perfectionism that she would develop! And when she FINALLY apologizes to Spacedust (even though it's only half-assed because "perhaps I treated them too harshly"), she herself gets set free also due to the latter showing her that "it's okay to have a freak flag!" because at the end of the day? NOBODY needs to fit someone's expectations perfectly; not Spacedust, not Kiwi; not even JAZZMINE HERSELF! And you know what? It's okay to be gay also :3 đłď¸âđ
Kiwi... Is something? Technically, she existed since the beginning of the entire thing, but... That's a different character. And even then, I'm still SORT OF figuring her out beyond "7 year old who happens to befriend Spacedust easily due to shared immaturity", but... Maybe that's okay. She pretty much filled her role already by being a major part of Jazzmine's arc, so... What else is there for her to do? To me, for now, this is as much of a role as she needs to play. Nothing too major, but major nonetheless.
And finally, the "anti-Spacedust" who went from lesbian villain to bi disaster; Stardust. She was... The other "Paintbrush Knockoff â˘" that still exists. But that anger now sterms from trauma. HARD trauma.
She's basically the one that crash-landed to where the Albiens (what Algabralians are called in canon) were (before being changed to them finding her in space). She was only raised by one person; a captured object before that was changed also to Zash; the present-canon head pilot of THE WHOLE ALBIEN SPACESHIP. things were great... Until they weren't.
After a mishap with her powers, she was caught and almost killed by Haus (before being saved by the unknown entity behind the White Abyss). After that, everything became even MORE strict with Albien culture and Stardust slowly became insane (due to the White Abyss not taking proper care of her).
While the not-so-basic backstory remained almost the same, her outcome has... Very much altered. At first, while she was painted the villain due to not having that established backstory, she was supposed to be killed by Spacedust after they struggled a bit. Then she was spared due to having emotions. And then she fully got that backstory and integrated herself as the outside member of the main cast. Now, she's more snappy than Jazzmine, less trustworthy than Victor, has VERY less trust in others than Spacedust, And while I might not obsess over her as much now (other than THIS ENTIRE SECTION APPARENTLY), she still deserves to be treated as part of the main group (even if she has a more different role than the others).
So... That was a lot, huh? I talked about who I am a little, blabbed about how I'm approaching my story, and rambled WAY too much about my precious and NOT so precious specimens... So what? Why did I do this?
Well... Truth be told, I never expected to work on the project for so long. Back then, I'd probably had given up after maybe a week... But holy shit.
THAT long? Damn. I'm impressed with myself.
So, at the end of the day... I guess this is a love letter to my love letter. The thank you to my Magnum Opus. Because even if I never finish this...
I'll still thank it for being part of my amazingly crazy life.