a blog for survivors of organised abuse and programming.
This works like other xyz-culture-is blogs, where you can submit posts, quotes, songs, media, anything, that you relate to as a survivor of programming. Vents and advice are welcome but we are not a professional, are not your therapist, and do not take our advice as law.
The term programming is preferred here to avoid discourse over RAMCOA / OEA / OA terms. Feel free to use whatever terms you are comfortable with in your asks. Any asks trying to βdisproveβ our trauma or debate the validity of it will be deleted.
This is a safe space. However, endogenic or nontraumagenic βsystemsβ are not welcome. This is a blog about trauma. Singlets are welcome too, although we personally do not have your experience we did not want to exclude you.
All triggers will be appropriately spoiled. If we missed something, kindly let us know.
This blog is ran by a singular mod. We will not be sharing our name or parts for safety reasons. We have a CDD and are a programming survivor. Please use it/its for us and you may refer to us as tracer.
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I saw a post that disgruntled me enough to want to talk about this, so here we are. There seems to be a heavy amount of misinformation on what "counts" as OEA, often excluding adult victims and non-programmed victims. So, within this post, we'll go over what the terms "OA, MC, and RA" mean, as well as commonly construed myths.
Organized Abuse
all-encompassing.
Organized abuse is a wide term that includes experiences of ritual abuse and mind control but is in no way exclusive to them. Often, only organized child sexual abuse is mentioned, which leaves out a lot of experiences it includes.
The most simple definition of organized abuse is "Abuse that involves a number of people doing something together in a pre-planned and/or structured way, rather than acting alone." In short terms, abuse done by multiple people in a planned way. [1]
All groups under the RAMCOA/OEA label will fall under this category. This includes, but is not limited to, Cults, Trafficking Rings, Labor Camps, "Troubled Teen" Camps, Intra-Familial Organized Abuse, and other experiences that fall under this definition. This includes victims indoctrinated into cults, trafficked, or otherwise abused as adults, as well as children born or brought into it. Location of the abuse (at home, in a church, at school, at a daycare, etc) doesn't matter, and someone does not have to go through ritual abuse or mind control to have experienced organized abuse.
Ritual Abuse
not inherently satanic.
Ritual abuse is a term often confused with SRA, or "Satanic Ritual Abuse," an outdated and often harmful label for forms of organized extreme abuse. Not all forms of organized abuse are ritual abuse.
Ritual abuse can be defined as "Abuse that occurs in a context where symbols or activities have superstitious, supernatural, or religious connotations. It is organised, often involving multiple perpetrators, and the abuse often happens as part of a rite or ceremony." Alternatively, the word 'ritual' refers to "a rite, ceremony or pseudo- religious service which involves a series of actions performed in a fixed order and/or at certain times; something that is done in the same way whenever a particular situation occurs." [1] [2]
Because of this, ritual abuse can be defined while including spiritual themes and non spiritual themes. So, many definitions include other forms of abuse that is ritualized/specifically repeated in nature, such as on a specific day or time or in a specific order.
This type of abuse is most dominated in literature by satanic overtones, once again from the term SRA. However, this is not exclusive to satanic cults. Any group based on a belief system or using other reoccurring themes/abuse can perpetrate ritual abuse. Though ritual abuse is also more commonly linked with mind control and child abuse, programming and age have no impact on if an experience is ritual abuse or not.
Survivors of ritual abuse include things like ritualistic ceremonies, games, symbols, set-ups, abuse on specific days/holidays, abuse in a specific order, etc as common experiences.
Mind Control
programming and beyond
Mind control tends to be the term that receives the most problems, as many people tend to only think of programming when hearing it. However, MC is not exclusive to programming survivors, and many types of MC have been recognized.
A good definition of MC is "Methods of thought reform to force submission or information from enemies and victims, or to indoctrinate and increase cooperation in members and captors," and is a synonym to coersive persuasion, defined as "attempts to force people to change beliefs, ideas, attitudes or behaviors using psychological pressure, undue influence, threats, anxiety, and/or intimidation." [3] [4]
Programming is an example of the far end of mind control, a severe form of conditioning. However, things such as cult and religious indoctrination, psychic driving, terrified submission, etc, are all also forms of MC that can occur within organized abuse. MC is not exclusive to child victims, as most forms of MC can be performed at any age.
Thank you for reading. If you have any questions or additions, feel free to send an ask or reply to this post. A reminder that I am not a professional, I am flawed, and I am just doing my best.
Hi!! Sorry if this is stupid to ask, but we get so lost due to there being so many program terms, and we're just bad at terms all together
We where wondering if you could explain what each program term is? (Like beta, narco, trance, release, ect ect ect)
hi!
I am not a professional at all and many program terms do not have strict definitions. Its difficult to explain but if you tell me those terms i genuinely do not know what you mean.
I have been given this resource by a friend which seems relatively trustworthy, and lists some program definitions
I apologise for not being able to help more. Its very difficult to navigate programming and we personally really really struggle to label programs due to the unreliability of many resources and the nicheity of programming resources
Okay Iβve never done one of these before but I know Iβm following / followed by other cDID systems and some RAMCOA survivors. The account @/hc-did-culture-is is ENDO NEUTRAL and has tags dedicated to asks that are (pro)endo.
So few spaces on here for (h)cDID systems and this one is neutral on abelism. Just figured some of you would want to block, we used to follow until we saw endo neutral stance and pro endo tags.
Feel free to add to blocklists or use this for awareness(?) and take this as a quick reminder that endogenics prey on RAMCOA survivors and the experiences of (h)cDID systems because we are less likely to be believed by anyone. System hopping is a phenomenon that happens in complex systems, an alter (or alters) can hop between sub/sidesystems, groups and layers.
Endos are NOT our friends. Donβt invite them onto spaces where they WILL use information posted to once again push their antiscience
hi.. i don't know if this is the right place, so i'm sorry for any inconvenience, but how would someone go about figuring out if they were programmed? especially as a part who knows nothing about what happened to us?
i wrote out s full message that tumblr just ate so this is short.
tldr.
dont push it, focus on living and logging best you can
Avoid sharing this sensitive info at all, as it is so easy for someone to use this to manipulate you
Take it slow. Just log whatever you can.
Pushing it can trigger harmful programs or cause you a lot of distress
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Little PSA for those questioning if theyβre a RAMCOA survivor
If you are questioning if you are a RAMCOA survivor; you should not be sending in your memories to random people on Tumblr and asking if itβs RAMCOA. For your sake.
When we began questioning if we had been through it, we were struggling with only having surface level memories about what happened. So when we would ask people; βIs this RAMCOA?β And theyβd say βNoβ, because that was not what we described, weβd take it to heart and fall into denial spirals. Those memories did LEAD to our prgrmming, but they werenβt the cause. But itβs hard to think thatβs a possibility rationally when an outside source says βnoβ.
If you have questions, ask them. But donβt ask questions along the lines of βAm I a survivor?β because that is for you to figure out with your alters. Taking too much credit from the opinion of a stranger who does not know you or your experience in full can be damaging if you are a survivor and just arenβt aware of the actual memories.
Programmed system culture is finding something with codes on from your handlers and you're trying to inspect it for answers but only getting more questions
oh god good luck. its so difficult to try to analyse and decode such vague messages. We have a ton of brief notes on things that make no sense
Prog sys culture also is being a newly formed host with no trauma memories and then you find media that makes you dizzy and start vomiting in headspace when it isn't exactly emotionally triggering or does not disturb you at all.
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oh god yeah. the worst is when you just feel like shit and cant tell why- or know why but feel nothing. like why am i getting debuffed i do not care
Prog system culture is liking a review of a horror game and feeling the presence of higher level assholes because the plot is about snuff production. Get lost, I want to enjoy my horror genre without feeling sick from you dickheads. I didn't ask you to show up or be here.
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oh god real. horror media is so good yet. alas. the horrors. it can be so triggering unfortunately
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