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Stop letting people consume you. they didn’t call? go to sleep. they didn’t message you? put your phone down and have a better day. they left you on read? delete the conversation. they didn’t make an effort? match their energy. never let your happiness depend on anyone
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The dash is feeling Tennant-y tonight, I see.
i found this ancient post from my blog so if you want to know what tumblr looked like from an ipod in 2010……
happy 15 years to this post
HELLO, I AM EXTREMELY ACTIVATED AND I SAW YOUR TAGS
I actually hate that my entire mood revolves around how one person treats me I hate this so badly oh my god whatever
so women are supposed to grin and bear the books, the comics, the movies, the plays, the tv shows, the stories, the sci-fi, the translated ancient poems, the fucking millennia of men writing about their self inserts torturing women and it being declared as High Art by other men, we’re supposed to read it in our free time, study it in classrooms, include their styles in our own writing, accept their cultural influence as natural, watch it in the cinema, write about it, talk about it, accept it, aspire it, but men can’t tolerate three seconds of female wish fulfilment of a woman snapping the wrist of a creep without feeling personally kicked in the balls.
This reminds me of something I observed in college while I was doing my honors thesis on women in modern horror films. I watched a LOT of horror during that time as part of my research, and sometimes that was done with my family around.
And my dad and brothers? Were deeply disturbed by the movie Jennifer’s Body. I was flabbergasted. It’s not scary! It’s not even that gory. But they were horrified by it. These men who grew up on 70s slashers were legitimately shook by 90 minutes of Megan Fox eating a few teenage boys, mostly off-screen.
Similarly, my all-male reading panel for my thesis? Were so disturbed by my synopsis of the film Teeth that they couldn’t even talk about it. One of them said he couldn’t look at his wife for a week after reading it.
Again, grown-ass men who study and teach media for a living. Who definitely watch and enjoy horror movies. One of whom was a huge Tarantino buff. We watched and read worse in his intro to mass media class! But one movie about a girl whose vag could bite was enough to haunt him.
Then of course you have things like the Gone Girl backlash–men yelling that Amy Dunne is evil and women clamoring to assure everyone that they know she is not someone to emulate–the backlash against Carol Danvers, and, more recently, the griping from MRAs against the upcoming film Hustlers, which is about strippers scamming their Wall Street clients.
My conclusion? Most men–at least most straight, cisgender men, who are both my sample population and most of the ones whining that Carol is a “villain”–are perfectly fine with, and desensitized to, media where men do violence to women (horror movies), or men do violence to men (horror and action movies). They’re even sort of fine when women do violence to women (“ooooo cat fight!”).
But they get intensely uncomfortable when women are depicted doing any kind of violence to men, especially in films that tilt the balance of power to the other side of the m/f gender binary beyond a single moment or scene.
So woman as flesh-eating monster with men as her preferred cuisine? Woman who responds to unwanted sexual contact by biting it off? Woman who frames her cheating husband for murder? Woman whose response to harassment–behavior that many of the loudest whiners know is both creepy and reflective of their own thoughts/actions–is to break something?
Too scary. Unacceptable. Disturbing. These men hate being presented with the idea, even in fiction, that their position of power is socially constructed, that it could easily be flipped the other way. It terrifies them.
In feeling that terror, they experience a tiny modicum of what living, existing, moving, being perceived as a woman in the world is like.
And they flinch every time.
Here have a newspaper comic from 1993
it hurts
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One of the worst things about having BPD is the physical pain of your emotions. Swear to God when I feel any strong negative emotion I have a pain in my stomach and/or chest area. Often, I just feel achy everywhere. Every day feels extremely difficult to get through and I feel like I'm literally drowning in my emotions. BPD is not something you get over it's something you have to learn to live with, and there needs to be more awareness of what is "normal" for someone with BPD and what isn't.
quiet BPD culture is having an entire meltdown on a private blog, screaming, yelling and venting so much there while you stare at your screen with the most neutral expression ever because you cant even physically express things from how hurt you are. its just angry typing until you get it out of your system and pretend like nothing has ever happened because you dont have anyone to rely on. (nor trust to ever hear about your problems)
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I feel myself getting bad again. My chest aches and I want to cry until I fall asleep.
Having Quiet BPD sucks. Everyone is expecting you to lash out at others but then don't realize its all internalized and attacking inward. I fucking hate myself, I do not see myself in a good light, and I think I am the problem.
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i hate that i upset myself with such trivial things. do you think i want to be jealous of things that don’t matter? my envy makes me sick.
i hate that i upset myself with such trivial things. do you think i want to be jealous of things that don’t matter? my envy makes me sick.
What the fuck is wrong with my brain
i hate when i’m self aware during an episode, like i know my thoughts are irrational but i can’t do anything about it and it’s like a fight between myself and my mind over what’s real and if i should believe my irrational thoughts and fears
having bpd is crazy because you can literally feel like your heart is being ripped out of your chest and experience the worst panic attack you've ever felt but also like you're soooo selfish?????? literally why are you upset, that's so rude of you tbh. like i know your emotions physically hurt you but like you're hurting someone else's feelings by not being happy so like could you stop?????
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my wife (ao3) has left me for battle (gone down for maintenance) and will be gone for all of eternity (15 hours) and I can feel my heart breaking every second she is gone (I have 400k words downloaded and am busy all day)
Another daydreamer fanart, this time heavily inspired by the hanahaki concept (mostly the aesthetic). Hope yall like it :D
