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Made this for another of the WWDITS Creatives Server's Screenshot Sundays! My goal this time was mostly just to emphasize Colin's monstrous qualities, but I also ended up playing around a lot with brushes, blend modes, and other tools to create the energy vampire effects.
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Book Watson: I am so sickly and exhausted and friendless and bored! Thankfully my new roommate is fascinating. Here let me tell you everything about him. He's very smart and has a great nose, he's very tall and has periodic bouts of depression which I half suspect he self-medicates with cocaine. He also plays the violin and writes articles that annoy me and doesn't know about the solar system.
I actually kind of hate the Fourth Wing workout content because it's all "work out like you're trying to survive threshing!" and "for the strength of the Wing!" and "if you skip leg day Tairn won't pick you" and I'm like.
How did y'all manage to read a book by a chronically ill woman with a chronically ill heroine that's about people with disabilities and other marginalized identities being supported and supporting each other within an intensely toxic, ableist, xenophobic survivalist culture...and still somehow turn it into this?
Like the entire fucking point is Tairn doesn't choose Violet because of her physical strength. She is undeniably the weakest physically among her cohort. He chooses her because of her compassion, courage, and intelligence. Because even as the weakest she put herself between Andarna and people who wanted to do her harm, who specifically wanted to hurt her because they also perceived her as weak. The same people who had spent the entire book actively trying to kill Violet "for the good of the Wing." Because they perceive Violet as worthless due to her disability and lack of physical strength.
And yet Tairn not only bonds with her but actually accommodates her disability! He values her, and it's a part of her, so he adjusts to her needs instead of discarding her like her entire culture would.
But no sure. Plan your workouts around adhering to the values of the ableist society that is obviously one of the series' long-term antagonists if you want.
Tairn would eat you for so thoroughly missing his point though.
And another thing! Violet doesn't survive because she's super strong physically or has a great workout routine. Yes, she gets stronger throughout the series but she still has a chronic illness and it still makes everything harder and more dangerous.
She survives because other people care about her and she cares about others. Full stop. She survives via the support of her community.
She survives because her sister gave her dragon-scale armor. She survives because her wingmates and Xaden come to her aid when others attack her explicitly because they're ableist. She survives because her healer friends help her with her injuries due to her chronic illness. She survives because TWO dragons decide she matters and choose her. She survives because Tairn and others understand and accommodate her health issues.
She survives because in spite of the shitty ableist culture she lives in, the people around her know that her life has intrinsic value and treat her like she matters. Because she does. May we all have a fourth wing around us, honestly. May we all be part of someone's fourth wing.
That's what I'd rather take from the series than workout routines glorifying the ableist standards of her culture, because guess what? I physically can't do those things and neither can many disabled people. And that mentality being glorified says the world is better off without us, that we're a liability, and bucking against that is the whole. goddamn. fucking. point. So taking one of the few characters written with us in mind to further your own weird survival of the fittest nonsense is so, so fucking gross.
You should only write in present tense with extreme caution.
not because it's bad or anything but because if you do it even once you're going to be editing the bits where you shifted tenses out of your writing for the rest of your life
if u write in present tense enough times in a row, you can switch this problem around & get confused when your present-tense narrator is talking abt something that happened in Their past. I recommend this bc it keeps u on ur toes
i'm thinking about charlotte brontΓ« spending her last years editing and publishing her sisters' writings and about christopher tolkien dedicating his life to the protection and meticulous reconstruction his father's life's work and about johanna van gogh publishing the letters between vincent and theo that would propel vincent van gogh into fame because she knew how much her husband had loved his brother, and about how so often art isn't just a reflection of the artist's mind and skills but a testament to the fact that they were loved
My sister just quoted this post at me over dinner bc it was discussed in her philosophy class & I can't even smugly inform her of its authorship. Due to the mindhunter yaoi state of my most recent blog history.
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Portia Featherington in the books is the fucking wooooooooorst they gave her so many redeeming qualities in the show but book!Portia literally sees Colin walk in with Penelope, demand to have a private word with only Portia and Penelope present, sit next to Penelope and hold Penelope's hand, and she STILL thinks this 33yo man is there not to ask for the hand of the 28yo woman practically sitting in his lap, but for the teenager he basically ordered out of the room.
Worse still, she practically tries to argue with him about it! She actively refuses to believe anyone would want Penelope at all.
Colin Bridgerton's a better man than me if I'd walked into the drawing room to find generations of Featheringtons grinning at me I would have backed out of the room and left immediately, sorry Penelope, I can not do this every Tuesday for the rest of my life.
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in the age of ozempic, take my hands...its okay to gain weight and to want to be fatter. Normalize talking about gaining weight for no reason other than you want to. Heal your relationship with your body and with food. Its okay to want to be fatter.