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Getting shane to do drugs in the bathroom with him

How to use the current situation to commit metaphorical suicide

His mom

How much he fucking hates losing at hockey like genuinely hates it and it makes him feel sick every time he sees everyone treat him like the laughing stock he knows he is because even though he was the second best in the league and the best captain (key word was) he can’t lead the centaurs to victory it kills him a little more and theres a part of him that wishes his dad was still alive so he could get a phone call after every loss to validate how terrible he is

Getting ilya to quit smoking

Which drills the metros third line needs to do to at least not embarrass him

His diet

They know oh my god they can tell everyone can tell it was a fools errand to even pretend that they couldn’t tell they can all tell and everyone is laughing behind his back because they thing he doesn’t know that they all know because he cant let them know he knows but oh my god they all know

Happy Place - Line Holtegaard , 2024.

Danish , b, 1980 -

recently have been thinking about hollanov and their dynamic and the whole Total Power Exchange of it all. as in, shane is giving his sexual power and autonomy to ilya, but ilya isn't giving his sexual power and autonomy to shane. so like. ilya can make as many rules as he wants, make shane do whatever he wants (and shane will like it) but shane can't tell ilya what to do ever (only inside the bounds of their sexual relationship of course he can safeword). ilya can punish shane whether he did something wrong or not, but shane can never punish ilya, no matter how mean or irrational ilya is being.

i've been thinking about ilya proving this to shane. small or grand actions that he takes every once in a while to make sure that shane knows that ilya can do whatever he wants to shane and shane would just have to take it. it's not every day, that would beat the point. it's just, well, whenever he wants. thinking about ilya promising shane orgasms, but changing his mind at the last minute and leaving shane sobbing and desperate. thinking about ilya making shane get up to do various difficult unnecessary tasks for no other reason or use other than ilya wanted him to, then making him undo all his work. thinking about ilya asking shane what he wants (whether it be a sex position or what movie they watch) and then not doing it. thinking about ilya forcing shane to eat a mcdonald's meal while eating one of shane's brown rice, chicken and broccoli meals right in front of him. thinking about him making shane say thank you for forcing him to eat it. thinking about ilya fucking shane in a position he doesn't like, but making him like it. thinking about ilya deciding to come up with a random rule for shane, just so he can punish shane for breaking it because he just looks so pretty when he cries. thinking about shane, confused and angry and so so turned on, trying to reason with ilya and getting punished for talking back.