Why did you block me. It's me. Emotionally dysregulated Tumblr girl. The love of your life.

sorry if i come off as rude my mother didn't like me for several years

this is literally just because of my curse

maintaining relationships with people is so difficult for no good reason. what are you supposed to do when you miss someone and want to talk to them more? Say you miss them and that you want to talk to them more? That's all bullshit

My alone time is for everyone’s safety

liking but not responding to a tag game because you dont know what to say is the tumblr equivalent of staying home from a party due to social anxiety

What's wrong? You didn't reblog my last 38 posts I made in a 2 minute interval. Are you mad at me?

im not anyone's first choice. im not anyone's favorite. people may tell me i mean a lot to them and that im special to them but i know there's someone they'll always choose over me

maturing is realising that no one gives two shits about you and you either gonna make it on your own or off yourself

id like to interact with my mutuals more but i get scared pls forgive me

(barely contained rage) wow. im so happy for you. enjoy your happy and healthy relationship

*through gritted teeth* the world is GOOD. people are kind. Humans are NOT inherently selfish. you will make it through this year. recovery is possible. people you don't know yet will love you. You are going to do things you can't even imagine right now. You are going to read a rlly good book. You are going to eat some rlly good food. You are going to experience joy again. Things can get better. Situations can change. You can choose to be kinder. The world can change for the better.

i imagine being medicated would feel good as fuck. unfortunately i have to rawdog whatever's wrong with me

I hate how 3 pm is so close to 2 pm so there's an illusion that there's still time left in the day to do things but in reality 3 pm is also close to 4 pm and if it's close to 4 pm you might as well just wait till tomorrow. <- can't argue against this by the way.