The Luckiest ;)

Shane getting criticized for not using pride tape and he’s caught on a mic later that week saying I didn’t realize it wasn’t the sucking dick that made me gay but the rainbow . Which is how he comes out.

At some point during some media thing Shane was asked the question "Walk us through your perfect day" and he had to basically ascend to another plane of existence to say "Aha well it starts with a protein smoothie for breakfast of course--" and never ever say anything that even resembles "I wake up and Ilya Rozanov is there and he eats my ass. I take a long hot shower and Ilya Rozanov is there. I make a protein smoothie with extra spinach and then I go for a run and Ilya Rozanov is there too. I come home and Ilya Rozanov is there and we eat salad for lunch. The dressing? Well--"

my shanebug just shed his exoskeleton so he's really soft and vulnerable right now

hollanov text history is like. short domestic conversation. nude. nude. comment about a game/player. nude. game pigeon. nude. instagram reel. sweet exchange. the filthiest sext ever written in history. hockey something. nude

okay I can’t keep it in anymore. Shane may be autistic, but he simply Would Not have a problem with things being too bright or loud. This boy plays HOCKEY, he is a SENSORY SEEKER, there is NO SUCH THING AS TOO BRIGHT AND LOUD. In my HEART OF HEARTS I know that this man used to stand in the middle of arcades as a child and soak in all of the different sounds and lights and flashy bits and finally feel like he’s getting enough sensation to settle into his own skin. He sleeps under 2 weighted blankets and preferably also another giant 250lb hockey player. He’s not having a problem with too much noise and stimulation. He plays recorded crowd noises from other sports games to focus on stuff. He’s fine sitting in wet clothes for an hour if that’s how long it takes to finish sexting before he gets changed. He’s a SENSORY SEEKER. LET HIM SEEK.