The Luckiest ;)

my shanebug just shed his exoskeleton so he's really soft and vulnerable right now

hollanov text history is like. short domestic conversation. nude. nude. comment about a game/player. nude. game pigeon. nude. instagram reel. sweet exchange. the filthiest sext ever written in history. hockey something. nude

okay I can’t keep it in anymore. Shane may be autistic, but he simply Would Not have a problem with things being too bright or loud. This boy plays HOCKEY, he is a SENSORY SEEKER, there is NO SUCH THING AS TOO BRIGHT AND LOUD. In my HEART OF HEARTS I know that this man used to stand in the middle of arcades as a child and soak in all of the different sounds and lights and flashy bits and finally feel like he’s getting enough sensation to settle into his own skin. He sleeps under 2 weighted blankets and preferably also another giant 250lb hockey player. He’s not having a problem with too much noise and stimulation. He plays recorded crowd noises from other sports games to focus on stuff. He’s fine sitting in wet clothes for an hour if that’s how long it takes to finish sexting before he gets changed. He’s a SENSORY SEEKER. LET HIM SEEK.

post tlg some random asshole defenseman makes a shitty comment about shane taking it up the ass and shane looks at him, then at the scoreboard that shows the centaurs winning 6-1, then back down at him like "i dunno man i think one of us is getting fucked in the ass right now and it isn't me." and then that guy tries to fight him

hudson sending that video of him with his security guards to connor like Hey just so you know big european men are taking care of me and protecting me btw just letting you know :) And somewhere in north america connor is rending his garments until they all match the moth-eaten shirt

i could actually talk for hours about how important it is that shane proposed to ilya instead of the other way around because ilya needs to feel wanted and chosen unconditionally whereas shane needs to finally take control of his freedom and happiness with how he lives his own life

i think hollanov would Try to do orgasm control but ilya never wants to say No jsjddjdnf

now overstimulation? Say Less ilya is milking that man dry

however i DO think they would play at denial Knowing shane isnt going to be able to hold back (ilya doesnt want him to) and the punishment ("""punishment"""") is overstimulation. Yay

also the fact that shane is already awake and smiling up at ilya when ilya wakes up and then when ilya sleepily blinks down at shane and says good morning shane smiles even bigger and then when ilya says i like you shane looks down and then up and smiles says i like you too and then when ilya gently guides his head onto his chest he's still smiling all soft and sweet and serene and it's the most beautiful thing like imagine being ilya and shane smiling softly at you being the first thing you see when you open your eyes the morning after you rested your head in his lap and spilled your guts and you're at his cottage and it's all new and a little bit terrifying and then you wake up and he's already smiling and you love him so fucking much but you don't know if you can tell him that yet so you tell him that you like him because you do you like him so much and he needs to know that and you need to tell him because you've been keeping it hidden away on the tip of your tongue for so long now and he's beautiful in the morning light and your brain is barely functioning beyond shaneshaneshane and so you tell him and he tells you he likes you too and then you fall back asleep for a few more hours all tangled up and warm and safe