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i have the kind of melancholy that attracts me to large bodies of water.

i’m going to say something so brave and controversial on this gay sex blog and it is that the episode of New Girl where Nick and Jess get locked behind the iron curtain until they kiss but they WON’T because they are TOO IN LOVE and Nick is like ‘not like this’ and jess doesn’t know what he means and then at the very end of the episode he just GRABS her and KISSES THE SHIT OUT OF HER and then he says ‘I meant something like that’ and just WALKS OFF is one of the greatest romantic episode arcs on tv ever. fucking perfect no notes sometimes straight people do good stuff after all.

you must defeat my several exes which I refrain from passing moral judgment upon out of a place of empathy but whom definitely acted in ways that, although understandable within the context of their life and the forces they were subject to, inflicted a lot of deep wounds I did not deserve to delicate parts of myself which have not and may never heal. if you want in my boy hole, that is.

doomscrolling thru the weather app

I wish insomnia at least gave you more usable hours in the day instead of just more hours where you are stupid

Its so beautiful that cats have their own special weed. Mother nature rewarding them for being the best animal

whenever I tell a story I feel like Uncle Colm from Derry Girls

btw it's so fucking stupid you can be anxious physically in your body even after you've decided mentally you don't care. I'm supposed to be in charge here

You will never escape this video as long as I am alive.

Happy 10 years of never letting you escape this video!

The most convincing lie any of us has ever been told is that there is a truer version of ourselves being held captive or sabotaged by an uncooporative body. That lie has caused so many of us to waste entire lifetimes punishing ourselves for what we are. To me, self love has required that I end the delusion. I am my body, my body is me, nothing more, nothing less. So I begin to love myself, instead of resenting myself. I am exactly as I exist in this moment.

"can opera still be enjoyed in the modern age" i'll be real with you for a second, i'm much more amazed that opera has been enjoyed for centuries BEFORE the modern age when there weren't any subtitles for it. thank god for opera and thank god for subtitling technology.

not immune to hot soprano in sparkly dress singing handel

occurred to me immediately after posting that this is tropical bird behavior